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HI Guys,
I have been in a lot of bitter and ugly relations. It's been an unfortunate life of mine to see bitterness spew out of my parents divorce and family/cousins drama, and growing up and being labelled "sensitive". and my step mum would hate me because i was well aware beyond my age. I guess that's how society try to control people, well in this case, my step mum try to set her own rules.
Growing up, i have had difficult times, i had friends, i work hard to win friendships, and i noted after 6 years, i made a lot of friendships that didn't offer me value. I don't regret all this friendships, but i wonder why my past friends find me "wrong".
I'm like working so hard to make friendships and things work, only to fail and walk away, and you people hate me? I am like what the fuck. YOu guys don't practically do shit. My question now is how do i make peace with all of this?
Yes, i do feel angry because i am the one who was investing too much without thinking. I don't hate them, but when i hear from friends that they talk about me, even today, it makes me hate them. It's pathetic because i am beyond it already. Or just maybe i am not beyond it because i feel this emotions?
Zac
I have been in a lot of bitter and ugly relations. It's been an unfortunate life of mine to see bitterness spew out of my parents divorce and family/cousins drama, and growing up and being labelled "sensitive". and my step mum would hate me because i was well aware beyond my age. I guess that's how society try to control people, well in this case, my step mum try to set her own rules.
Growing up, i have had difficult times, i had friends, i work hard to win friendships, and i noted after 6 years, i made a lot of friendships that didn't offer me value. I don't regret all this friendships, but i wonder why my past friends find me "wrong".
I'm like working so hard to make friendships and things work, only to fail and walk away, and you people hate me? I am like what the fuck. YOu guys don't practically do shit. My question now is how do i make peace with all of this?
Yes, i do feel angry because i am the one who was investing too much without thinking. I don't hate them, but when i hear from friends that they talk about me, even today, it makes me hate them. It's pathetic because i am beyond it already. Or just maybe i am not beyond it because i feel this emotions?
Zac