Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'



Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed Jan 24, 2018 2:49 am

LR: 15 minutes at a Club


Just had a super weird Tinder date.

Matched with an Asian chick, she messaged first. One super cute picture of her and her adorable eyes. Clearly from China. Should have marked the red flag there, but responded anyway. Conversation was... confusing.. because she's not very great at english, and would often not respond to my questions with another question, where I'd go stoic or not respond. Then she asks for my number and we start texting.

I try to set up a date/time to get away from texting, and then all of a sudden she asks if I'm hungry. I was actually lol'ing at the dialogue at this point, it lacked so much focus. I take this as she wants to meet up tonight and within the next hour I'm at her apt waiting in the car.

When I see her I get out and, who could believe, she's not as cute as her 1 picture. About a 5, maybe a 4, honestly. Not a good looking girl. I hug her and she gets in. The conversation is awkward to begin with and she has strange mannerisms, so I take over the dialogue quickly and do a lot of the talking. We get to my house and listen to tunes. It did have some good moments where we'd laugh. I liked the few moments where you'd see a whisk of her culture / personality.

She wouldn't do the whole eye-contact thing. Like, she'd get so uncomfortable by eye contact with me that she'd put her hands over her eyes, or over mine. At first this was hilarious, but then it was like wow, you really can't handle any eye contact. The fuck?

Anyways we talk and I eventually say to myself "there's a girl at my house alone with me. I'm gonna have to try and fuck her".

I begin the sex talk and watch her perk up. Afterwards, a cascade of questions of if I'm a player, a "playboy", how many girls I fuck, how often I fuck, etc comes. I deflect, redirect, ignore, and exaggerate all of it and most of my answers get her laughing. All the while I slowly physically escalated to eventually engage in a pretty awkward first kiss after about 30 minutes of her being there. I pull off first, eventually go back and do some push and pull stuff until I get us into full out make out. Eventually I'm fingering her, and when back myself up to go into full "fingerblast mode" she tells me no sex. I probably could have kept going but was so meh about the whole thing I just pulled off entirely. Why bother?

She thanks me lol, and then I let things die down, try to get her to go home on her own, but eventually drive her home so I could pick up fast food on the way.

Good for reps, I guess? Idk I feel weird about engaging in that. New rule: get them to send a real time picture if her uploads aren't convincing. That way you aren't tied between being a total asshole (say I just drove away after seeing she wasn't as hot as her picture) and sticking to your standards.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sun Jan 28, 2018 5:23 pm

Birthdays are retarded lol.

I get fired from my job to start the day, then eventually get dinner with friends. One of my dudes has been drinking for hours beforehand, and we get into a couple wrestling matches throughout the night. Apparently he came through my house to get his keys a few hours ago. Don't remember whatsoever. But, after watching this kid for long enough, I don't think he actually gives a fuck about me, or anyone that he is "tight" with, so fuck him! lolololol


But yea we get dinner then head back to my place. What's his fuck tries to fight me, then we sneak into this frat party. I'll be honest, I didn't do well with chicks. Something was bothering me. Also, my homeboy who's king of his frat let me bare witness to the realities of attraction. This dude has been bicep curling attraction for 4 years, and now that it's his final semester, you're seeing the RESULTS. We're standing there and boom, two hot chicks approach him, then 3 more, then 4 more, and suddenly we're standing there with a cloud of women.

I got nervous. I couldn't handle it, honestly! I didn't know the social circle very well, and my boy had such a tight grip on it. It's funny actually, when I get moments to talk to him about this shit. I've gotten pretty damn good at "Rogue King Cold Approach" where as he has gotten excellent at "Illustrious King Social Circle" (Hector depicted the nuances before finishing his book). Game recognize game.

So around midnight I do start vibing and I turn a lame dance floor into a lit session. In my chaos I picked up a girl on my shoulder and spun her around, people seemed to like that lol. The same girl is dating one of my best friends and she is friends with some girls. My homeboy is tryna hook me up, but I can tell they're not interested. They're gonna leave to a bar, and after getting a birthday snow shot to the face I just leave by myself to a different bar.

Hector has allowed me to review King of College (it's amazing, by the way), and I follow his rules/recommendations of going out alone. Worked LIKE A CHARM. Within 20 minutes, I'm pulling guys and girls to and from conversation, and I have my girl of interest fondling me. I would write up our entire conversation, but I was fucked up and don't remember it.

My problem happened when I tried to pull her, she was out with all of her classmates and felt obligated to stay. THEN, I made a stupid ass decision by talking to my only competition with this girl. All the guys were accounting graduate students - total fucking nerds, except for the one guy. That makes him the most dominate and leaderly of them all. Haha, actually another conflict of Rogue and Illustrious King. In my failed attempt to charm him, I lose the whole group the moment I leave to the bathroom - and thus the bitch.

I did try to go to the bar they said they were headed to. A fat bitch came onto me and then I lost my wallet lol. Found it today from the help of some stranger, thank god. I went to an after party after getting on myself about karma and a bunch of bullshit. Mostly good vibes, but some hints of weirdness for sure. It's always kinda that way with people that party form 2-6 AM.


Then this morning I woke up to a call from my mom. Got my shit for my bday figured out and then walked to pick up my wallet from the stranger. Spontaneously decided to go to a coffee shop near me, and opened two cute girls studying. I did pretty damn good. Mid way through I decide to reveal my intentions and tell one of them how cute she is. She's had a boyfriend for 5 years, so I just settle the rest of it with banter and leave. Very fun.

I'm in an extremely idgaf mood right now. Talking to people feels very enjoyable, and the subtleties of body language and communication are very prominent at the moment. Very interesting how learning works. When you study a subject for long enough, then leave and come back to the original material it reveals a totally different meaning. With the social arts, this is the same - but the cool thing is that you have a part in the "material" and have a part in manipulating it (intentionally or not).

So happy birthday me! Enjoy the fruits of the formality, despite its irrelevance to everything around you (:
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sun Feb 04, 2018 6:07 pm

I've been super busy, and not keeping up with my journal, and it's possible that has been a hindrance on my growth to some degree. At the same time I also have felt a growing confidence all month which was only shaken for the first time last night because I decided to hang out with a higher-status social circle which is a test of my sociability, charisma, and game.

This past weekend has been a little bender so far.

Thursday

I go out to a small rap concert and meet up with my homie in the music industry, and his friend, and HB7 who used to be his superior in the company. I'm wearing black pants and a grey + black shirt, and black shoes. My new look is a lot more dark and edgy than it used to be. When I get introduced to her, I immediately recognize the IOI's. The two of them are going on about work for a good while, and I don't get the opportunity to talk all that much. When I do I still see the IOI's popping out, but eventually they're talking so specifically about their old job I just ditch and go to the front of the crowd of fans to watch the artist.

When I come back they're separated and I talk to her one-on-one, and do a cold read about her being a more "go-getter" type of girl, and not being a pushover very often. She agrees, but then I push it in a bad direction by asking her what she thinks about feminism. I guess she went to an anti-rape rally, and isn't sure whether or not she identifies with it - I think I put her on the spot too much about a serious topic. I change the subject to her interest in music (she's a singer) then our friend comes back and we all chit chat again.

Then their favorite artist comes on and we go back to the crowd. Now the HB7 is drunk and being more open to the flirting, and there's some light touch and playing going on between me and her in between sets. Then she proposes we all get shots on her, and she starts qualifying herself a little on her musical ability (she had a feature in the instrumental playing and wanted me to know that). The artist finishes up and we head to the bar that I chose.

Once we're there we get drinks, and I flirt with some girl about harassing my friend and she opens up to me about her ex being at the bar and asks what she should do. I tell her she can A). ignore him or B). be a naughty little schemer and make him jealous. We play with the B). idea of a little while and then I eject to a different group. My buddy in the music industry tells me he wants to fuck the HB7, and that he thinks she's horny. He doesn't get laid a ton so I let him have it, which makes me more on the prowl.

I use some social proof and bounce between people - at one point getting introduced to this HB7 brunette with a black purse. My friend touches the pockets on my shirt and asks, "What the hell do you have in these???" in a joking but still challenging sort of way and I turn to the HB7 and tell her to guess. She says condoms, cigarettes, and weed. I tell her she's definitely right with one of them, then grab her purse and say "what the hell do you have in this??" in the same way as my friend. She, playing along tells me to guess. I say "grandma candies, tampons, and a huuge black dildo". She laughs and starts pulling things out and showing me what's inside, letting me hold some of the items. I put them in my pockets and she goes just to fuck with her, and low key hoping that she'll reach in my pants to grab them and accidentally grab my condom too.

A little fuzzy on the topics, but we're getting pretty damn close at the bar, and the tensions definitely there. Then I accidentally grab her tit trying to put my hand on her shoulder lol and I just go "hello" and continue as normal. She definitely liked that judging from her body language. I ask her shortly after to come get pizza with me and she says she needs to talk with her friends. Her friends are literally 6 feet from us, so I just say "okay and then we'll get that pizza" and she agrees. Then I say "okay 90 seconds, break!" and leave to the bathroom.

I don't see her when I come back and then leave to the girl I flirted with earlier. She's more engaged with me this time, and I'm lining myself up nicely to take her home. A lot of physical contact and she's showing me solid interest. Then her friends come along and break us up. They're all pretty average looking. I talk with all of them and charm two of them. Then I lose the first girl, and am there with the two I charmed. Something about the way the asian one is looking at me and the way the two of them were standing, my drunk mind conjures up "they want a threesome", and I start asking them how adventerous the two of them are. The asian looks at her friend, then looks at me, and says "we're both pretty adventurous", but the other one goes aloof, and then leaves shortly after. I had asked them if they eat haberneros, and was going to slowly build up the "adventurous" aspect until it was getting somewhere sexual. If she hadn't ejected it would have been adventurous --> sexual --> adventurous --> sexual --> etc. --> threesome.

Then some of my friends who used to play football roll in and sweep me up and we get drinks. They know the HB7 brunette with the purse, and when seeing that I knew her I say she was "grabbing on my tits earlier" and then watch her auto-reject. I think one of the guys used to fuck her or something, and then my weird chase frame being socially uncalibrated turned that opportunity off.

Eventually I say fuck it, try to bang the asian, she verbally tells me she's down, but then her friend cock blocks hard because she thinks I'm a player - I try to meet up after the bars and it fails. Oh well.


Friday

Got fucked up with my HS friends, then eventually roll to a bar and get a makeout that turns into a FU.

Right when we get to the bar I go up and see this HB7 brunette ordering drinks. She looks sad. She turns into me the same time I'm about to open her and we both say "Hi! (: " at the same time haha. We exchange names and she squeezes my hand. Immediate hook. I quickly find out her boyfriend just broke up with her, so she's here getting drunk with her friends and enjoying herself (aka looking for rebound dick). She had just ordered two beers, and I ask which one is mine. She says "well this was for a guy that I just made out with, but he left to go do something", so I take the beer and say "don't worry I'll fix your dilemma there" and move us to a wall.

We talk about relationships for a little bit (avoiding any negativity of it), and I frame an open-mindedness to sexual relationships and sexual liberation to some degree. Then I deep dive her (she's a video game nerd, surprisingly) and do an us VS the world frame about that and something else.. Idk I was fucked up. She ate it up though, I remember that. Pretty soon we're making out. She had pointed out the guy that she kissed before and I asked if he was a good kisser and she said no he was terrible, all while we're inching closer to eachother and then I go in for it, and pull off. After this her friend comes up to check on us and I leave a favorable impression.

Things are going great and we're vibing then out of nowhere she asks for my number. I give her an inquisitive look and say that's interesting. She wants to go back to her friends. The conversation goes something like me saying I understand the freedom in her choice but know that she'll have more fun with me. She does leave, then I come back to my friends who are salty that I ditched them.

At some point she by me and grabs my hand again, with her friend from earlier with her, looking at me a little more skeptically now. My friends are all fucking around and flirting with the bartender, and chirping the bouncers lol honestly being a little too provocative. Great times though. At some point I realize my mistake in giving her my number instead of the other way around and leave to find her. I find her friends, and then realize I don't know her fucking name anymore - but somehow remember her friends'.

Me: Hey [girl], where'd she go?
Her: Where'd who go? *other friend jumps in looking at my sooo skeptically*
Me: ....
Her: You forgot her name, didn't you?
Me: Yea.
Her: Okaaaay gooodbyeeee.
Other friend: *bitchy nonsense*
Me: Hold on. I remember your name which she said a couple times. We exchanged names once when we first started talking.
My bad. Could you remind me what it is?


This calms the friend (leader) down a bit, and then I talk to her and her boyfriend some. Turns out the other friend is bisexual and likes the HB7, and she's is also bisexual. Then I say THE STUPIDEST SHIT.

Boyfriend: Hey man haha I mean you could always go for the threesome
Me: Haha! I mean it wouldn't be the first time
Friend: Oooooh. You're soo gooood dude.
Friend: Hey, you should go talk to her though


I go over to her and talk to her, and she's more drunk than she was before. The other friend comes over and spits bitchy nonsense at me, and then all of a sudden the leader friend just goes, "Hue, you can leave now. Cya! Leave." and then all the guys they're with start hooting and hollering for me to leave. I turn to the HB7 and say, "well it looks like I'm being asked to leave. you take care though." and then blow a kiss to the crowd of drunk motherfuckers before going down the stares with a smirk.

Then we went to some club and I blacked. Only interaction I remember was this HB8 from last year (my friend's little sister) comes up to all my friends and is complaining about this guy that's creeping on her and apparently threatening her. We don't pay much attention to it, telling her that it will be fine. Right at the end she says to me "he knows that I live in [dorm]" and then ejects. I think she just wanted attention, honestly. But I could be wrong and maybe it is something serious. Fingers crossed the alcohol didn't cloud my judgement that severely.


Saturday

I meet up with my friend who I haven't seen for months. He's a player who pulls some real high quality chicks. Same guy that I was with when my ego got ripped in half last year. I just got clothes for my bday and was looking like a boss. Black bomber, red + black grain undershirt, black jeans. We pregame at my house then hit a bar, talking with some people in line. Things were going pretty well, and we find his friends at the bar, then uber to another, older, and higher quality bar. At some point my boy stops answering me when I ask him questions. Like, not giving me even cordial attention. It kind of fucked with me, because it made me feel like my questions weren't worth his time or something. This became even more noticeable with his friends at the bar, because now I'm an outsider. So I was in a weird space of "make new friends" which I'm normally pretty good at doing and "don't overstep your space - respect the fact you're an outsider". A lot of cognitive dissonance. By the end I had made connections with a few fellows, but some of the guys were still aloof to me as fuck.

I approached a couple girls at the bar, but they had boyfriends who were there with them. I saw a total smokeshow latina, but had too much anxiety to approach, given my circumstance. When we were leaving we started talking to this MILF about Brazilian wax treatment for like 20 minutes, invited her to an after party, but she declined.

From being around guys that were older, more social adept, pulled solid chicks, were well dressed (high social status crowd), I was able to watch them though which is a positive from the experience. I realized that, while I've gotten a lot better at picking up on SUBTLEY, these dudes are even better than I thought possible. Their EQ's are high as fuck.


Dominant guys that know how to work conversation, subtler facial expressions, simple verbal communication, "fun" topics, subtler body language, money, and don't easily hand out respect. And most of them are good at reading all of those thing too.


