Oh yeah, my shit got hella deleted.
My new one is @hector_papi_castillo
Onto the experience...
I will say this - I don't feel guilty for what I said, she deserved it 100% (also, it was REALLY funny. A lot of her followers probably missed my sense of humor and took it all seriously)
....BUT, I could have handled it better.
It was good marketing, if my target audience is my followers. But it wasn't good marketing for mainstream people. I don't ever wanna be mainstream, but I do need to work on my copywriting, so to say. My PR. Cuz I do represent the business, considering my position within it.
Oh and as for politics, I gotta stay out of that now (publicly at least). Bad news bears. I'll discuss it privately with people, but I can't advertise with it (and every post on my Instagram is persona, but also an advertisement of Girls Chase).
I wish her all the best and everyone involved.
I gotta move beyond this anger I have (it's an issue, even if it's righteous anger). My dad and I recently had a very intense bonding moment (we have a rough relationship...he wasn't around when I was younger and he's also fucked up from his childhood) and what I learned is we need to let go of our anger. We legit cried together. And it was just before the whole account deletion shit happened).
When the account got deleted I thought to myself, "Okay, I can't be risking a potential jackpot of pussy and money over some thot. I need to fix my anger issues and focus my attention elsewhere."
Do you know how many leads on girls I lost with that deletion?
But it actually might work out in my favor with some girls who were maybe not interested, but now are cuz I seemed to have dropped off the face of the Earth. Had a few girls DM me already like, "WTF HAPPENED."
So yeah, these hoes ain't worth losing cool/cute hoes that wanna smash (the chick I argued with was actually quite beautiful. I even weaved that into my insults haha. She had BEAUTIFUL eyes and very sexy skin. Decent body, too...so yeah shame she is a negative person; makes her so unattractive despite her looks. In fact, I would even argue her insulting me was a auto-rejection from her, cuz we had actually exchanged a flirty DM 3 days prior, but she lost her shit when she saw an ass pic I took of a girl....ACTUALLY, now that I think of it, one of the hashtags in the photo was #whitegirlsevolving and compliments to white girls and #interracial in there...maybe she got mad that I was focusing on her whiteness...which is weird cuz I'd just complimented the chick and she's black...i've been with a handful of black chicks and loved me all. Damn...in another universe...that's one way I'm staying positive throughout this. She obviously has anger issues and so do I. Hopefully she learned something from it as I did.]
Anyways, no big deal. Best to her and everyone else. Moving forward, #positivevibesonly (for those who don't know, go follow 50 cent on Instagram. Funny shit).
Also, if you eve wanna PM me on the forum, it's better to DM my Instagram (unless I get deleted for the 3rd time lol).