I figured I might as well start a journal since I'm going back to school on Monday. I don't really feel a need to do the newbie assignment since I'm practically beast at dealing with approach anxiety so I'm going to use this as a place to post my outings, field interactions, and discoveries.
Anyway,here's a little about me. I'm Tevin. I go by Wes (my middle name short for Wesley) here because my first name is too unique and if anyone I know in real life saw this they'd probably laugh at me. Screw them. Florida native.
I'm 20. I'm young looking for my age and many people think I'm actually 16 or 17. I can also come off as immature because I was a late bloomer. Everyone else my age in grade school were actively learning from the world around them and socializing and learning in school but I stayed in my own head and drew pictures all the time.
Eventually my mom held me back and had me repeat 7th grade. For obvious reasons. Still, I always seemed to gravitate towards people younger than me because kids my age intimidated me.
All my life, I never really faced my fears and ran away. My younger brother who is 18 right now actually seems like my older brother. He is the charismatic one who seems to have life figured out.
I got tired of seeing my younger brother suceeding in life without me and decided to master this skill.
I discovered pickup in 2007 when a show came on TV with Mystery and ever since I was opened to a whole world of possibility.
I spent the rest of middle school and high school google searching for answers but couldn't find much due to the fact that I needed to have money for anything pua related.
In 2009 I met my first girlfriend which was actually an infatuation that lasted until 2011. I spent 2009 friendzoned and then finally got her in the summer of 2010. We struggled because I was too much of a pussy to do anything. I never kissed her and then when I finally pulled out the courage to do so at our homecoming she became distant and broke up with me the next day via email saying: "it didn't feel right, it felt like kissing a friend or a brother"
I spent 2011 trying to get her back using advice from some random pua. Almost had her but then I messed up and she completely auto rejected me and hated me. I spent my senior year of high school recovering from everything. The depression, the anxiety. I was in a horrible place.
Then the summer after graduation I found Girlschase.
I remember clicking on article after article filling my mind up with everything that was written. It was life changing and then when I started college I decided to put it into use.
Since then I had 3 girls over. Made out with 2. And fingered 1 who is now my very very close female friend.
I've gotten many numbers, rejections..done many approaches on campus, malls, stores, on the street, etc.
Straight to the point, anyone..no matter where they started can get good at this skill. I'm not saying I've had it the worst but with determination I've brought myself out of my past and this is me officially paying attention to the future.
I hope to inspire others with my discoveries/journey so yup...that's all I've gotta say.
Peace
Tev
Anyway,here's a little about me. I'm Tevin. I go by Wes (my middle name short for Wesley) here because my first name is too unique and if anyone I know in real life saw this they'd probably laugh at me. Screw them. Florida native.
I'm 20. I'm young looking for my age and many people think I'm actually 16 or 17. I can also come off as immature because I was a late bloomer. Everyone else my age in grade school were actively learning from the world around them and socializing and learning in school but I stayed in my own head and drew pictures all the time.
Eventually my mom held me back and had me repeat 7th grade. For obvious reasons. Still, I always seemed to gravitate towards people younger than me because kids my age intimidated me.
All my life, I never really faced my fears and ran away. My younger brother who is 18 right now actually seems like my older brother. He is the charismatic one who seems to have life figured out.
I got tired of seeing my younger brother suceeding in life without me and decided to master this skill.
I discovered pickup in 2007 when a show came on TV with Mystery and ever since I was opened to a whole world of possibility.
I spent the rest of middle school and high school google searching for answers but couldn't find much due to the fact that I needed to have money for anything pua related.
In 2009 I met my first girlfriend which was actually an infatuation that lasted until 2011. I spent 2009 friendzoned and then finally got her in the summer of 2010. We struggled because I was too much of a pussy to do anything. I never kissed her and then when I finally pulled out the courage to do so at our homecoming she became distant and broke up with me the next day via email saying: "it didn't feel right, it felt like kissing a friend or a brother"
I spent 2011 trying to get her back using advice from some random pua. Almost had her but then I messed up and she completely auto rejected me and hated me. I spent my senior year of high school recovering from everything. The depression, the anxiety. I was in a horrible place.
Then the summer after graduation I found Girlschase.
I remember clicking on article after article filling my mind up with everything that was written. It was life changing and then when I started college I decided to put it into use.
Since then I had 3 girls over. Made out with 2. And fingered 1 who is now my very very close female friend.
I've gotten many numbers, rejections..done many approaches on campus, malls, stores, on the street, etc.
Straight to the point, anyone..no matter where they started can get good at this skill. I'm not saying I've had it the worst but with determination I've brought myself out of my past and this is me officially paying attention to the future.
I hope to inspire others with my discoveries/journey so yup...that's all I've gotta say.
Peace
Tev