So for me, a dude that's used to hanging out with frats (top tier, sure, but still a very different space), the difference between quality and value becomes much more apparent. These dudes are high quality guys, and it can apply basically anywhere they go. Frats earn value because of what's expected in greek life, and there's a much longer timeline to build up value. Quality assumes value, basically. But value is subject to it's arena, whereas quality is not.

I'll probably ghost for a bit, maybe go out alone in some of these venues for a few weeks and learn the arts before hanging out with those guys again. Oh, and I lost my debit card, so I was a financial burden the entire time. If I go to chill with them again I'm gonna need to make up for that.
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January 2018 Summary

Postby Hue » Sun Feb 04, 2018 7:48 pm

New year new me. Lol bullshit. New year, more refined me. Since transferring schools one of my main internal battles was merging the reckless asshole of my freshman and sophomore years with the more focused worker of my HS, junior and senior years. I'm getting close at the balancing act, and it all has to do with maintenance.

January has been a great month for me on a psychological level at least. Stressful, but the better I become at being adaptable and accepting my present situations, the easier the stress is to deal with. If you're not breaking through barriers and having cognitive dissonance to some degree, you're probably not doing anything worth while.

January Goals

Diet - Increase caloric intake to 3200-3400 a day. Plan daily meals / use Notes app for calorie counting on the fly.

Exercise - Alpha Lion Workout. After Week 1 (starting 1/3 --> 1/10) make goal for end of the month (1/24 --> 1/31) for EXACT weight gains. Also, take 1.5 hour's for each workout. MAKE THE TIME. It's hard for you to put on muscle, and these long workouts are the most rewarding.

Finances - 30 * Number Weekly Shifts --> Savings Account, so that's 12-15 * 30 = 360-400 Dollars Saved in January. Before going to tables, try to switch on your genuinely friendly mode, instead of relying on fake smiles and bullshit.

Education - Finish The Alchemist, Maps of Meaning, and What Every BODY is saying by 1/31 (a book a week, but with the semester starting I'll knock off one. Plus Maps of Meaning is quite dense). Assign EXACT times for Internships, Research Labs, Library Study Times, and Classes in schedule. Take 30 minutes - 1 hour ON of work, and 15 minutes - 30 minutes OFF for break. No going home unless the schedule has been fulfilled.

Drinking - Pick 1 weekend day (Friday or Saturday) and one weekday (Tuesday or Thursday) to go out IF you have a desire to. Don't go out, to go out. Ask yourself, "Am I feeling extraverted?", "Do I have obligations this gets in the way of?", "Will I feel good about this tomorrow?"

Approaches - Technician ebook, followed to a T. Try out some new things at work as outlined by weekly schedule.


Diet: 7/10 - I have been eating a lot more food, and most of it has been protein. I didn't hit 3400 calories a day, and only did that on days that I worked out - but I have been eating much healthier.

Exericse 7/10 - I hit my mark and exceeded some of my marks on how much weight I'll be putting up. I worked out 4/7 days of the week almost every week. I could be better, though. I stay up to late, so I'm gonna start slowly fixing my schedule to go to bed earlier, wake up earlier, and work out before class. Then I can even fit in two-a-days if I find myself with more time! I got in 2 two a days this month, and felt the most sore afterwards, so that's good.

Finances 4/10 I got fired because of corporate policy, and don't have good cash flow right now. I applied to 2 places and am waiting to hear back. Just filled out another application, after writing that. While I didn't "Save 400 dollars", I do now have a 40 deposit to the savings every two weeks, and I make it 100 when I have financial freedom for the week.

Education 7/10 I read the Alchemist and What every BODY is saying. Maps of Meaning is literally a textbook, and I have too much going on write now to tackle it. After my immediate obligations (homework, work projects, exercise) then I will make time for that. I've been watching lots of Jordan Peterson's lectures in my free time (post work out / after class pre nap), and they've been both motivational and insightful - I love that man. My grades are all still A's a month into the semester, and I got an A- on my first exam (:

Drinking 5/10 I only went out 2 nights a week, for 3 of the weeks of Jan. My excuse for the first week was, fuck it, it's the first week, and this most recent week because I was just really feeling extraverted. I browned out twice, and actually don't remember going home once. So.. while I got better at FOMO, I still drink a lot when I'm out.

Approaches 5/10 While I do feel more socially confident, and my hooking points with girls at bars are better than they were in December, I abandoned the e-book after a few days. I just have too much going on to take that seriously right now. If I can get all of my goals into habbits, and THEN I still have time, I'll make a slot for the e-book. Taking this off the final score.


I'm confident in the classroom, and Hector's "being dumb" serious has been very eye opening for me. I'll admit it, I'm bitter towards dumb guys that get what I want. I think too much, and it paralyzes me. Because of an innate desire to want to be able to do it all (be successful but not work hard, be smart but be cool, get good grades but party all the time) I kind of go on sprees of specific things I want. Like I'll be studios as fuck until I actually feel smarter because I can unload a mental paragraph during an argument - or I'll go out a shit ton and shotgun approach until I feel comfortable / fuck chicks / make new friends. But when I get into my studios as fuck mode, I become blind to the possible condescending and critical nature that goes along with it. To me, being dumb or choosing ignorance (two different things) seems like betrayal of the truth, which gives me a complex about both adhering to who's actually correct and whether or not who's correct matters. It makes being adaptable more difficult because it conflicts with internal principle - and when I'm trying to apply certain principles to certain situations, the incongruency of those is both a mental hurdle for me and off-putting to others.

Nonetheless, I'm trying to simplify myself to speak on everyone's level. It's tough for me though, but I'm trying. I love the abstract and the nuance, and for me to delve into the simplification of shit just to get what I want is frustrating.


The date with Saleswomen was bad on my part because I...

- talked about myself too much (which turned into me qualifying myself)
- tripped and fucked up the sexual energy
- got embarrassed about tripping
- didn't go for her pussy when I had my hands inside her pants behind her ass
- didn't whip it out
- gave her the satisfaction of saying I enjoyed myself
- said something that alluded toward future plans (very unattractive)

So don't do those things. Badbadnotgood.

Everything building up to that was good though. For example,

Paying Attention to Instinct
My shift is almost over and I see a short, pretty blonde with a nice booty walking out the building. I stop and get her attention and catch a sparkle in her eye when we connect. Almost immediately I know that she's interested. I smile at her with a wave and say "excuse me", and she changes directions then works around a guy in front of her to get close to me.

I pitch her the line we all have to use, and see I have her full attention. This is rare for busy campus students with volunteer desks, we live on a very large campus and most have a ways to go before their classes. So, I get to her side and show her the flyer, using incidental touch with our bodies and our hands as I guide her through the pitch.

Then I back off, and ask if she can fill out the signature / survey. She's smiling at me now and agrees. As she fills it out I ask her how her day has been going. She finishes, then just stands there, with her body facing me, smiling, and we engage in small talk. I tell her how I love watching people walk by the stand, with all of their different emotions, and how their facial expressions rapidly change once my coworker and I start talking to them. Very interesting to me. I can feel myself getting excited (a little bit of blood started filling my pecker).


Dealing With a Shit Tests
Her: Umm. I don't know about that. How about another time?
Me: We could do that another time. No biggie if we don't. We could also sit here for a bit longer and you can enjoy your tea *sips coffee, turns body slightly away and looks away*
Her: Oh, umm, okay.

I lead conversation back into a thread from earlier (she mentioned she traveled abroad) and ask her where else. About a minute in she stops (my body language is still kind of turned off from her, she's probably feeling the withdrawal) and says, "hey! actually, we could do that today" with somewhat a worried look on her face. I smile nonchalantly and go okay, we will then, and continue the conversation.

...

We get to my house and I throw on music. I kiss her a few minutes into it after she shows me pictures on her phone and I tease her about it. A minute or so after I pull off, she asks me the famous, "do you ask a lot of girls you meet to get coffee?". I chuckle and say "every one that I meet", and she's giddy. I bring up the sparkle in her eye when she was walking bye, which charms the shit out of her. We kiss a little bit more then I pull off again.

Now shes showing me music (the stuff she has sex to). I find out she loves MDMA (not surprising with the music choice). So she's a party chick! I wouldn't have guessed at all first talking with her. I ask her, "if we hadn't had any obligations, and I asked you to get coffee right then and there, what would you have said?". She gives me a great smile and says she definitely would have came with. I ask her if she gives a fuck about the stupid shit people let get in the way of what she wants and she says usually not. I go in for a kiss again, and it quickly turns into a makeout. Pretty soon she's on top of me and grinding on my dick.



Rule of thumb for Tinder
Good for reps, I guess? Idk I feel weird about engaging in that. New rule: get them to send a real time picture if her uploads aren't convincing. That way you aren't tied between being a total asshole (say I just drove away after seeing she wasn't as hot as her picture) and sticking to your standards.


Don't let other guys take what's yours
My problem happened when I tried to pull her, she was out with all of her classmates and felt obligated to stay. THEN, I made a stupid ass decision by talking to my only competition with this girl. All the guys were accounting graduate students - total fucking nerds, except for the one guy. That makes him the most dominate and leaderly of them all. Haha, actually another conflict of Rogue and Illustrious King. In my failed attempt to charm him, I lose the whole group the moment I leave to the bathroom - and thus the bitch


Also, I'm not Rogue King - and I feel that referring to myself as that isn't appropriate. I'm trying to become a Sigma male. I'd say my mindset is almost that of one, but my results and outcome independence are not. I've been called a lone wolf by many, I live alone, I mostly walk to my own beat, and don't like listening to authority. But I also feel like being all "I'm an Alpha" or "I'm a Sigma" and "you're a beta bitch" are total manosphere fuckboyisms that are simply repellent to those outside the sphere.

I would review this weekend, but there's enough in there to get the picture.

1). Didn't move the girls enough / establish true hooking points with them
2). Didn't deal with cockblocks appropiately
3). Am not as socially calibrated as I'd like myself to believe
4). Displayed my inner fuckboy a bit too much





So in January I got a 35/50 score. 70%. Solid.

15 Minutes At a Club

One Lay, 1 hook-up (saleswoman) 1 make-out, 2 kisses, 1 date, probably.. 6 numbers. :P
My main area of growth this month has been emotional stability and reading people, I'm okay with the low numbers. February coming soon.
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Re: January 2018 Summary

Postby Ambiance » Mon Feb 05, 2018 8:10 pm

What up Hue-

You're doing a great job tracking your progress. Definitely was inspired about by your journal with how I'm conducting mine. Rating each of your categories is a sound idea. Dude, you're gonna have months where you hit 45+, just keep going!

I was pretty bitter about dumb guys having an "advantage" for awhile too. One way I reconciled this is learning that the guys who run the best dumb game are actually wicked sharp. And you can certainly let your intelligence shine through later. You can awe the pants off girl, once you've established that you're a dominant, primal guy and you've already fucked her or she's already decided she wants you, by showcasing some of your intellect. Not all girls care about intelligence, but when you're using your intellect to be 5 steps ahead of everyone girls will be a little intimidated (and very wet). The key is "winning", or dominating, not just having a beautiful mind.

With smarter/nerdy girls, you can hit attainability out of the park by coming across at the start as dumb and like a bro, and at the right time reveal that you have to dumb yourself down around all your friends and that you're actually quite smart. If she's attracted she'll swoon.

Keep it up brother!!

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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Mon Feb 05, 2018 9:39 pm

Ambiance,

I was pretty bitter about dumb guys having an "advantage" for awhile too. One way I reconciled this is learning that the guys who run the best dumb game are actually wicked sharp. And you can certainly let your intelligence shine through later. You can awe the pants off girl, once you've established that you're a dominant, primal guy and you've already fucked her or she's already decided she wants you, by showcasing some of your intellect. Not all girls care about intelligence, but when you're using your intellect to be 5 steps ahead of everyone girls will be a little intimidated (and very wet). The key is "winning", or dominating, not just having a beautiful mind.

With smarter/nerdy girls, you can hit attainability out of the park by coming across at the start as dumb and like a bro, and at the right time reveal that you have to dumb yourself down around all your friends and that you're actually quite smart. If she's attracted she'll swoon.

Thanks for the reply bro.


I do hang around with a good amount of "primal", fratty guys, and can honestly say that some of them are just playing dumb because of the very advantage low expectations gives them. They're smarter than they act/look.

My problem, especially from my pre-GC days is actually acting in a way that accomplishes this. I'm somewhat of a sapiosexual (I'm attracted to intelligence), but I can name a number of smart girls that picked the muscular "dick with legs" dummy over me - so this has jaded me. I thought that they, as smart, nerdy chicks, would find just as much attraction to intelligence that I did. Not at all the case.

Hector's article series reminded me of the game that "dummies" are playing and why being smart doesn't amount to anything if you don't wield your intelligence gracefully / use it in an understandable way. But like I said it's actually applying that understanding that's my very problem a lot of times - and I can get too caught up in idea rather than action. I need to remind myself that I'm smarter than the dumbo's, and if I want to learn their game, I know I have the intelligence to learn how to.

Chase's recent article, in addition to the idea of creating the contrast between whatever type of game the competition is doing reminds me that I've got a higher affinity to gain the skills/traits that women find attractive that our more primal friends might more or less clueless about, and can run a different, more adaptive kind of game than them.


Anyways (before I do exactly what I'm talking about and ramble about ideas for 6 pages), action action action --> results.


I'm in a bit of an obligation-scramble right now, but once I find some peace from all that I'm gonna start really writing down my observations and interactions more and start coming up with precise ways I could do XYZ. I appreciate the comments and inspiration man!

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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed Feb 07, 2018 3:47 am

Decided to go out tonight because fuck it + no fap got me horny as shit.

Also had a major realization early today when flirting with my coworkers that girls are soooooooo mendable with emotion. You as a man, need to figure out how to control your emotion, AND THEN USE THE PROPER EMOTION FOR THE PROPER SITUATION. RECEPTIVE BITCH --> HYPE THAT BITCH UP AND FLIRT WITH HER AND THEN PUT YOUR DICK IN HER.


So I text Lipstick today (out of hornyness),
Me: hey Lipstick with the lipstick [lolololol she has a name], this is Hue (cute blonde guy) from a few weeks back, you busy?
Her: Hey! I'm actually at the gym right now

1.5 hours later

Me: (deciding to mix up my texting and be a little bolder than usual) niccee, get after it. if you're free later tonight let's grab a drink and chat

3.5 hours later

Her: I actually have plans to go out tonight already
Me: sall good I made other plans, have a good time
Her: Yeah you too!


I have a hunch as to what bar she's going to, and text by buddy, let's call him FlatBill if he's going out (he always wants to go out on Tuesdays). He does, and we meet up at my house for a drink before heading out.

Turns out he just broke up with his girlfriend :P so I'm not surprised he wants to go get after it. But, this ends up being a major spear in my game, my pull, and other things...

Anyways we get there and talk, the bar actually looks pretty dead for a good bit. We're posted up at a spot and, what do you know! Out pops Lipstick and her friend! I laugh to myself then move my friend and I to a more approachable spot. They end up hovering around us in like 10 minutes, so I open them with tapping her on the opposite shoulder (now one of my favorite moves).

We make banter about how we both made other plans, and for the rest of the time there is a chase frame war about who is stalking who. I say this is our date, now that we're here, and she accepts the frame. I "win" it, but then she keeps bringing up the chase frame war, something that flirty girls tend to do. This girl is a total flirt, which makes it hard for me to distinguish if she actually wants the D or not.

