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It took some time to come up with the title to this journal that will begin to detail the theory and application of seduction im creating a healthy intimate lifestyle.
I am more so I'm looking for inner growth from this pursuit . In the age of digital information and being engulfed with information and entertainment right at our fingertips, I gave my power away to being in a comfortable bubble. As much I regained the momentum to take charge, it's been real hard to change the paradigm where I was proactive in my dating life. I found myself posing to be this suave guy with an online presence, but in reality I wasn't making things happen. I was still beating my meat and didn't think that it takes more than just initiative and mental+physical toughness to get what you want out of life.I always seem to find myself pushing the time to go out and meet people. There was almost little preparation and almost an unawareness to the sacrifice required
We are into the last quarter of this year, and I am fed up with the dry spell continuing up to this point. 2.5yrs without sex. Just vibes and missed escalation windows time and time again.
This Journal will detail the escape of a victim to a creator with real life field reports , balancing theory and application into reality. From a mindless man child to a genuine, authentic man, embracing and growing within his skin. Embracing change and abundance into this life.
Ready to make it to the greatest personal heights and face my demons, challenge new ones and overcome the plague of the apathetic and unmotivated man in myself.
As a tangent to all action that shall be taken to grow my seduction skills, I'll be carving a way to maintain other aspects of my life such as practicing and putting out art and music, while seeking a job part-time as I have no money in my name and a cardless individual since Covid began. To top it all off I stay with my parents, so home/away games are going to be another logistic to handle when the time comes..
To gain more insight into the core reasons of why I began this journey, I will link my beginner post on Masculine Awakening.Masculine Awakening
Still frustrated that the progress is wack
I am more so I'm looking for inner growth from this pursuit . In the age of digital information and being engulfed with information and entertainment right at our fingertips, I gave my power away to being in a comfortable bubble. As much I regained the momentum to take charge, it's been real hard to change the paradigm where I was proactive in my dating life. I found myself posing to be this suave guy with an online presence, but in reality I wasn't making things happen. I was still beating my meat and didn't think that it takes more than just initiative and mental+physical toughness to get what you want out of life.I always seem to find myself pushing the time to go out and meet people. There was almost little preparation and almost an unawareness to the sacrifice required
We are into the last quarter of this year, and I am fed up with the dry spell continuing up to this point. 2.5yrs without sex. Just vibes and missed escalation windows time and time again.
This Journal will detail the escape of a victim to a creator with real life field reports , balancing theory and application into reality. From a mindless man child to a genuine, authentic man, embracing and growing within his skin. Embracing change and abundance into this life.
Ready to make it to the greatest personal heights and face my demons, challenge new ones and overcome the plague of the apathetic and unmotivated man in myself.
As a tangent to all action that shall be taken to grow my seduction skills, I'll be carving a way to maintain other aspects of my life such as practicing and putting out art and music, while seeking a job part-time as I have no money in my name and a cardless individual since Covid began. To top it all off I stay with my parents, so home/away games are going to be another logistic to handle when the time comes..
To gain more insight into the core reasons of why I began this journey, I will link my beginner post on Masculine Awakening.Masculine Awakening
Still frustrated that the progress is wack
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