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I decided to start a journal. Because why the hell not? Can't hurt to keep track of my "progress".
I haven't posted in a while in the forum, even though I read my topics of interest because I have been pretty busy. For a lot of days in a row I stayed in the house and only the past days I have been going out like crazy so I had a few chances to approach. My approach anxiety is quite severe so I am trying to baby step my way there by being friendly with everyone and trying to chat with people at bars, which until recently was something unheard of for me.'
So yesterday I went out with my best buddy and I was angry at myself that I saw a very pretty girl in the venue and while trying to get the courage to go talk to her she got up and left. But that acted as a bit of a shock for me so later I was sitting down and a girl walked past me having just got a drink from the bar and I thought to try compliance and least effort so I waved her to come towards me.
I introduced myself and told her that I had to stop her because she was beautiful. I made her spin for me in order to guess her age and conversation was flowing quite well, I qualified her on speaking Japanese but at some point even though the convo was going well she told me that she left her friend alone and should get back to her. I told her to get her friend and come sit with us, she gave me some bs excuse but I still went for the number as reference experience, she told me first that she is only in town for a few days so we can't meet up and after that she doesn't give her number to strangers so I cut her loose.
Later I grabbed a very hot girl who was walking past me which seemed very surprised and obviously wanting to escape, I tried working around her resistance but when she told me that she was 18 for some reason my mind went blank so I told her that I'd better not get in trouble and let her go. This approach was a very clumsy one.
Overall a pretty fun evening, funny how your brain tricks you into thinking that an approach rejection will be something terrible when in reality feels actually exciting. We then went to another venue and even though I didn't approach, I chatted with most of the people around me which led to people who were celebrating giving us free drinks. Just be being social instead of sitting there sipping our drinks we had an amazing night. I actually made small talk with a girl on not interesting things but after that felt like I burned my approach bridge by making that kind of small talk, it just felt out of place to reengage her with the intention to flirt.
I haven't posted in a while in the forum, even though I read my topics of interest because I have been pretty busy. For a lot of days in a row I stayed in the house and only the past days I have been going out like crazy so I had a few chances to approach. My approach anxiety is quite severe so I am trying to baby step my way there by being friendly with everyone and trying to chat with people at bars, which until recently was something unheard of for me.'
So yesterday I went out with my best buddy and I was angry at myself that I saw a very pretty girl in the venue and while trying to get the courage to go talk to her she got up and left. But that acted as a bit of a shock for me so later I was sitting down and a girl walked past me having just got a drink from the bar and I thought to try compliance and least effort so I waved her to come towards me.
I introduced myself and told her that I had to stop her because she was beautiful. I made her spin for me in order to guess her age and conversation was flowing quite well, I qualified her on speaking Japanese but at some point even though the convo was going well she told me that she left her friend alone and should get back to her. I told her to get her friend and come sit with us, she gave me some bs excuse but I still went for the number as reference experience, she told me first that she is only in town for a few days so we can't meet up and after that she doesn't give her number to strangers so I cut her loose.
Later I grabbed a very hot girl who was walking past me which seemed very surprised and obviously wanting to escape, I tried working around her resistance but when she told me that she was 18 for some reason my mind went blank so I told her that I'd better not get in trouble and let her go. This approach was a very clumsy one.
Overall a pretty fun evening, funny how your brain tricks you into thinking that an approach rejection will be something terrible when in reality feels actually exciting. We then went to another venue and even though I didn't approach, I chatted with most of the people around me which led to people who were celebrating giving us free drinks. Just be being social instead of sitting there sipping our drinks we had an amazing night. I actually made small talk with a girl on not interesting things but after that felt like I burned my approach bridge by making that kind of small talk, it just felt out of place to reengage her with the intention to flirt.