After... 3-4 minutes of this, and me introducing FlatBill to them, I decided to remove Lipstick and I from the situation. We go over to the other corner of the bar, and to my surprise there's a bouncer doing shit with them AND FUCK I JUST REALIZED I COULD HAVE FUCKED HER

So she starts asking me, seeing the somewhat confused look on my face with the bartender there, "do you have a plan? I thought you had a plan." And I tell her "yea... hold on" probably with a little too much hesitation, and ask the bouncer if he's occupying the table. He's not and we sit down, and I tell her to move closer to me. I should have escalated more from here but kept it to light touch and some leg locking.

She immediately presents a frame that we have 5 minutes. That this is "my chance". And I laugh at her, because this is such an obvious shit test. But, I still respect it by saying we have a "speed date" for the sake of humor, which cooould have been avoided.

Actually, fuck, I should have made her "my girl" after we came back to the group but..

Okay so I deep dive to the best I can for the circumstance, but I can tell that I'm not hitting the right targets. This girl has something, deep, deep, in her that she wants to tell guys so that they'll understand her, but I'm not hitting the right topic to open that canister up.

We have a fun banter about age, but then I don't take it back to deep diving appropriately. I also wasn't sexual enough verbally and relied on fundamentals and light physical touch rather than ramping shit up.

So we get back to the group and FlatBill is actually making the chick laugh, but when I listen to their conversation its mostly him talking about beer + some story from karaoke and I get the vibe her friend is being polite, and that Lipstick feels the same way.

I take the reigns of the conversation and Lipstick jumps in again about our chase frame war as to who is "stalking who" because now she claims to recognize FlatBill. FlatBill weighs in how he also recognizes her, and its' been months apparently of this going on, rather than Lipstick and I's "couple months". Different bar names come up. One bar just got shut down and converted into another one, and I ask if the new one is as cool as the first.

Lipstick is talking about all the different bars (party girl loves to talk about what the bars are like no way) and I decide to bring up the fact that my friend and I had a concert at X bar. Then FlatBill comes in and starts qualifying me about the event, and both the girls now want me to rap. I don't rap for people if I don't feel like it, and I didn't feel like it - then FlatBill says that my first 5 lines are the only good ones anyways (in detail, lol not just like how I put it) and I laugh like "yea dude, my lines suck after that!". This was a bad move in context, because the girls have no idea as to whether or not I'm actually good or not (... and well... (; ), and I just except the frame. But wtf FlatBill? lol why did you say that.

After this Lipstick starts saying shit like "yea! you need to rap TO PROVE YOURSELF TO ME!" and I just give her "lol wut" face before she pushes more then I tell her I don't rap unless I feel like it.

Then I feel that I need to get FlatBill out of the situation (partly selfishness, partly the fact that he's ruining the vibe I was presenting... I'm honestly better at solo than I am wingmaning), and see some people I know off in the distance, then start talking to him about the people. The group breaks in two, and I tell them I'll be back and leave.

I introduce my homie to the guys I know, and talk to them about xyz, talk to their girls, all good social proof and preselection. Right after this a bunch of people show up I know, which was fucking great social proof wise. Unfortunatley there weren't that many bitches out ):

I decide to pop back over to Lipstick, who's not at a table alone. I can't remember the dialogue exactly, but right after I got there FlatBill showed up, then Lipstick try to outframe eachother as to who is getting who a shot, and I eventually try to say fuck it, let's go, come on now (I was gonna get her a shot of water, then maybe a real one) and SHE WON'T BUDGE.

So I ditch and make friends with friends of friends for a good 20, because fuck you bitch.

When I am ready to comeback, I'm exiting a long conversation to FlatBill about his ex, about moving forward, about how no one is there to talk to, how the world is a cruel and lonely place, but how you can find meaning, hope, messages, and connection in this dark place we inhabit.

When I get there they're with one guy. I open her friend, who is looking sad, and I tease her like a dumby and get a bitchy response. So I recognize the stupidity of my actions and pop to Lipstick who is giving me shit about leaving the way I did.

SO I GET THIS MENTAL CONFLICT OF INVESTMENT WITHOUT COMPLIANCE AND PERSISTANCE FUCK LOLOL

Okay but I tell her about FlatBills break up, and boom, another guy sits down (they're now in pairs, and I'm intruding). She says that maybe we can do this another time (which might have been a shit test.... hard for me to tell now), and I push once more for compliance, get rejected, and flirt a bit more (which she flirted back to) and then finally leave.

Fin.


Man, I missed writing FR's...


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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed Feb 07, 2018 2:04 pm

Review of last night's drunk FR

Also had a major realization early today when flirting with my coworkers that girls are soooooooo mendable with emotion. You as a man, need to figure out how to control your emotion, AND THEN USE THE PROPER EMOTION FOR THE PROPER SITUATION. RECEPTIVE BITCH --> HYPE THAT BITCH UP AND FLIRT WITH HER AND THEN PUT YOUR DICK IN HER.


A while back I wrote about how entering girls frames and enjoying the vibe with them was really showing for me. It had been dampened, but now it's reemerging - and I'm focusing on getting that rather than think of techniques or routines.

It is you creating the vibe, after entering the woman's bubble, then steering that vibe to sex that is seduction.



My friend, FlatBill is not a very high value guy when it comes to girls at the moment. He's banged about 5? chicks, and his ex girlfriend, honestly was low hanging fruit - and now he's wallowing in self-pity and self-hate. I noticed his vibe was not his usual and tried my best to get him socially geared up, since we were after all going out - and the best remedy for break ups is sex.

We make banter about how we both made other plans, and for the rest of the time there is a chase frame war about who is stalking who. I say this is our date, now that we're here, and she accepts the frame. I "win" it, but then she keeps bringing up the chase frame war, something that flirty girls tend to do. This girl is a total flirt, which makes it hard for me to distinguish if she actually wants the D or not.


Girls that are massive flirts are a challenge and that's in part why I didn't auto-reject her at several points in the night. The game you have to play is an advanced push-pull, where you'll probably have to eject a few times, and show many mixed messages. But above all you have to lead when you're expected to lead.

After... 3-4 minutes of this, and me introducing FlatBill to them, I decided to remove Lipstick and I from the situation.


I do that here which is good, but then I hesitated after seeing the table wasn't open, which was my first hit of lowered value.

She immediately presents a frame that we have 5 minutes. That this is "my chance". And I laugh at her, because this is such an obvious shit test. But, I still respect it by saying we have a "speed date" for the sake of humor, which cooould have been avoided.


While I can't think of something better I could have said, this gives the situation a less than optimal frame because it's expected to be short lived - plus I could have gotten way more done if I'd had more time. The deep dives can't really happen unless you have more time to delve in the topic, usually. When she did want to leave back to the group, I treated it like, "yea, lets go".

Actually, fuck, I should have made her "my girl" after we came back to the group but..


This is the frame I should have pushed. Me and her merging into our own bubble - and ditching my friend (or assuming he was good with her friend... which while unlikley judging by their body language could have been done). At the very least, doing this would have set me up for later - even if her friend ultimately was a legit reason she had to not come home with me.

I say this both in a analytical sense, and in my memory of her saying "Oh my god I don't even know what he's going for at this point" after the groups split in two. Because she agreed to move with me, she liked my dominance and leading, and I just didn't focus in on HER. Instead I spread my attention to the whole group dynamic, which more or less had already been dealt with.

That was my most fatal mistake. The rest of the time it was just shit tests and frame battles, which I won a couple and she won a couple. And, this girl being a flirt, might have even been using me as a value booster.

I DID almost salvage it when I found her alone at a table, but then I broke circle yet again - shortly after this I ejected, and when I came back two dudes had landed them at a table looking totally capable (or maybe I'm wrong, and they were just using them for drinks :P )

The only way I could salvage it now is by ghosting her then sparking it up in a week or two, OR take full advantage of the value I have with her and totally ditch my friends to fuck her when I see her out (which I will).


SO I GET THIS MENTAL CONFLICT OF INVESTMENT WITHOUT COMPLIANCE AND PERSISTANCE FUCK LOLOL


Lol. Yea ain't that a bitch. Push and lead till you get resistance, then back off / eject before trying again.


Takeaways:

- Don't get distracted
- Lead as much as possible, then back of / eject and come back if she's resisting
- Focus on your guys' bubble once she's hooked - as if it's just you two and no one else



I still don't know what to do about the rapping thing though... I might post in general about that.



Also, with the dudes I ran into, one of which is that high value guy from the weekend, I'm gonna call him Roach, rolled into the bar late and shit faced, and kissed me on the cheek. That dude is a lunatic when he's fucked up lol I fucking love it. I got the financial shit covered and befriend most everybody he was with. One guy that showed me no respect last weekend was there, and I made no attempt to talk with him. I'm not gonna chase his attention because he's in a dope scene - but I will learn the skills to handle people in higher value social circles.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Thu Feb 08, 2018 4:40 pm

Ex-Coworker

I'm walking into my research lab and out jumps this hot hostess I used to work with. We hug, I explain I got fired, and briefly talk about her internship. I feel like she's about to leave, and say, a little too quickly, "you wanna get coffee sometime?" and she says "yes! we should! you have my number" and begins leaving. I poke her hand and say "yes. I. doo... I'll text you (: " and we part ways. The old lady next to us laughed.

I texted her 2 hrs later and haven't heard back yet.. not sure.


Research Participant

I feel a connection with a girl in the study immediately. While the measurement device is being prepared, I write my name on a piece of paper and stick it in her hole for her arm coat. There was no other way I could have reached out given my circumstance. I wonder if she even saw it lol. I pray to god that it didn't fall out and my boss finds it - somehow pinning it to me. That would be fuuucked.


Interview

I had an interview for a job offering today. When the two girls (pretty damn hot) asked me why I was interested in their company, about 10 minutes in, I flat out tell them, "well, I was just about to leave the career fair, and I saw a bunch of people at your stand. And, there were a ton of cute girls there, so I haaad to go over to you guys", and they both laugh and get all giddy. Might have cost me the interview, but lol I would do it again.


I think I'm gonna go out tonight... but this will be breaking my drinking rule since I'm definitely going out this weekend. So to control for that if I do go out every other drink will be a water with a garnish.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Fri Feb 09, 2018 1:39 pm

Typed up my whole night after I got home, and in an effort to save it in case the server timed out (copy & paste) I deleted all of it. Drunk Hue was not happy and went to bed after.

Let's try again...


I'm throwing out names like candy in this one, because after looking at my FR's I just say my "buds, dudes, friends", and I'm trying to mimic Narrow J's writing and Hector's writing in KOC by assigning fake names to groups and people.

I meet up with my homie who texted me about going out. He's recovered from his addiction, but still can be a pain to go out with because of his neediness. He's also an introvert so he's not very into socializing on the level that I do when I go out. He also has insecurity about his game (which he doesn't really have) - so wingmanning is not really an option.

Lol why did I go out with him, then?

Idk we're tight, and I was gonna go out alone anyways.. so, it didn't hurt I guess.


We get to the bar and I get rushed by some dudes I know in a lower-status social circle. I hate referring to the social ladder like that, so I'm gonna call them the Lobsters (lol). I introduce my buddy and chat with them, getting a couple drinks and giving my friend shit. I was with one dude, Tuna, last thursday and let him have his girl that he thought he'd be closing with. He invited her home, and after he tried to bust a move at his apartment, she drove home.

If I had to guess what happened was I had her interested / excited, he thought the interest was geared towards him, and decided to go for it. So if I see her again I'll go for it, sorry Tuna. My old friend, King Krab (lol I'm in a silly mood with this fucking names) rolls up and we embrace. His girlfriend is there and he like fake-reintroduces me to her and I grab her hand and "dance" with her while talking to him. I turn to her and say "[girlfriend]! Your moves have gotten way better!" and she minunderstands me. I think she thinks I said "boobs" or "mood", because she just stares at me blankly.

I soon after eject and find another group I hang out with, the Shithouses, who have their own table and they welcome me warmly. These dudes hang out with their high-school friend group a little too much for my taste, but the chicks they bring in are hot.. so what eva. I introduce my friend and ball with them for a good bit. This girl approaches us and talks shit about our hockey team. I flirt/fuck with her and vibes are good - but she's not that great looking and eventually leaves on her own anyway.

Then I see a girl who I went on a date with last year. We lock eyes and I approach. I thought that I met her on Tinder, and stumble in conversation a litte bit about this, then rework it in and flirt with her. Her friend is hotter than her and I have her introduce me, and the bitch starts talking to me verbally and with sign-language. Wtf lol. I leave shortly after because that's just weird.

After returning to the Shithouses, I see my old coworker staring at me across the bar - with a sexy look in her eye. When I go up to her and talk though, the conversation doesn't get lifted up off the ground, and she's not reciprocating very much so I leave. Then I see my other old coworker, with the Asian girl I fucked in November? AWTHT. I talk to my coworker and shoot the shit - but she too, isn't very giving me that much back. I want to fuck AWTHT again, so suggesting shots seemed like a good idea until her ugly friend comes in and is like "Shots??? Shots??? Yea!!! Go get us shots!!!" and I start being an asshole, laughing at her, and saying I"ll get shots for the two other girls but not her. This eventually dissolves and no one comes with me up to the bar.

I do a lap and come back to the Shithouses, and there's a new cute girl at the table in a red dress. I start talking to her, find out she's a freshman who just rushed one of my favorite sororities on campus. Things start getting fuzzy here, but we start talking about 50 shades of gray! So I'm thinking its on, and our legs are touching. I tell her that I skimmed through it and it didn't seem enough like real life - which I think she took the wrong way. I should have phrased it like, "I skimmed through it.. having fun like that is much more.. sensual/enjoyable in real life". Instead I presented a negative frame about it. I asked what her favorite part of the book is and she wouldn't give me much.

Then at some point we stopped with the locked legs, and we didn't join back together. Things almost entirely fall off after this and I"m at a loss for words thereafter.

Some other bitch comes up and I try talking with her. Things start well, then fall off - no hook. She just wasn't interested.


I leave the table and shotgun approach a few times - each time a friend of the girl either cockblocks or shit test me and my drunk ass fails. I post up at the bar, and this HB7 is there looking drunk. She turns up and looks at me, and her eyes are filled with sex. I say "hello" with a smile and she pushes her body into me. Without thinking, I grab her ass and it's very nice.

But then I back off, her still leaning into me and tell her, "Look, I'd love nothing more than to slam my cock into you and fuck your brains out, but you're too drunk" which just gets her even hornier. Not 2 seconds later, one friend comes up to me and distracts me on my right while two of her friends come to both of her sides and eject her. From their perspective, the execution of removing her friend was masterful. Really, well done. But I wasn't going to do anything with her - and now I'm looking like a creepy guy trying to bang drunk chicks because I grabbed her ass.

To make things worse this group (full of hot chicks, btw) is friends with King Krab's girlfriend. Hella negative preselection and social value, sweet.

If there were any other approaches, they weren't worth mentioning. Oh, my coworker told me after I saw her again that AWTHT has a boyfriend now "and I should stop trying". Tight!


Really an awful night if you think about it lol. My vibe must have been off - that and I probably didn't follow Chase's most recent article to the best degree.


