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(Heads up, first few paragraphs are a bit of a rant)
Being 15 in the US, fucking sucks. PERIOD. My whole life age 0-11 all I was was my parents’ child. All I knew was there morals, their religion,and their philosophies. I had to rely on them for fucking EVERYTHING. I didn’t have have choices, they were made for me, whether that be by the government or my parents or both, and I didn’t know any better. I’ve went to school for 8 hours a day, 180 days a year, for 9 fucking years. That equates to 12,960 hours spent in school which is created to prepare to be ready for this modern “system” that we live in today. And even with that 12,960 hours behind me... My net worth doesn’t even touch 2 grand, I’m still supposed to go to school for 3 more years; It’s illegal for me to drive, have sex with some over 18, sext at all, and correct me if I’m wrong but rent a hotel or own property too, along with many other things.
Now is this just me, or this an extremely inefficient use of time? Not to mention the system in place which we are getting ready for through this process of schooling is really fucked up imo (but that’s irrelevant for this post). Now, you would think through that much time being spent, you should have something to show for it, but actually I can’t even get a job, I don’t know how to make money, and I can’t even really fucking do anything important with money if I had it. Only thing I could actually think of spending money on is a new guitar so I could start busking, and clothes to up my fashion portion of fundamentals. But goddamn, 12,960 hours and damn near nothing to show for it, wow.
So now I am fifteen and I am very much my own person, but I am still very dependent on my parents as I mentioned above. And dependency and sex don’t seem to mix well in my experiences this far. I’ve been able to attract girls many times through multiple scenarios: cold approach, social circle, and even tinder (even though I had to lie about my age, which is probably illegal too.) but I can’t close worth shit because I’m way too indecisive when setting up plans bc I don’t know when/if my parents will take me or leave me home alone. Just recently I was trying to set something up with one of my matches on tinder and from the messages she was sending, even my friend who is uneducated in this field could tell she was horny as hell. She said she was down and the. I waited way too long to solidify the logistics because I had to figure out when it could be done without my parents knowing. There’s that reliance on parents again.
So here I am sitting at home alone a few hours ago, thisty as hell, sexually,, yet there was nothing I could do about it. I was chomping at the bit to go out and cold approach, but when the age range of girls I need to find is 15-17, it would be pretty damn in likely I’ll find one who is even attractive enough for a warm up approach, because same as me, they aren’t out on their own. Only place I’ve found to approach so far, is girls high school sports games and vacation. But those aren’t very frequent occurrences considering that, again, those rely on parents. Anyone got any other ideas on where I could do this?
It seems cold approach is out of the question for steady stream of sexual partners, so that would leave social circle. The issue with that is I think I have some orbiter that could I could probably use, and then some girls I’ve intentionally kept some distance from, and then their the girls I’ve already been friend zoned by. And still, with the girls I have attracted, what do I do with them, I mean it’s not like I could have them over when my mother is around, I could very easily get walked In on having sex, and don’t virgins bleed a lot or something?
This beckons the question of how can an under-16 year old man meet, then isolate for sex In the United States
1. Where else could I approach girls that wouldn’t require it to be convenient for my parents.
2. If I were able to get out of the house and meet for a date, how would I seal the deal if I didn’t have a place.
If you Got any other gems of wisdom, please do lay them on me. This is immensely frustrating to have so much improvement yet still lack results ie still not able to relieve my “sexual cravings” I mean human urges should be satisfied right?
Even if I were to leave home with the $400 cash, $75 worth of food gift cards, and my guitar and most of my clothes, I don’t think it would help this problem, maybe other ones though. Who knows?
Thanks,
Young
Being 15 in the US, fucking sucks. PERIOD. My whole life age 0-11 all I was was my parents’ child. All I knew was there morals, their religion,and their philosophies. I had to rely on them for fucking EVERYTHING. I didn’t have have choices, they were made for me, whether that be by the government or my parents or both, and I didn’t know any better. I’ve went to school for 8 hours a day, 180 days a year, for 9 fucking years. That equates to 12,960 hours spent in school which is created to prepare to be ready for this modern “system” that we live in today. And even with that 12,960 hours behind me... My net worth doesn’t even touch 2 grand, I’m still supposed to go to school for 3 more years; It’s illegal for me to drive, have sex with some over 18, sext at all, and correct me if I’m wrong but rent a hotel or own property too, along with many other things.
Now is this just me, or this an extremely inefficient use of time? Not to mention the system in place which we are getting ready for through this process of schooling is really fucked up imo (but that’s irrelevant for this post). Now, you would think through that much time being spent, you should have something to show for it, but actually I can’t even get a job, I don’t know how to make money, and I can’t even really fucking do anything important with money if I had it. Only thing I could actually think of spending money on is a new guitar so I could start busking, and clothes to up my fashion portion of fundamentals. But goddamn, 12,960 hours and damn near nothing to show for it, wow.
So now I am fifteen and I am very much my own person, but I am still very dependent on my parents as I mentioned above. And dependency and sex don’t seem to mix well in my experiences this far. I’ve been able to attract girls many times through multiple scenarios: cold approach, social circle, and even tinder (even though I had to lie about my age, which is probably illegal too.) but I can’t close worth shit because I’m way too indecisive when setting up plans bc I don’t know when/if my parents will take me or leave me home alone. Just recently I was trying to set something up with one of my matches on tinder and from the messages she was sending, even my friend who is uneducated in this field could tell she was horny as hell. She said she was down and the. I waited way too long to solidify the logistics because I had to figure out when it could be done without my parents knowing. There’s that reliance on parents again.
So here I am sitting at home alone a few hours ago, thisty as hell, sexually,, yet there was nothing I could do about it. I was chomping at the bit to go out and cold approach, but when the age range of girls I need to find is 15-17, it would be pretty damn in likely I’ll find one who is even attractive enough for a warm up approach, because same as me, they aren’t out on their own. Only place I’ve found to approach so far, is girls high school sports games and vacation. But those aren’t very frequent occurrences considering that, again, those rely on parents. Anyone got any other ideas on where I could do this?
It seems cold approach is out of the question for steady stream of sexual partners, so that would leave social circle. The issue with that is I think I have some orbiter that could I could probably use, and then some girls I’ve intentionally kept some distance from, and then their the girls I’ve already been friend zoned by. And still, with the girls I have attracted, what do I do with them, I mean it’s not like I could have them over when my mother is around, I could very easily get walked In on having sex, and don’t virgins bleed a lot or something?
This beckons the question of how can an under-16 year old man meet, then isolate for sex In the United States
1. Where else could I approach girls that wouldn’t require it to be convenient for my parents.
2. If I were able to get out of the house and meet for a date, how would I seal the deal if I didn’t have a place.
If you Got any other gems of wisdom, please do lay them on me. This is immensely frustrating to have so much improvement yet still lack results ie still not able to relieve my “sexual cravings” I mean human urges should be satisfied right?
Even if I were to leave home with the $400 cash, $75 worth of food gift cards, and my guitar and most of my clothes, I don’t think it would help this problem, maybe other ones though. Who knows?
Thanks,
Young