I've noticed, though.. that Bundle, Stripes, AWTHT, Spunky, and maybe a few others? all got boyfriends shortly after I fucked them. Right now I need to focus on getting my dick as wet as possible, but fuck, I really have to work on holding onto these girls. I think it's an attainability problem.
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Postby Hue » Mon Feb 12, 2018 1:32 am

Friday night was a good time..

My HS friend (Keith) and I take advantage of the stellar weather and go to hang with my buddy's frat, the SweetBros. We hang outside a little bit before our homie Juggler decides we should go up to this girl's room and hang with her. Just us 3 dudes and her, it was an interesting and insightful time. Watching Juggler run circles on this girl with conversation all while provoking sexual frames and plant seeds for her friends was insightful. The girl asked him at one point, "how many of my friends have you fucked??" because the dude is a decently big player. In some senses, I'd call him a King, or at least a Prince.

I have Hector's rhetoric and vernacular running through my brain nonstop since I've been sick as a dog all day and not doing anything besides lying in bed, reading King of College and texting chicks lol.

Anyways we fuck around there and then go to a bar with all SweetBros and girls that they hang out with. I don't know a whole lot of people there but make a few friends, and disregard some super aloof guys that I tried to talk with. I stupidly mistook this one girl for my homie's sister a few times, and assumed she was teasing me when she gave me a different name - probably confused her a good bit but lol oh well. I'll fix that next I see her.

We get invited to go to another SweetBro's house, and this kid there does the weirdest shit to me. He's fucked up as shit, and apparently has been railing snow and pounding drinks for the past 4 hours. He comes up to me like "hey man! long time no see dude! I missed you!" and I don't really recognize him - but (and literally just like my buddy Juggler was doing to people at the bar last week) go along with it anyways. Not enough to fabricate some backstory, but I assumed that we'd hung out fucked up at a SweetBro party before.

Everyone migrates to a sorority annex, where things become a little more fun but a little weirder too. The kid I just mentioned is throwing out snow for everyone, and me, not knowing him, feel like I should throw him some bones for it. And, somehow, the kid decides that everyone BESIDES ME, gets some, after I make this gesture. Like I wasn't accepting his friendliness or something? I was paying into social value exchange rather than altruism? Idk. So weird though, after the way he'd been treating me up until this point.

So I say okay, fuck that, and hop over to another part of the room Juggler is at. He introduces me to this girl, Cali, and we immediately hit it off. We're talking to eachother in spanish, which Juggler doesn't know so he ejects. Then something comes up about sex and within 2 minutes of meeting eachother I've moved to to a couch with her on my lap talking about sex.

She asks for my number because she has a date party later, and I say something along the lines of "well we're already here together now aren't we?" but probably should have played it cool her to not be too excited with the prospect of sex. She says she has some margaritas in the fridge and we go to the kitchen. There's no one in there besides us, so I decide to go for a kiss and get a head turn, but she didn't do it in the rudest way. Kind of like "I want to but eeeeh I can't".

Later on my buddy Keith, now snowed up, confronts Juggler on "not being a good enough friend" to me and him. It was super entitled. Like, Juggler has a ton of shit going for him, and we still hang out somewhat regularly. "Don't get upset just because you're not getting the attention from him that you want, him having other friends and social scenes isn't betrayal, bro".

I'll admit, I still do have some external validation problems, but after seeing my friend act in the way he did, I saw the full picture of why I shouldn't do that type of shit. I do tell Juggler to not bullshit us though and be upfront if he's going to be doing other shit and that we can handle it. Juggler and Keith both compromise and Juggler goes onto thank me for mediating the conversation, saying "I should write a book" lol you flattering motherfucker. I practically took that straight form Hector, that's pretty hilarious.

Then some guys' girlfriend asks me to come sit with her, so I do (even though it's a oneseater) and we talk about almost nothing, so I leave, and then have a frat bro come up to me and confront me about trying to get with someone's girlfriend. Holy hell frat dudes, relax.

With these two things going on, and Cali no longer being there, I leave to another party Tuna had just texted me about. Not many girls there, and I basically was just a blacked douchebag smoking kids in beer pong and talking mad shit. Cali texted me but in my drunkedness I don't respond accordingly. Hindsight she wanted pipe. I'll set something up this week after Valetines day.

I do leave to some bars with Tuna and he's practically asking me to coach him. In my drunked stupor I tell him he reminds me of me when I was younger (he does), but I shouldn't have revealed this to him. Just makes it a weird dynamic. We try to talk to my old coworkers but he says some stupid shit while I'm not there and ejects. I roam around bars solo and drunk and barely remember anything before texting that chick from the club a few weeks back and fucking her at my house.




Saturday I tried to go out with my buddy, but around 11:00 at night I catch the stomach flu, and have been bed ridden all day (:


I do have a date with the girl I made out with at the bar two weeks ago? for Tuesday, and a party on Friday that I invited Saleswoman and Spunky to. Should be a good week.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Mon Feb 12, 2018 7:46 pm

Basically finished with King of College. For anyone that looks at this journal, I'll say this: read that shit. While Hector's experience is unique, anecdotal, and at times outlandish - some of the lessons conveyed through his stories and observations are timeless. It's a raw, no bullshit, an expansive account of social dynamics in college. If you study it, you'll have a fine grasp on the people around you and hopefully yourself as you evolve through your years. I wish that I had been born in the year 2001 and had just found it, so that I could have gone to college knowing what was going to happen before it did.


Now, a reflection on my first 2 years..

(Only partially to do with chicks, so if you don't give a fuck stop reading here)

My first semester in school I was a pretty focused student. I had a solid scholarship for going to the school that I chose, and wanted to keep it that way. My school was medium sized and expensive compared to most other schools in my state. I was placed into a small, fucking lame as hell dorm. Literally, it was the shittiest dorm you could be in. 78 people, compared to everyone else's 300-600 people. Networking took a huge hit from that - so I tried to branch out to other people's dorms to socialize outside of other shit (party's, class, bars, clubs).

By the time rush came around I had it "in" with two fraternities, but admittedly barely put myself out there during rush. I only went to 3 chapters actually. I was depressed at the time, more than likely because of growing pains, but largely because of a realization that who I was in high school didn't matter. I had expected people to "see my worth" rather than build myself up like I had in the past. It was some combination of a victim mentality, relying on external validation, lack of emotional connection, homesickness, and probably the large amount of drinking and smoking I had continued passed high school. I still have / do some of those things now, but to a much lesser degree than I am referring to.

When it was actually time to make a decision, one ambitious frat who was up an coming waited to hear back from me, and another druggy frat who was (while I didn't know it) on their downfall was throwing better parties. They let us get fucked up at rush events, where as this other one was going by the book. I saw one as a bunch of pussies, but the other frat just didn't seem to be ambitious to me. I was also contemplating transferring to my current school - so it was a touch decision to make. I almost just went to neither so I didn't get sucked in. After talking to some of my closest people, I made the decision to rush the drug frat. They had cooler, harder dudes, and a way better social scene than this newer one. It was a safer bet.

The semester of pledging was incredible, terrible, life changing, and destructive as hell.

I could go into a lot of detail about it, but it would be kind of pointless. I will say this: I learned very quickly, how preselection generally worked, how fake people can be, how people will attack / destroy you if you serve as a threat, and how to not give a fuck. If I wanted to, I could probably write a couple FR's/LR's. Maybe in the future I will haha there are some pretty decent stories.

One thing though, I'll always regret my decision to remain complacent and not step up as pledge class president when I obviously should have. We had 28 kids in our pledge class to start, but because of rumors and allegations that swirled around the school, most kids dropped and we finished with 19. Our first PCP (pledge class president) had just been removed because of fucking up supremely with a party and doing something weird with this girl. After hearing an ear about it from our "Pledge Educator", we were told that someone had to step up. This wasn't going to be an election unless two people went up. I had just made decent friends with another kid who was pretty well liked in the pledge class, pretty cool, and seemed chill. We had talked about how our current PCP was bound to be impeached, and that maybe one of us should. We both gave reasons has to why we'd be good.

Hindsight, our pledge class / frat could have gone better / grown more if I was PCP (get shit done, keep things stabilized if possible, no problem with calling people out) and he was Social Chair (more sociable, well known, and agreeable than I was). I felt an instinct to step up right in the moment they asked us to. I looked at my pledge brother, and he just went, stood up, and that was it. He was president of the pledge class, no questions asked.

We had just gotten chewed the fuck into that night, so motivation to improve was a little higher if you catch my drift. The weeks following that we worked way harder at getting parties together, finishing projects, and being timely with what the actives wanted us to do. Within a month, our pledge class had grown more in reputation and we started to bounce back from the degradation the following class had left us with. Things were very on the up. And I remember, my pledge brother got credit from most everybody. He went onto become the most popular, bang a lot of hot girls, and have natural social proof because people knew and saw him as a leader.

When people give you power, it can easily just turn into more power if the dominoes fall a certain way.

All the while I was getting mixed responses from most of the fraternity. Some guys liked me, some guys didn't. Not a great position to be in as a pledge - except our pledging got cut short. We got kicked off. And because of this, many of the pledges who didn't bond with the rest of the frat collectively (circumstantial or lack of effort) were seen as "step brothers". Basically the kids that weren't already seen as cool and popular were pushed even further into whatever boxes had already been created for them by shit-talking brothers (though technically, you create your own box) This taught me how to roll with the punches, but eventually because of my inability to learn from the way people operate and my victim mentality, I fucked myself. I thought I was generally smarter and more open minded than most of my "simple minded" brothers and this drove a lot of people to dislike me. My pledge class president and his clique have a sworn hatred against me now - and other than complete disregard to them, I guess I never handled it amazingly (definitely not optimally).

So, even though we had gotten kicked off, I had decided that there was no fucking way I was living in the dorms as a sophomore and did everything in my power to get off campus housing. What happened was I ended up living with serious upper classmen (5th years + 6th years (yes, they exist lol)) as a sophomore. There was one junior too, but he was bonkers and actually had to drop out. It was an insane semester. Lots of things going up my nose, and booze down my throat. I almost dropped out, actually. I had no inspiration other than partying, and so naturally I went fucking crazy. I learned a lot, socially, from that semester. Older girls would meet me and say shit like "this kids the shit and he knows it". I was cocky, vivacious, and direct. Girls were still kind of a weird for me to grasp and the older guys would give me shit about how much I over-analyzed situations / texts with them. I also had no concept of attainability for the majority of these years - except for the end where I became a little more romantic.

My pledge class on the other hand, stayed in the dorms. They had way less shit to do, not living next to the bars (and I lived NEXT to the bar) and didn't join me in my fun. I would invite them but they would rather smoke weed or study. During calmer times neither party wanted to walk across campus just to hang out, more times than not. So what that creates is and in-group, out-group kind of thing. People bond, even if its' over the most trivial shit. From that it became, my pledge bros, now much more timid than I was, not being able to keep up with me when I was out (having gained a new network and drive to be social as fuck), and them wanting to enjoy going out with eachother in general. They were for the boys, I was not.

As far as our party scene, it was the same thing. I now had access to older-brother parties (while I was still just as polarizing except amongst my housemates), and my pledge brothers had basically given up on that scene other than the pledge class president. Shortly after this dynamic began, the shit talking started. I definitely deserved some of it. In other ways I was powerless to it - they were always together, and I was always at my house. There were more reasons to attack than defend me, and this dynamic eventually snowballs. This, combined with some of my slutty behavior with sororities who had girls dating my pledge brothers, degraded my reputation a fuck ton.

By the end of the year, my now good friends (graduating 5th years and other victory lap seniors) would be gone, my frat was kicked off, many girls hated me (and loved me), I had no passion academically, and I was basically hated by half the fraternity. Oh, and I was still heartbroken as fuck about my ex-girlfriend who now goes to school there. So, I got the fuck out.

Before I left, I was really a totally different person than the one who came in. I had long, messy hair, went out 4 nights a week, every week, and went out alone a lot. Right in the last few months, things were just getting really cool with women and I. I had pulled some amazing girls based off nothing more than Wayne Gretsky's quote, "you miss 100% of the shots you don't take" and some sexual directness, and was managing multiple hook ups a night with hot ass chicks, like HB8+. The kids in my frat that didn't like me would get SOO pissed when they saw me do it, too. Like, "How the fuck does HUUEE get HERR?" lol. Made me laugh. I had just then found the PUA community, too.

I wonder though. If I had decided to step up as Pledge Class President that fateful night.. what might have changed. Probably a waste of time to think about it. But I wonder if I'd have had what it took to unite the class before we had gotten kicked off, and change the course of the fraternity, or AT LEAST my time at the school. Or, lol fuck it, I'd have turned into the cocky fuckboy I was born to be for that period in my life, and I'm lucky it even turned out that way. Actually, yea! kinda! I wouldn't have opted out of the dorms if we hadn't been kicked off - and wouldn't have had any of that experience without access to the older guys' scene.

I wonder more.. considering that I had just found the PUA community, I was just entering my true Sigma-ness in that environment, girls knew who I was as a fuckboy (though some spoke about how I just love girls), and I did eventually find Girlschase, that following summer... what.. could have happened?

Who knows lol. In some alternative universe I'm having a 5-some in my living room.

I wanted to write about it though... reading King of College made it impossible not to reflect on my own experience.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Mon Feb 12, 2018 9:33 pm

I rolled out of bed, feeling better than flu-sick me last night. After forcing myself to turn in an assignment before it's deadline, pull together some outfit and make my way to class to study for my exam in the next.

For the class, I get there just before things begin for the test, and look down the aisle. I sit in the same spot, almost every day. Middle-ish of the 2nd row. There's two girls in the class that I've been playing cat and mouse with, but I definitely know which one I want. I don't see them for 2 seconds, then for whatever reason choose the 3rd row today.

I sit down in the first seat, look down at my bpack, grab a pencil and look up. The one I want is on the seat to the left of my vacant, usual seat, and the other girl is to the right of it. Coincidence? No fucking way.

Tried to time us up to walk out at the same time but the one I want takes too long so I leave.


Need to take my shot soon.


Also a girl in the other class heard me chuckle when she was talking on the phone to her friend about one night stands and how to get the guy out of your room. We had to go over questions and I turned to her and saw that sparkle in the eye. Today I didn't see her when I sat down so I couldn't find an easy window.

What would Hector do? Open her with something about how the teacher is always trying to get us to talk as classmates, so hey, this is me talking to you. jk I just thought you were cute, hey, I'm Hue.

Something like that :p
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed Feb 14, 2018 12:36 am

Was excited for my date today, but considering..

- I set it up on Friday night (she then probably went on to go out with her friends, one who's bisexual and actually serves as competition - and either way they overtly disliked me)
- There were ambiguous plans to what we'd be doing
- It's the day before Valentine's day, which creates multiple different pressures internally and externally for her

.. she decided to ghost me. I called her, and nada.


At work my coworker has been increasingly laying out windows of flirtation, sexual talk, and even cheating frames to me. Alas, she's my coworker, and barely a 7. I wouldn't. Just not worth it.

And out of the blue she texts me after work. Lol either I'm friendzoned (maybe in a good way though) or this bitch wants to cheat. My other coworker, as I got her number to invite her to a party tells this girl that she's engaged infront of me, RIGHT after I got it.

At my other work the PhD student, THIS HOT ASS WOMAN, introduces herself to me (though we've already met). I walked in like "aaayyy party people" and M smiles at me and says "heyyy", while the PhD student, turns to me, sparkle in her eye, and asks if she can be "a party people". I give her a flirty look like "only if you wannt tooo". Then I was talking about my class with M and about how our groups were really cool the first, and now they're less stimulating than before, and it's... losing.. touch, and the lady lets out this dramatic *sigh*, enough for M and I to stop talking and look at her. Things like that stand out to me, as though something in the conversation triggered it (not necessarily related to me or the actual subject, but the parallels).

Either my confirmation bias has lost any sort of off-switch, or I'm having a moment of clarity. Things are popping out left and right to me like this. Or maybe I'm just inches from breaking into full schizophrenic.


Then, TWO OLD GIRLS text me within the same few hours of eachother. "Hey." and "Hiii". Hahahaha, like, come fucking on ladies. One was a girl that I ball-in-court texted. I'm not asking her out, she can ask me out - she definitely wants BF material from what I remember. The other is my cute little FB from my old school. I texted her a little bit more and then said we'll have more fun recapping in person - I'll be visiting in two weeks. >8)


I'll try to find a wingman for tomorrow, if not I'll just go out alone as Mr. Sleezebag to the Lonely-Hearts Club that has karaoke night (the sorority bitches here are alll about it). I might text a fraternity buddy who's graduating this semester, he'd probably be down.

Worst case scenario I have two parties coming up this weekend. And I'm gonna try to rage with my SweetBro friends this Thursday and try to run into that blondey again, or her friends.


ALSO. I MUST shoot my shot with at least one of the girls in my class tomorrow, and make myself known, known to that brunette chick that gave me the sparkle eye in my other class, if I haven't already missed my chance.



Side note: I keep reflecting about my old days, and recognize myself in the mirror more, so to speak.. but I feel myself differently now.

My flame has been sparked once again, this time with a machine that can better handle it's intensity. I hope I'm not getting ahead of myself too much, but my motivation to succeed has returned >:) I think not working for a week or two, letting all that cortisol drain from my head a little bit has helped me quite a bit haha.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Tue Feb 20, 2018 12:23 pm

Wednesday

Class last Wed was cancelled. I saw the hot chick I want walking away from the building (me being late and not knowing it had been cancelled), walked by her, then ran back to her to try and talk. I got her name (again) and didn't pace her reality, which ended in an awkward hand touch by me, and her smiling as she left. Bad approach. Shitty timing.

That night I went out with Tuna and screened him for if I should tell him about GC. All the while this hot bartender he's friends with came over to give us drinks on drinks (he payed for all of mine lol, I owe him) and I flirted with her when given the chance. He asked me to come with him over spring break to this awesome festival in Texas, which pushed my consideration for telling him forward. We went outside the bar and I basically told him without telling him. So he knows what it's about, but not what it is.

Then, as we're talking about it, a HB7, HB6, and HB5 come up to us with french fries, and we start talking and flirting with them. They seem more interested in Tuna than me, and I just flirt with all of them equally. Eventually I decide to lead and take us inside to get a table and get drinks, where him and I split into our desired pairs. I start being a little more physical with the HB7 (petite brunette) and him with the HB6 (cute, thicc blonde). My girl is a little ball of fun, and so trying to pull her basically just breaks down to keeping her on a string and pulling her back in when the time is right, then qualifying her / escalating subtly with touch.

At one point the HB5 (who I just started talking to and trying to charm) is talking about going home, because her boyfriends not there. She wants to bring the blonde home, too. I reveal to her that I like her friend, and my friend seems to like her other friend. This puts her on my side of the fence for a while, and then the girls take a bathroom break, except I pull the petite brunette to me and get more physical, telling her that we should leave the bar together. My proposal wasn't direct as I'd have liked it, but it played in with plausible deniability. Given the HB5 cockblock.. er.. ability, this seemed necessary to me at the time.

All goes swimmingly when they come back, and the HB7 calls the HB5 and uber, then the girls stay with us. For a moment I thought my friend would lose his girl and I'd be taking mine (which frankly, I would ditch him in a heart beat if that were the case - he understands this) but at the very last second the blonde stays out with us.

We all start walking to my house and my girl sparks up a J out of nowhere lol, and I invite them to enjoy it at my house a few blocks away. She's not down, disappointingly. I persist and she asks for my number. I laugh then stick out my phone and have her put it in, then start walking to my house. She starts blabbering, "are you gonna call me? Why haven't you called me yet? Hue!" and I just give her a cheeky smile with a byyyeeeeee. Tuna keeps walking with them and texts me later that my girl really wants me to call her.

I did text her, and she made some goofy typo so I make fun of her. But her last text around 3:00 AM was just "Hey (: " and I think I should have booty called her...

When I try to set up the date she ghosted after a few messages.


Thursday

LR: Competing for Thicc Chiccs

I went out with my buddy who's president of a lower-middle tier fraternity. He seemed kind of preoccupied with his girls/guys, and I do what I can to be sociable and make friends. Pretty easy, because these dudes aren't all that charismatic. They were okay, though. There's a thicc blonde that he's sitting with who looks just like Amber. She has a certain look in her eye that says she's adventerous. I flirt with her the rest of the night.

Mr. President and I are eskimo bros with R and this comes up early on, giving me preselection with the thicc blonde. When we leave, it's fucking pouring out and I don't have any coat. The blonde does so I get up close to her and insert myself inside her unzipped jacket, proposing that this be how we keep me dry, plus she'll be getting wet anyways. If it weren't for the adventerous look in her eye I wouldn't have tried this because it would have been pretty damn uncalibrated. She loved it though.

We leave to the frat house, and then a smaller school-club party that Mr. President is friends with. Weird people at this party. I was uncomfortable and almost left. Mr. President, while a cool guy himself, definitely hangs with some odd crowds of people. I can relate to the dominance hierarchy that comes along with being with lower-quality groups, but I try not to do this very often because I get very little out of it and it basically just feeds narcissism. Or maybe I'm just cynical and there's an altruistic nature to his ways..

Anyways, we leave again to his frat house after some drinking games. At the other party I semi-deep dived the blonde, so now that we're in a closer setting I go for the full dive. She shows me the sparkle in her eye as I find out about her passions, why it relates to her family upbringing, and how she identifies as her own individual in her life's construct. All while escalating physically, slowly but surely. Then we go back to drinking games.

At one point, I seriously can't remember why.. I think she was kicking me about something in King's Cup? And I stopped her foot with mine and we have a little squat-wrestling match lol it was actually pretty fun and humorous. It got her all excited too.

I forgot to mention that this whole time there's a slight tension building up between Mr. President and I. It's a clear competitive nature for the girl at this point. He's trying to talk her ear off, and forgetting simple things like touch and sexual innuendo (something I've fallen prey too as well). It didn't hurt that her and I were the first out in never-have-I-ever, suggesting a naughty/adventurous nature to the two of us.

Then, I take a piss and she steals my chair, so when I come back I lay on top of her. Mr. President's friends leave, and then Mr. President takes a piss. I give her bedroom eyes and start making out with her - only to stop when Mr. President comes back. We keep sitting there and look at shit on her phone. I tease her a bunch about her bitmoji, and give Mr. President some shit about his, which he doesn't to a great job of handling.

Then, she get's up to pee, and I turn to Mr. President and ask if he's trying to fuck blondey. He looks slightly disgruntled/uncomfortable and says that "yea, we've known each other a while. tonight seemed like a good night to go for it. but hey, may the best man win!" with a smile at the end. I laugh and hi-five him. Right after blondey comes back and sits down with him, and he goes back to talking her ear off.

All I do from there is inch over towards them, and during moments Mr. President is distracted get more physical with blondey (I was now sitting on the arm of the chair) and eventually I'm feeling up her ass underneath her leggings.

Finally, it's time to leave and I realize that wait, even though I'm killing this shit, Mr. President's logistics murder mine (we're in his house), and so I say that the blonde has to help me run home so I can use her rain coat, like before. The thing is, I never actually used her rain coat before - I was still pretty soaked from the rain and that was only a quick thing at the bar. This is the beauty of plausible deniability. She agrees, we all go to Mr. Presidents room together, and then I laugh and hi-five him as her and I walk down the steps and out the door. Good game.

At the door I pull her aside and start making out with her, and she's getting super turned on. I tell her, as to avoid any LMR with logistical obstacles that we have three options, and I separate each option with 5-10 seconds of making out.
1). We hide and I fuck your brains out in a closet 2). Do you have any roommates? (she does, as I planned her to answer) 3). We're going to my single


With this I ruled out the least likely option to begin with, ask her a question about her own place to show her I might not even be down for that option, and then finalize our plans, with the last and only option which is my apartment - adding it the fact it's my single to not have her worry about any roommate troubles.

Easy as pie.

We go to my house and I don't let her in my bed till she's sucked my dick on her knees, then we 69 to reverse cowgirl, then I finish in her tight pussy in adapted missionary (she's on BC, not to worry).

In the morning her alarm goes off and I ask her if she would rather go to class or have gross morning sex with me and she smiles that same adventurous smile and we go at it.

Thicc or not (I'll admit, naked she was slightly thicker than I liked) morning sex definitely beats coffee. She had a great face, big ass, and great pussy.


Friday

I texted a ton of girls to try and have this party go excellent, but only saleswoman came. Before girls showed up it was just dudes getting rowdy. However, I felt out of place at the party because one of the hosts dislikes me, one is two-faced and doesn't actually like me, and I didn't know a bunch of guys there. Still, I made a few friends by the time bars rolled around. When Saleswoman got there, I immediately treated her like my girlfriend. I couple of guys tried to get with her, but me pulling her to the backroom for a quick make out, and having my arm around her on the couch showed everybody what was going on.

I befriended the girl she brought, but the whole point was to get preselection from other girls at the party (all of 2), and all the other girls I invited bailed. Took a hit to the ego. THEN I forgot to do an awesome trick Hector talks about in his book while playing pong, and then I didn't lead her away from the party. Hindsight, there was a doe-eyes point where that's what she wanted. While I'm talking with one of the guys I befriended, she came up to me, "hey, this is me saying bye" and I had an immediate hit of cognitive dissonance and scrambled a little bit, then said something awkward like "oh.. where you going. . oh... well,, the.. night is young ;P " and her and her friend giggled and said cya!

Fucked with me pretty hard.

Also, I like her. Rare for me, but.. she's just so cute, feminine, kind, and aaah idk lol. I'm not saying I'm head over heels, but. I like her. So there.


Then out at the bars I was with a bunch of associates, and very few friends. I felt alone, honestly. Even though I was surrounded by 20-30 people from different groups that are medium-high "quality" and all knew me and thought well of me as far as I know. I just didn't feel like I was part of anything beyond myself.

Eventually I leave to a club and somehow pull these two girls from dancing begging for attention to leaning up on me against the wall with me feeling up one of their tits, then inviting both of them to an after party (they agreed), only for some stranger to start walking with us to my house, and THEIR MOM picking them up from a town 45 minutes away to go home. O.o There was actually an after party, too. That could have been a good thing.

Saturday

I spontaneously decide to visit my old school and see my old friends (or what's left of them). It was a good day - and it's nice to walk around and see people that are immediately EXCITED to see you. People that felt like real friends. Not a whole lot to report, girls wise. At the end of the night I had a makeout with some lesbian chick at the biggest bar there, and a couple other girls I flirted with but never hooked.

Monday

My lab-partner wants to fuuuuck (;;;;;

Tuesday

About to leave to a job interview, then class, then coaching session with Hector, then dinner at my house with Saleswoman (:
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Thu Feb 22, 2018 1:07 am

I'm incredibly incongruent with Saleswoman, and forgot to do simple things. I didn't kiss her within 5 minutes, and I tried to fuck her after dinner and hanging out for a while. I didn't escalate properly, and when I put my hand on her ass below her pants she pulled my hand out.

In my attempted job to stop scrambling with her LMR she tells me that she's been asshole'd, and she "likes nice guys". Great. I'm a nice guy in her mind. I just couldn't bridge the gap with her, and I couldn't hold strong frame. I was sloppy as fuck, I felt like a PUA magician pulling tricks out of his magic box at one point. It's partly a result of her being a timid, quiet girl and not giving a whole lot of feedback, partly because I like her, and partly because I was taking the LMR personally.

I'm not sure if we'll have another date - dinner was quite sloppy and even though we're about to graduate she seems to be boyfriend slotting me. Plus our connection is fading rapidly, and I've been given 3 chances at this point.



Deciding to go out that night was probably a mistake, but I did anyways. I opened Lipstick and failed to do what I said I would. Fuck me. I got physical with her and bantered, but I wasn't leading enough. Lead, lead, lead. "i will next time" isn't gonna cut it.

I opened two blonde girls and they gave Tuna and I banter by giving us fake names, but then Tuna said something uncalibrated and it kinda ruined the vibe, then I tried to salvage it, and failed miserably by making some joke about thier drink choice nd inserted straws into their beer so they could "actually blow bubbles" (spin off the beer name) and making fun of their drink choice. Niiiiice. lol

Two fat girls stared us down and I made a joke about how they wanted to eat us lol.

I ran into that HB7 and she wasn't giving me much to work with, then I left to a new bar and she responded saying "she just realized she didn't respond" so I called her and she replied "whats up". Not dealing with that. Tuna's girl has him boyfriend slotted. I told him, and he doesn't care. Can't see that going amazingly. But, hey, maybe it will and they'll hit it off.
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Postby Hue » Sun Feb 25, 2018 5:50 pm

Caved in with the discount and purchased OneDate yesterday. I'm yet to fully dig in, because the material is thick, but excited for what it will teach me. Debating if I should move the journal over there, but will probably just keep this one going and double post notable reports to share the failures/conquests with others.


Fun weekend.


Thursday

Turns out a group of my friends was also invited to the girls birthday party I posted about in General. I roll with them and have one good interaction, followed by multiple bad ones. My dudes get there, I greet the birthday girl and flirt with her (she's a big girl, but I wanted to make her feel good and we're friends), then play pong as girls that I know mingle toward and away from the table. Someone throws on this banger that I fuck with hard and so I pop over to the side of the room with this sorority girl who's dating my good friend. Let's call her Piper. I ask if she's the one that through the song on, and notice her hot friends. She says it wasn't but then introduces me to her ladies.

I greet both of them and turn my attention to the hotter one almost immediately. My handshake lingered a few milliseconds longer with her as well lol. She's a transfer student who just got a job showing off apartments to sell. I don't get that flirty but I do underhandedly call her pretty when seeing how she got the job. The tension had been building up as I create a scenario where she's selling the apartment to me, but then a really loud POP noise from behind us goes off and it also pops our bubble. I realized the tension was gone shortly after this and eject to preserve the first impression.

When I go back to my friends, Piper's boyfriend, MadHatter comes up to me and gives me shit for being a dog and talking to the chicks (annoying but only in jest). He says that Piper told him that her friend said "I've approached her 7 times, and asked for her number 3 times and totally creeped her out". What? No fucking way. Sure, I get blacked out and shot gun approach occasionally, but no fucking way did I approach the same girl 7 times. Then he says once was in a coffee shop. It wasn't until the next morning I remembered the encounter, but the thing is I never asked for her number. So this bitch is starting rumors in a couple of ways.

There's an entire section of Hector's book about Rumors and reputations management, and I probably played the wrong card in how I met the claim. My buddy just thought it was funny, but a few points in the night the girl I originally approached mean mugged me, and so did that girl that I quickly pulled from the bar last year. I admitted that I could have met her twice before, and possible met her blacked out and tried to get her number a separate occasion, but there's no way she's not exaggerating. Also, I couldn't think of anywhere I did that to a girl in a coffee shop, especially the way MadHatter was describing it. I decide to chit chat with Piper and then bring it up, and her face goes stone cold / bored when I do, simply saying "well, you have your life, and I have mine". All I said was "it sooounds like a rumor. Not a fan of those".

I try to approach the original girl again and she too, has gone stone cold. Perhaps they saw the negative preselection with Piper, or maybe it was them talking about the rumor. Who knows.

It's my other friends birthday so I leave to that bar and fuck around some. I invite two girls to kiss my buddy for his birthday but they decline in a bitchy way. No other notable approaches and the chicks there aren't that hot. Now a bunch of people are texting me to come to the bar the original party went to and I do. Once there I realize how drunk I've become at the other spot and have trouble keeping up with conversations. I leave home around 1.


Friday

We go to a mexican joint for margaritas and food with the boys, then leave to two parties. The first one blows, so we go down the street to a frat party. There's actually girls at this one, and the birthday girl from thursday is there and introduces me to this black chick. I flirt with her and isolate her and when sexual tension actually starts building she tells me that she's dating my friend. I don't at all act regrettingly about my slight advances, but do laugh at the irony because him and I always seem to go for the same girls (and have hooked up with two). The guy doesn't trust me, for some reason though, I get the vibe.

I eject and see 4th of July girl and flirt with her then walk away. When I come back to her she's far more excited to talk to me, similar to how she was when I first met her. Her friends are about to leave to the bar, and I ask if she's coming. She steps into me and says she'd rather do something else (fuck), and I go full sexual direct. "Okay, well we could go fuck eachothers brains out down the street. My apartment is right there." And she gets very excited but backs off as well, then comes back in but not all the way. Same reaction I got from Spunky. This is spiking in and of itself. You push hard, and shake her reality a little bit. If she's not fully ready for it, you'll have a mixed effect.

Her friends disapprove of me and I return outside, only exchanging some flirty glances with her thereafter. I talk with my friends, almost get in a fight with one drunk bastard who's always too physical and confrontational, and then right as we're about to leave to the bar 4th of July girl comes up to me and wants to fuck.

Things get weird here..

On the way to my house she says that her friends said she could do a whole lot better and that she should have someone that cares about her. I have been struggling with vulnerability, and decide this would be a good "experiment" to be vulnerable. When we're on the couch it's very clear that her body wants dick pretty badly, but her mind is holding her back. So, I basically show her that I want to have a connection with people as well, and I don't get why people can't just all connect and be cool with each other. Guys with girls, guys with guys, girls with girls (obviously this is very blue pill sounding, but in my drunk state I inspired her with espousing the belief). I tell her that just because I fuck girls and then don't see them after doesn't mean I don't care about them. The one night stand was an enjoyable experience we shared. Much more was said, I was really drunk and don't remember all of it.

It all comes across as a player that wants love too, but is stuck in his player ways. She says that me even saying it is just me being a player in and of itself. That my vulnerability is me playing her. But it wasn't! I decided to try out sharing vulnerability after not doing it for so long and being jaded from crueler people that take kindness for weakness. It satisfies her mind and we do fuck, but by the time we do I have whiskey dick and the sex is fairly bad. Lol. sooooo anticlimatic. We both agreed. I say we'll fuck in the morning and she calls me out on having sensitive morning wood from last time (wow she actually remembers me making fun of myself). We sleep together (her clothed, me naked lol) and when her alarm goes off in the morning she just leaves.

I texted her that I enjoyed seeing her and she doesn't answer. I think she just wanted pipe, but she had a mental barrier she wanted (not needed) to cross. It was odd, me, wanting to be vulnerable and deeper with people and her, getting tired of being kinda a slut with the timing of the matter. I cringed a little bit about the things that I said, but I did mean them and understand that like anything, things will pass.


Saturday

Date party that birthday girl invited me to on Friday. She set me up with a date, a bitch that I had tried to get coffee with in the past a few times. She flaked a lot, and now apparently has a boyfriend. There's still pussy I can get at this party though, is my mentality. I love dressing up for this shit. I looked fucking sick. Purple button down, grey dress pants, black blazer, midnight blue marblestone watch.

I get to the pregame before my date and talk to two girls who are on a "date" with eachother. I ask them if I can have their drink, since my date isn't here yet. When my date gets there we talk and I kind of try to move things forward, but not really? Like I would flirt and talk to her about topics she seemed to enjoy, but throughout the date she would break out of our bubble and look around at everyone. I think the whole time she wanted to be seen having fun with her date. It seemed her primary care was the social value I was offering rather than the date itself. Which makes sense, if she's serious with her boyfriend.

When my buddy gets there we start having way more fun and making jokes. I set up this joke with this girl who doesn't like her date about how me and my friend we'll each be half of her date to have one full date, and that we'll have to break into a threesome later on. Goes great. I just wish she was hot lol because later on when everyone is fucked up she thought that I actually wanted to fuck her. Her and the birthday girl actually gave me straight bedroom eyes and got physical with me. I was just trying to have a good time and dance / flirt with everyone.

There was a girl who I had hooked pretty hard and I started feeling up her ass but then they were leaving to go change. I didn't see it as a high possibility of me fucking her that night because her friend was visiting and she lived in the dorms. I got her number but couldn't find her later.

At one point my date and I were getting drinks at the bar at the actual party and I brought up how she had a boyfriend while getting more physical with her. Apparently he's a 30 y/o at the same bar she works at. I tease her about him not really existing because he's never around her sorority and that he's just imaginary and she responds strangely.. like.. she got aroused and submissive. Part of me thinks that in this moment, she totally wanted to fuck me. I didn't push physically enough, and I didn't isolate her in the chaos of the party. Yea.. I think I could have done it if I persisted harder and used plausible deniability. Ah well.

My buddy stops having fun once birthday girl starts being horny and trying to fuck us, so he leaves. I leave to a nearby bar next door, and sit there and text people trying to rally now that the party is over and everyone dispersed. I forgot how nice I was looking and its crazy how different people treat you.

I overheard these girls talking about something that interested me and I jump into their conversation. It's actually that older girl Tuna tried to fuck and failed from a few weeks ago. I try to flirt with both of them equally, but only really get reciprocation from one of them and made the silly mistake of trying to warm the other girl up rather than not reward her for being less flirty, and focus on the one. I was low key thinking about a threesome but I didn't focus enough on the girl of interest and lost them.

While I sit at a different part of the bar a fat bitch comes up to me and is so nervous she can't even get a word out and keeps apologizing. I don't know what to say and just kind of stare at her, maybe saying a few words here and there. She's just being super weird. Why did all the fat bitches want to fuck me tonight lol

I tried to open another group but it went poorly. I left to another bar with tons of people and almost pulled this HB6 but then a frat buddy of mine interjects and then she ejects. I had her locked down without a doubt, but fuck it. It would have been a quicky had I kept pushing.

I stumble home fucking wasted and go to an after party before finally crashing in bed. Woke up to some drunk texts with that first girl and I might get a drink with her. Matched an Asian on Tinder and got her number but she only has one picture so I must proceed with caution.

Debating on texting Saleswoman we'll see.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Mon Mar 05, 2018 11:50 pm

Interesting encounters last week...

My research lab (made up of me and 6 women) is getting to the point where I'm seeing polarization. Most girls openly flirt with me, one girl who I took on a date then left there to dry dislikes me (but she's low value, I don't care), and my bosses are starting to treat me a little differently. I get into full on flirting at times and forget the fucking door is right there, with my superiors no more than 15 ft from me and definitely in ear shot.

One girl basically tried to get me to ask for her number and we were having a undercurrent conversation about guys she likes and we played around with chase frames - but I didn't go for it because I want another girl there.

This other girl told me that she was recently single and I immediately sexualized conversation and changed the subject, and she basically gasped and smiled at me before eventually playfully flirting and me getting her number. Tried to meet up with her that weekend but she went out with friends instead and I didn't want to appear thirsty. I added her on Snapchat and haven't gotten an add-back.

So, maybe some time off will be good, or maybe I need to shoot my shot before break...


Thursday night I got a girls number and grabbed some ass but ultimately didn't move fast enough. My friend got mad at me for using him to play darts to have girls play with us - he just wanted to play darts and the girl he was paired with was like a 4. Get over it, bro.. you have a girlfriend anyway. Bonus points to me for not drinking all that much.

Friday night.... oh yea I pregamed at a friends' then went to a really lame party for all of 5 minutes. Eventually headed to the bars again with some guys I suggested leave with me and wingmanned with my buddy only for us to get drunk silly and my girl to have a boyfriend (also she was dumb as rocks and kinda hard to talk to). Got some messages from my buddy's girl about how hot he was - I guess he didn't close but definitely could have.

Saturday was a fucking daaay. Great time, hung out with some pretty fun people. Had a makeout with one girl, then her friends stole her. Then I was grabbing this petite chicks squishy booty until her boyfriend from the army came up and started talking mad shit. Oh and that sorority chick from a few weeks back is seemingly over me now. Also Stripes snapchat texted me and I tried to meet up then she went cold right before my phone died.

But yea I got way too drunk this weekend other than Thursday.
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February 2018 Summary

Postby Hue » Tue Mar 06, 2018 1:22 am

Diet: 8/10 - Caveman diet in full force right now. A couple drunk nights I'll buy gyros, or my lab partners will bring in cookies and I'll indulge. But now my house is nothing but meat, greens, cheese, and beans. Some power bars. I all around feel healthier.

Exercise 6/10 - When I got sick my max weight took a hit (plus the cutting has me off). But I have been working out consistently and while I'm still scrawny my abs are developing as well as some areas of muscle tone. I would put I higher score but not time managing enough.

Finances 2/10 - I'm in financial shit right now and had to take money out of my savings. Had orientation for my new job today but basically floated with cash the whole month. Was pretty out of control honestly.

Education 9/10 - All A's. For exams I only got one A-, and one C that will be getting dropped. Not enough reading but have been watching tons of Youtube lectures.

Drinking 3/10 - It was one hell of a month to party but I drank too much. Fucked up my only go out 2 nights a rule thing pretty bad. Generally had a blast though.


Sooo.. 28/50, my worst grade yet I think!

I mean, looking at the whole thing I basically just emptied my bank account into alcohol...

Yea haven't gone full out like that (a month of pretty consistent drinking) in a while..


No more wingmanning with dudes that don't have good game. Tuna is an exception because he has good nights and girls seem naturally drawn to him. He just needs some guidance and he'll get there. Plus him and I are about to go away on vacation where I'm sure we'll have a good week. Flatbill I'm done going out with. He's easily my lowest value friend - I'm keeping our relationship to xbox and the occasional party / bar I'll see him at. I have sympathy for him and I want the best for him, but he holds me back when I'm with him in just about every way.


Lipstick booty texted me last Friday and I cold called her on Saturday to no answer. Like I said, it's gonna happen eventually.


I feel a connection with a girl in the study immediately. While the measurement device is being prepared, I write my name on a piece of paper and stick it in her hole for her arm coat. There was no other way I could have reached out given my circumstance. I wonder if she even saw it lol. I pray to god that it didn't fall out and my boss finds it - somehow pinning it to me. That would be fuuucked.


Lol. Never doing this again. Either talk to her as she's walking out of the study or apply an extra dose of abundance mentality. Just not worth it and super low likelihood she texts me.


I meet up with my homie who texted me about going out. He's recovered from his addiction, but still can be a pain to go out with because of his neediness. He's also an introvert so he's not very into socializing on the level that I do when I go out. He also has insecurity about his game (which he doesn't really have) - so wingmanning is not really an option.

Lol why did I go out with him, then?

Idk we're tight, and I was gonna go out alone anyways.. so, it didn't hurt I guess.


Likewise with Flatbill. When I go out with this dude I literally feel like I have to facilitate EVERYTHING he does. He is so unautonamous I can't handle it. If he gets invited to something we're doing, fine - or if there's set plans with other people we'll do it. I love ya man, but I can't spend my last semester with my dudes shackling me. We have plenty of time to kick it with other activities.

Really an awful night if you think about it lol. My vibe must have been off - that and I probably didn't follow Chase's most recent article to the best degree.


Went over the entire night with Hector and wrote it up in a separate place on my cpu.


She asks for my number because she has a date party later, and I say something along the lines of "well we're already here together now aren't we?" but probably should have played it cool her to not be too excited with the prospect of sex. She says she has some margaritas in the fridge and we go to the kitchen. There's no one in there besides us, so I decide to go for a kiss and get a head turn, but she didn't do it in the rudest way. Kind of like "I want to but eeeeh I can't".


She booty called me that night and I didn't capatalize. Then she probably remembered this interaction and reversed rationalized doing anything with me last weekend when I saw her.



Valentine's day week was interesting. So many IOI's. Really wish I did more with it even if it didn't matter. Though it was insightful seeing the behavioral effect on woman that I would have been totally blind to had I never started my journey with GC.


Ran into Mr. President this last Thursday and we're all good. Helped him wingman but he didn't see his shot when I left them alone.


Oh yea and Friday I saw Bundle, Policeman stopped her and we got lunch. She paid for my meal and agreed to get a drink. Things went really well but then she flaked... she actually did have a ton of shit to do but we'll see. I'm gonna push for either T W or Th for her to come over. Same with Saleswoman (last shot).



Idk if I recorded it all but this month I had....

2 lays (only one new), 1 bar hookup w/ foreplay, 1 bar make out, 1 house hookup w/ foreplay, about 4 numbers? and a whoooole lotta blue balls.

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Strengths --> flirting with all the woman, getting hook points at bars much faster than before, getting the gears unrusted with sex talk again

Weaknesses --> dealing with wild cards & cock blocks, staying sober enough to get the D in, and persisting properly
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Thu Mar 08, 2018 2:15 am

Last night went to a sick concert and got to network with some rappers, artists, and managers.

As my squad is about to roll out this girl starts talking to us. I float around the conversation then when my dudes break off from her I turn my slay mode on and start talking to her, quickly building arousal and touching her hands. I ask how she got into doing fashion with artists. And I quote her saying, "yea I mean what I've always dreamed of having was just being a part of a group with celebrities. just to be around celebrities like whenever I wanted and have that level of status". el oh el you groupie hoe. Didn't stop me from qualifying her on her fashiom sense and getting her number.

Side note. I had gotten her insta as everyone was handing those out left amd right, then left, then came baxk and set up coffee with her all within like 90 seconds. Shit like this can work if you set the vibe and the tone well enough in your first impression / set with her.


We went to a bar, I text Lipstick if I'll be seeing her tonight and she just replies "no." so I hit her back with an "lol". and end up seeing her later. I kiss her on the cheek and start flirting and trying to move her but per usual her lame friends are there and looking cockblocky.

At one point I did eventually move and sit with her for her alleged fuckbuddy to come up amd try and tool me. At first I ignored him, but then she didn't stay in circle with me so I tool him back, then she leaves and I look him dead in the eye with a combination of *wtf* face and laughing and say "do I know you?" and he looks down looking sad then leaves. I told her to come with me latwr and she wouldn't so I left the bar.

Oh and at one point this hoe wanted a shot from me but I could smell white girl flakiness on her and ejected. Later her friend came up to me as they were leaving with a lustful look and a tap on the leg, only for her friends to pull her away.




Today I did something pretty dope, but it could have been cooler.

The hot chick in my class had an open seat so I sit next to her. I was reading some crazy feminist article and go "bitch you're fucking crazy" as I sit down engrossed in my phone.

When class begins I ruffle through my bag, pretend I don't have a pencil, then turn to her and ask for one. She's happy to help. We don't talk the rest of class but at this point I have learned how to use attractive body language yo get her attention throughout lectures.

At the end of class she's playing with her hair a lot and syncs up the timing of us leaving. I tap her elbow as we start to ascend up the stairs.

Me: Gotcher pencil
Her: *looks at me, then submissively down and blushes*
Oh thanks.
Me: What was your name?
Her: Statsgirl
Me: Statsgirl, nice to meet you *touches arm*
Me: How's your day been so far?
Her: Oh it's been okay I've not really had my head on straight *lightly hits wall walking up steps*
Me: Ha I didn't mean to push you to the wall, my bad
Her: *blushes* Haha yea I can't really walk straight.
Me: Oh did you show up drunk to class? Ballsy.
Her: *looks at me looking unsure*
Me: Oh? *looks at her, assessing her pause*
Her: Ya my hearing isn't working today haha.
Me: Haha okay. Ya you missed it I told this joke about you being drunk because you can't walk straight. Super funny. Everybody laughed.
Her: *smiling* Ohooo got it (:
Me: *taps her back* Ya it was pretty awesome.

...

Me: Going anywhere for spring break?
Her: Home!
Me: And where, is home, Statsgirl?
Her: New Jersey
Me: Oooh Jersey. And so you just had to get outta there to come here? For picking school's I mean.
Her: Oh I just visited here and immediately loved it (:
Me: *thinking about whether or not to chase frame* I'm gonna guess.. you're a.. sophomore.
Her: Nope, freshman (:
Me: Ooooh a freshman. Interesting.
Her: Your?
Me: Senior. I'm actually retaking this.. wonderful.. class.
Her: Hahaha.
Me: She tries really hard to make it enjoyable. But the stats jokes and her.. peppiness, ah I can't get enough.
Me: And you're in here because?
Her: Well I'm a health sciences and waas gonna do psychology..
Me: Waas? Don't tell me this class sent you turning!
Her: For a minor. Now I want the double major with Psychology too.
Me: Really? (: That's awesome.
Her: Yea and I took a ton if stats classes in highschool.
Me: So this is easy peasy for someone like you. Nice.

...

Me: Where are you headed?
Her: I have a class in blah blah in an hour and a half.
Me: Mmmm. Okay. Very fun. Ya I'm headed straight to my next class.

...

Me: *walks very closely to her side, basically touching, speaking lower now* Well I'm not gonna lie..
Her: *highly attentive*
Me: I just thought you were cute and wanted to talk with you..
Her: (: Oho.. Thanks!!
Me: Yea (:
Me: We should get coffee sometime.
Her: Well I don't drink coffee (: but we can definitely do some together.
Me: I suppose we could share some waters together or something of the like (; *I actually got a quarter chub here*
Her: Okay! (:
Me: Well let me get your number then.
Her: Sure!
Me: *hands phone* What does your class schedule look like?
Her: blah blah blah blah blah
Me: A..
Her: What time? *body fully facing me*
Me: (: Let's do.. 2:30 or so.
Her: Okay! (:
Me: Cool, nice talking with you Statsgirl.
Her: You too!!
Me: Oh, and the name's Hue by the way (;
Her: (((::



$$$$$ That was fun.

Other people were looking in confusion and in admiration, it seemed. Felt like a boss.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Marcellus » Thu Mar 08, 2018 8:43 pm

Hue,

Always killing it man, I love reading your journal! Before that interaction with statsgirl you said that you've learned how to use attractive body language go get her attention throughout class. Well if you got time I'd love to know what exactly you're doing bro.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Fri Mar 16, 2018 4:42 am

Marcellus,

Hey bro, glad to hear I can maybe inspire people with my bullshit!

Part of having attractive body language during class means a couple things.


You must look like you don't give a flying fuck about the class. Know that.


Here's some other, more specific things.

- put you feet up on an unoccupied seat
- when your feet are planted on the ground, put your legs out confidently. TAKE UP SPACE
- feel free to disagree or ask confirmatory questions with the teach (nonchalantly, yet confident.. if you dunno what I mean by that feel free to ask)
- never apologize for inconveniences/being wrong. accept being wrong, say "my bad", and move on
- lightly turn your head to things the teach does
- don't hold back your laughter
- sit somewhere new everyday
- come late to class
- don't come to class, but participating on the days you do show up
- talk to bitches when the teachers talking (if you're actually engaging, this pisses the teacher off. she/he is supposed to be the one pulling everyone's attention. which makes you more badass/sexy to the girl and those around you)
- dress nicer than your classmates (but remember, you don't care)

The vibe I go for is a gray line between not really reacting, but reacting subtlety enough to the shit the teacher says so that a couple people (or many) are affected by it. Not to say you have to go against the lecture information. Many professors have so much to offer. In fact, i would recommend you find time to ask profe's about shit on your mind that the lecture doesn't cover / is too broad.

It seems sorta silly to look at subtle bullshit you can do it in class to be more attractive, but honestly once you start doing shit like this it just locks in to your personal vibe.... at least for me it does. Hope this helps (;
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Thu Mar 22, 2018 1:38 am

Haven't been posting much lately. I was swamped with work + school projects, and then I went on vacation. Also doing a roll out of videos for Hector at the moment, so need to divide up my time appropriately. I'm literally broke, and also just signed my lease for next year so.. things might take a slight shift. I'm lucky to have good friends that have already spotted me here and there.

Good news is two new lays, one from that girl in class and one from spring break. Also, spring break was extremely eye-opening for me. I went to a tech & music festival in TX. SO MANY PEOPLE VIEW SUCCESS AND LIFE TRAJECTORY IN TOO SMALL OF A BOX. You can do anything. Literally, you can pick any career you want if you work to place yourself in xyz position. Or, let's say you're passionate about X topic. You can work in some industry, department, field, avenue WITHIN that passion, or as an extension of that passion. You don't need to follow the narrative of school --> more school --> job. Make an app, learn usable skills, talk to people of many fields. There are places upon places in this world where you can land yourself and grow as a human being both in understanding and ability. If this sounds like fluff, forgive me. My actions won't reflect that.

I'll be making up a new year-goal list once I've stabilized my finances, because right now I'm about to be in deep shit.

Also I cold approached like a mad man on break, and most if not all of my AA is gone. Only one lay and a few make outs though. Most of the women I approached were on business ventures and much older than me which made the context to pull more difficult. I learned a lot, though.


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I wrote about my interaction with this girl a few posts above. I could tell she had been interested throughout the year, but never brought myself to actually open her until a few weeks ago.

This one was kind of weird (like many of my lays, honestly lol). Read below and you'll see why.

Texts:
Day I opened her

Me: hey Becca (the girl from Superbad with the thong) it's Hue. save my number (;
Her: will do!!

Next Day

Me: hey Becca still on for 2:30?
Her: yup!!
Me: sweet. this cold is brutal though! I was gonna say meet me at [donut shop], but I'm thinking to just pick you up closer to 3 and we can go from there.. sound good?
Her: that works!
Me: cool where should I snag you
Her: anywhere near [street] on south works

1 hour later

Me: here
Her: which side of the building are you at


At this point I call her because texting sucks. I kind of like to start the date like this anyways, and try to bring a warm vibe over the phone. She sounds a little nervous on the phone, and I tell her where I'm pulling up after figuring out what door she was on. I didn't want to sit in my car so despite the cold I back up my car and sit on the trunk, looking up with my thumbs tucked out of my pockets.

She walks out and I smile, "hey!", give her a hug and return to the car. She's kind of closed off at first. I explain that I recently got in some financial shit, and instead of going to the donut shop we should just go to my house and I can make us some food. I show her my empty wallet to that I don't seem like I'm full of shit (though if I didn't do this smoothly & genuinely it might look like I was even more full of shit, so tread carefully with stuff like this).

I ask her what trouble she's gotten into today and she says none, so I frame our date as her getting into trouble, then ask about her detailed plans for spring break and her roommates, mentioning how I live alone now, and could imagine the life at the dorms. She's still kind of quiet but her nonverbals are receptive. I tap her on the leg a few times and she doesn't seem to mind.

My house

We get to my house and I do the usual with telling her where to take off her shoes and to sit down, to get comfortable. I grab us waters. I put on youtube music and try to get us snuggled on the couch. She isn't going along with it too smoothly, but does eventually. When she does lean into me she faces the tv, and doesn't lean her head against me so I have a yellow light. I can't remember exactly (this was two weeks ago) but I brought up sex and she kind of rolled her eyes with a smile. When I ask the craziest place she's had sex she doesn't give me anything, and appears to have quite a timid sex life.

Despite that I explain how unconventional sex is fun and I'd love to fuck on the dean's desk or some shit like that and she thinks it's funny. I don't remember when but I kiss her shortly after, spontaneously.


Then it got weird.


We watch music and I kiss her again a few times, sometimes me pulling back, sometimes her. By about the 4th time we start actually making out but she is a dead fish. Like I was moving her body around and leading the whole time. We're laying down on my couch and I try to move us to the bed, because we're a bit too big for the couch. She doesn't want to get up, which at first I take as LMR.

Then she starts to sink between my couch and my table. I make fun of her, saying, "are you headed to the floor?" and she says yes, and continues to sink down to the floor. I'm weirded out and say "okay lol have fun down there!". And she goes all the way down, now lying between my coffee table and my couch with me on the couch, and just lies there! Wtf??

I move the coffee table forward so she has more room and laugh saying "you're so weird!" and she pops up a little bit (having been also FACING the floor), like "what?? (: ". At this point I'm like "does this bitch want to hook up on the floor?? is this some genius shit test???" and just make fun of her for being on the floor, showing my confusion.

After I invite her up she says no and that she likes the floor. SHE LIKES THE FLOOR. I'm just like oookaaay. I ask her if she's alright and she says she's really tired. I suggest that I'll help her up to somewhere more comfy but she says she's too tired to get up.

That makes me concerned. Too tired to get off the floor?

I ask her, slowly, if she's on medication or something. She is. Oh boy. Turns out she sleeps like literally alll day, and studies. Barely goes out, and seriously barely does anything but go to school and lie in bed. Like a hypersomniac because of her medication.

Considering that medication might influence her ability to make rational decisions, I ask her if she wants to go home and that I'm totally fine with taking her. But, no, she wants to stay.

Me: You just really love my floor don't you?
Her: I love floor


While I was really weirded out, and confused, and considering ethical concerns, I try to wait it out. Eventually I totally move my coffee table and join her on the floor and sit there with her. She leans into me and we start hooking up on my rug, a bit more intense than last time. When I pull off she slumps down again. Like, she must really have no energy. But, hooking up spikes her energy.

I ask, in multiple ways, and multiple times, if this is normal, and that she is thinking straight, and that nothings out of the ordinary with her mental state, and she confirms in every way that she is totally alright. I wasn't even trying to use a yes ladder. I ask her if she wants to keep hooking up and she says "definitely". Well, alright then.

So we go at it on my floor (my rug is covered in dog hair from my old house, by the way) and eventually I decide enough of this and help her stand up (yes, you read that right, hence my extreme hesitation with proceeding sexually with her, but all other lights of the house appeared to be on, so I did).

She goes to the bathroom and when she gets up walks over to my bed and lays down. We start hooking up and sloooowly taking each other's close off. I put her hand on my dick and she starts stroking it. I put my leg in between her pussy and she starts grinding herself on me. Before we proceed to sex I ask her one last time if she's totally good and that I have nothing to worry about with us having sex, that I want her and can tell she wants me (I can smell her musk at this point), but just want to be totally certain she's thinking straight. She confirms again. I start fingering her and she's wet as hell.

Because of how long we've been building up (from first kiss to this moment, it had probably been about 2.5 hours), my dick is totally ready to go lol, especially in the last 30 or so. I bust in like 2 minutes.. tops lol, and my dick was rock fucking hard. I think part of it is the diet I've been on, along with the exercise. I don't get embarrassed and tell her that it was quite the build up. She says she's used to it, and takes it as a compliment.

We lay down and now she has much more energy. She tells me multiple stories of other guys she's been with / have tried to get her, and compliments me on my directness and that it's very attractive. She says there's a couple orbiters around her right now that are annoying pussies, and that one guy tried to buy her food, she declined the offer, and then the dude got PISSED in line, publicly. That kid needs some GC in his life, yeesh.

We fuck one more time and I last longer, and the sex is much better. She's got a great body. Nice hips to waist ratio, big ass, solid tits, and slim.

I drive her back to her dorm and snag a kiss, then text her the next day about the good time I had, and she returns that she also had a solid time.

So.. pretty weird, but worth it I'd say. I'm just not used to a girl that has medication / an energy (?) disorder. I'm thinking I'll probably have sex with her again since we're classmates.


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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Sandman » Thu Mar 22, 2018 2:06 am

Hue wrote:
Then it got weird.

We watch music and I kiss her again a few times, sometimes me pulling back, sometimes her. By about the 4th time we start actually making out but she is a dead fish. Like I was moving her body around and leading the whole time. We're laying down on my couch and I try to move us to the bed, because we're a bit too big for the couch. She doesn't want to get up, which at first I take as LMR.

Then she starts to sink between my couch and my table. I make fun of her, saying, "are you headed to the floor?" and she says yes, and continues to sink down to the floor. I'm weirded out and say "okay lol have fun down there!". And she goes all the way down, now lying between my coffee table and my couch with me on the couch, and just lies there! Wtf??

I move the coffee table forward so she has more room and laugh saying "you're so weird!" and she pops up a little bit (having been also FACING the floor), like "what?? (: ". At this point I'm like "does this bitch want to hook up on the floor?? is this some genius shit test???" and just make fun of her for being on the floor, showing my confusion.

After I invite her up she says no and that she likes the floor. SHE LIKES THE FLOOR. I'm just like oookaaay.



I laughed out loud reading this :D So funny! Good job man!
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sun Mar 25, 2018 12:50 pm

Sandman,

I laughed out loud reading this :D So funny! Good job man!


Haha yea I teased her about it a good bit after I er.. woke her up a bit. Thanks bruddah!
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sun Mar 25, 2018 1:12 pm

Didn't have a huge desire to approach this week, though I did strike up a conversation with some girl leaving class the same time as me. She was an HB6 indian girl, but after a few minutes into conversation I lost interest because of her voice and overall vibe.

I went out Thursday and almost got in a fight. Gonna make a post in General about it after this post. Tuna was with me and it was us versus 8 guys. We're both two tall and skinny dudes, we simply would have lost. While I was out this girl I fucked last summer and her friend group popped outta nowhere, so I ended up hanging with them the rest of the time. This guy that went to my HS came up to us toward the end of the night (total douche and frankly fake as fuck, but good looking and dominant guy) and was tryna smash. He had her and even pulled her outside for a makeout, but then the gal clearly bailed because her friends didn't approve. I even heard on the way back to everyone's house the girls talking shit about him and her saying "Yea! Because he's so skinny!" (he's pretty muscular) while looking up and away.

The reason I was able to smash was because my friend (her bestie) advocated for my pipe - something Mr. Hot Douche didn't have going for him.


Friday I hung out with my HS friends and really didn't have that great of a time. The two guys from my HS are pretty timid, and are explicitly showing that they're annoyed / disinterested with me trying to go out. I strongly suggest us just going out to where people are, and then get the ball rolling and see where we end up (spontaneity and lack of expectations), but these guys want a structured plan to follow before doing anything. This is becoming a theme, alongside with subtle (and not so subtle) signs of disrespect such as not taking me seriously (and when discussing things attacking my character rather than my content), crossing boundaries with guy-banter, and general incongruence of interest. I'm really getting tired of hanging out with these guys. Visiting Texas and talking with so many people / making friends for the week showed me that there are more people than the friends you have that you can make close bonds with. The close bonds I have with these guys will always be there, but macro-socially they're whittling down.

I only made like two approaches, one just to fuck with this girl who had a taser, and one sophomore girl at a SweetBro's party who I tried to move way too fast and she clutched back to her friends so I left.


Had my first real shift at my new job (a bar/restaurant) yesterday, and really like the crew and the vibe of the whole place (:

Also the girls (much hotter than my old place of work) there are giving me IOI's, probably because 1). I'm awesome and 2). I have that new guy card.



Also I don't have a whole lot to write about my spring break LR other than I persisted through text / calling a girl I met during a day drink, met her a block from her house and my impromptu apt, then plunged to deep dive and hooking up as soon as I brought her back (talked about meditation and buddhism for a bit), 69'd her with LMR, then fucked her in the morning after letting her stay the night. HB7 blonde girl from UT.

As far as my goals list I'm still stabilizing myself but will take the time next week after I finish up some more of Hector's videos and school projects.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sun Apr 01, 2018 2:00 pm

Went out on Thursday and was dressed to a T with what I'm going for. White collared undershirt, black denim jacket, khaki's and black shoes. The first bar we go to there's a table of 4 girls looking at me, and my buddy tells me "I'm not allowed to talk to girls tonight" because he's so used to me leaving without a word and approaching haha. We all bought discounted pitchers and it was quite a good time - great conversation and nothing felt forced. As we're leaving I approach the group because one of them called out to me, but when I got there they more or less shut down. Maybe they were nervous.

Then we pregamed at my buddy's since happy hour was over, and left to another popular thursday bar. Likewise, I got into some really solid conversations and saw some people I hadn't in years to spend most the rest of the night with.

When I was getting a drink this cute petite blonde with really pretty eyes started talking to me. She was waiting on a Tinder date, and I laughed, got us drinks, and moved her, getting physical the whole time. She literally said she would hang out with me had she not been on a date. I try to yes ladder then go for a kiss, but she deflects it. I tell her I just felt like trying to kiss her, no biggie. After I got her number and teased her to have fun on her date I saw the guy. In passing I tapped the blonde and she gave me a look that said she wasn't really enjoying herself. Maybe if I persisted and moved her things would have been different.

Then Mini came out of nowhere, but at this point I was nearly black-out drunk. I don't remember a whole lot of what we talked about, but it took a lot of mental energy to pull myself together to even speak. I think I tried some romantic frame, and she kept asking about what I did over vacation but because I was so drunk I couldn't speak without tangenting. I think I asked her home but she gave me some excuse per usual - though I remember she was engaged and enjoying the conversation. She looked really cute that night. I texted her the next day to try to plan a meet up and she said she's going home for easter, so I sent her a pretty low effort text and got one back.

Friday I worked and then went out but nothing on girls except a coworker who's interested, then Saturday I worked all night and got two girls numbers. I texted one but it was late and she stopped responding, so I'm gonna wait until next week then reengage. Got nudes from a HB8 Tinder girl this morning but she lives far away.


March summary coming, but I think I'm going to switch up my grading scale and monthly expectations because I feel like the system I'm using isn't actually producing the results I want. I need more specific goals, not just, "Exercise" and then an overall guestimate with how I did.

Also just read the "Grand Master Style" article and it is RIGHT up my alley. I expect to start using that immediately.

Was offered a dream summer internship on Friday. I hope I can do what is expected up until that point, and while I'm slightly disappointed about not going full time as a server (or dedicating more time to game) this is huge for me and I can not pass it up.

One more month of school for this year... things are about to get rowdy.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Tue Apr 03, 2018 10:59 pm

Not a whole lotta time to journal of late. March summary coming tomorrow? Hopefully?

Saw something today worth an quickie though.

Right before my exam began I turn to the girl to my left HB5 and ask her if she knows a certain term. She makes a very warm smile, turns her head, and goes "I don't know". I just reply, "oh haha, great!". And she laughs. Nothing crazy.

I finish the test, and then right after, she finishes the test. I walk out and am engrossed in my phone emailing this guy and texting a few people, standing kind of out in the open in the building lobby. I kind of stuck out - most people are seated to the sides and I'm just kind of there on my phone. I decide to turn and plant my body on the table-study-bar like 15 ft away and continue emailing after a few minutes of this, and immediately I notice the girl (who apparently had been sitting only ft from me) get up and leave.

Maybe I'm a narcissist (well...lololol), but I swear this bitch wanted me to open her. Not hot enough, but still.


Keep ya eyes peeled boys.

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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Ambiance » Thu Apr 05, 2018 1:08 pm

Looking forward to your March summary! I think you are on the verge of a very big leap forward.

I'd agree that girl was interested. Poor chick...

Just read your "I Like Floor" LR... LMAO! Have you seen her since? She is probably sleeping as I write this hahaha

How's Grand Master style going btw? I've started using it too, its hilarious. It's like Helen Keller getting hit by a tidal wave when you can tell the girl just doesn't know how to react.

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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Fri Apr 06, 2018 3:45 pm

Ambiance,

I asked floor girl to skip class with me the day after I found out we don't take attendance anymore (aka fuck) and she declined and still attends every class - though last I talked to her she was all smiles. I texted her something about an extra credit assignment and she ignored it, and I saw her on her phone after showing up late to the lecture, so.. something might be going south in that department.

For Grand Master style I'm still testing the waters but so far I love it. On Wednesday I went to a bar with a few friends (totally dead) and so I was like one of 4 guys there with all chicks. I came in high energy to a group of three and we played pong with them at the bar, where I split us in pairs to get closer to the chicks. I slowly built up touch with my cute partner while throwing innuendo in there, but I didn't really use GM until the end.

So the leader of the group (not cute) had this cool glow-light-up cup and I put it in my jacket while making eye contact with her and smirking. A few minutes later we're all mingling and she asks me what's in my pocket and touches the cup-bulge and I just exclaim, "Oh? This?! Well it's a dildo!" and they all burst out laughing. I tell them I normally don't take it out to the bar but I was really feeling frisky tonight, plus it lights up. I went on to say I had to test it on my friend first and kissed him on the cheek, then asked them if they'd like to join. They were all cheesing the whole time.

A bit after I isolated my girl and got a bit more physical. She was definitely down but she's an RA so she had to return to the dorm - I offered to come with but she declined so I got her number. When I come back to the group I was able to jump on some thing this girl said about herself (I was drunk then and a bit hungover now so I don't really remember what it was), but I went "oh? has this always been a problem for you?" then touched her arm and said just kidding (; and the group seemed to like that.

Then our uber came for another bar and I was saying goodbye, I just spontaneously got the idea to do a group huddle with me and all the girls with our heads touching, saying something along the lines of "alright you beautiful people it's been a pleasure teaching you all how to play beer pong and creating such a powerful bond, time for hugs" and give the two other girls hugs. I grab my girls ass when we hug, and then she tries to kiss me! I wouldn't let her, but I totally should have just gotten savage and went for a hard makeout before leaving.

I definitely advocate grabbing as much ass as possible.






Last night I went out and fucked a HB6 Semi-Butterface lol. Great body, and a good fuck. We fucked for like 5 hours and then twice again this morning. I wanted to get my dick wet so I did. But now my dick hurts :P

Funny story though, when I was posted up trying to get girls lured to me and escalate, I went up to a girl that had called me cute at the bar about an hour of me being there. When I came back I started to grab ass and such, but then her dude friends start to cockblock and call me out saying the only reason I'm going for her is because she called me cute earlier. I don't deny it and laugh it off.

Then the HB6 comes over to me and I can tell she wants dick so I grab her ass soon into the conversation and it's fine. Things go well, and then one of the dudes comes up to me and literally says, "bro, you're a good looking dude and way out of her league. You can fuck anybody here. Don't fuck her, bro". and I laugh and say (with her like right there) "Yea well I fuck who I want to fuck so thanks for the advice bud" and he tried to play it cool but I can see him kinda getting shaken on the inside. I return to my girl and get her outside. It's very clear that we're gonna fuck.

We're standing outside, about to leave to my house and the dude comes up, grabs her, and says something along the lines of "are you sure you're just gonna go home with some guy?" and she goes "um, yea?" and he grabs her closer and gives her crazy eyes like O.O and I'm just like wtf this kid is such a loser lol. Turns out she took his virginity. He goes on to text her to get checked for STD's, and we jokingly reply on her phone "sorry not sorry" at like 5 AM after banging and the kid fucking REPLIES immediately all butthurt, after trying to slut shame her. Some people dude, jesus.


But hey, I had fun ;P
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March 2018 Summary

Postby Hue » Mon Apr 09, 2018 12:24 am

March Summary

What a month. My mindset has grown so much as of late, and I feel like I'm beginning to blossom in major areas. My diet has kept up, and I generally feel great. I'm juggling so many things at once right now though - and I still have some serious thinking to do considering organizing my self improvement. As of now I'm just working on hella projects and then going out on my off-ish days (though I have no actual days without some heavy lifting) so I'm just gonna use the typical scoring. Although, I'm succeeding in other aspects such as professionally, satisfaction, feeling of purpose, mindsets, and feeling of growth. But hey, I'll throw it on here.

Diet: 7/10 - I've consistently been eating quality food for a minute now and I'm seeing the benefits in my general energy, my mood, and my hard-ons (lol). The latter being, my dick is rock hard when I'm up now as a result of either testosterone or nutrition.. or both. Though I had too many cheat days with some birthdays, Easter, and eating training food at my new job.

Exercise 2/10 - I'm losing muscle and have almost entirely fallen off my workout routine because I'm so busy. I have some specific projects I need to finish before I can allocate my time consistently and efficiently with workouts.

Finances 5/10 - Still essentially broke, but I made close to 300$ this weekend and will continue to have steady cash flow at my new job. Also landed an internship, negotiated a contract, and will soon be getting paid for that as well.

Education 9/10 - A couple A's are now A-'s, but this is still solid. My research labs are going well and all my teachers like me. I have some letter of rec's to be written next semester and I'm still applying to more research labs that are better suited for my interests. Also my internship will provide me with a wealth of knowledge for graduate school.

Drinking 1/10 - I almost got in two fights, did something stupid in bed from being drunk, and haven't really slowed down. Also drank like an alcoholic for the entirety of spring break, lost my wallet, and spent a ridiculous among of alcohol in Texas. While I had a shit ton of fun with partying this month, holy shit did it (not it, holy shit did I) fuck my shit up.

24/50 --> 48% and no longer "passing". Hence the reason this system is stupid ^ I've had tremendous growth this month.



My research lab (made up of me and 6 women) is getting to the point where I'm seeing polarization. Most girls openly flirt with me, one girl who I took on a date then left there to dry dislikes me (but she's low value, I don't care), and my bosses are starting to treat me a little differently. I get into full on flirting at times and forget the fucking door is right there, with my superiors no more than 15 ft from me and definitely in ear shot.

One girl basically tried to get me to ask for her number and we were having a undercurrent conversation about guys she likes and we played around with chase frames - but I didn't go for it because I want another girl there.

This other girl told me that she was recently single and I immediately sexualized conversation and changed the subject, and she basically gasped and smiled at me before eventually playfully flirting and me getting her number. Tried to meet up with her that weekend but she went out with friends instead and I didn't want to appear thirsty. I added her on Snapchat and haven't gotten an add-back.


This may be my narcissism / self-serving bias or whatever you want to call it, but I think that almost every girl in my research lab wants to fuck me, though generally shows caution during the work environment. Ironically, the two girls with boyfriends are the most accepting of frames / playful. One girl who isn't an assistant, but actually works there definitely wants it but also seems to be boyfriend hunting and has only given me windows to move things forward when her and I are separated from everybody else.

I think I'm gonna have us all go out for a "end of the year party" and fuck one of them. Or, I could wait till one of the last few days and tell the one that works there that we're getting a drink.

y friend got mad at me for using him to play darts to have girls play with us - he just wanted to play darts and the girl he was paired with was like a 4. Get over it, bro.. you have a girlfriend anyway. Bonus points to me for not drinking all that much.


Hindsight my dude was mad that I brought girls to the game because he wanted a night for the boys. Me bringing the girls over was a selfish move on my part, from his standpoint. He's not the type to mingle unless he already knows the crowd.

Then I was grabbing this petite chicks squishy booty until her boyfriend from the army came up and started talking mad shit.


This keeps happening. Other men are becoming afraid of me talking to their girls. I haven't felt this kind of feeling before, but I'm cautious towards it. Since I know (as Hector talks about this in his book) that the anger they give me, the hate, is derived from fear.. it feels powerful. It is powerful. But idk, there are times that I reflect on my enjoyment of this power (the ego boost it gives me, knowing what's going on) and dislike myself for it.

Oh and that sorority chick from a few weeks back is seemingly over me now.


She went on spring break with girls from my highschool + attraction expires. Don't really care tbh.

And I quote her saying, "yea I mean what I've always dreamed of having was just being a part of a group with celebrities. just to be around celebrities like whenever I wanted and have that level of status". el oh el you groupie hoe. Didn't stop me from qualifying her on her fashiom sense and getting her number.


I ended up flaking on the date and telling her maybe after break, then never texting her. I wasn't attracted to her because of her personality & while I'm cautious towards me letting ego and defense mechanisms get in the way of what's actually holding me back from pursuing certain women I feel I'm getting better at going for the one's I want and one's that seem more into what I'm looking for.

We went to a bar, I text Lipstick if I'll be seeing her tonight and she just replies "no." so I hit her back with an "lol". and end up seeing her later. I kiss her on the cheek and start flirting and trying to move her but per usual her lame friends are there and looking cockblocky.

At one point I did eventually move and sit with her for her alleged fuckbuddy to come up amd try and tool me. At first I ignored him, but then she didn't stay in circle with me so I tool him back, then she leaves and I look him dead in the eye with a combination of *wtf* face and laughing and say "do I know you?" and he looks down looking sad then leaves. I told her to come with me latwr and she wouldn't so I left the bar.


More or less reestablished attraction this Wednesday. I saw her at that first bar and talked to her but she was being a bitch so I left, then right after that I had preselection as mentioned in the above post. Then I saw her at the next bar and she actually came up to me - I almost got her to leave with me, our legs were locked and she was fully engaged.. though she ultimately wouldn't leave her friend and comply so I left the bar.

Oh and at one point this hoe wanted a shot from me but I could smell white girl flakiness on her and ejected. Later her friend came up to me as they were leaving with a lustful look and a tap on the leg, only for her friends to pull her away.


Example of me reading them to more than likely know who is actually interested, and who may have ulterior motives (free shot). Not to say I could definitely have fucked the interested one, friend groups are still a tough barrier to jump over at times.

LR: I love floor Shoot your shot.. and then some lol.

I went out Thursday and almost got in a fight. Gonna make a post in General about it after this post. Tuna was with me and it was us versus 8 guys. We're both two tall and skinny dudes, we simply would have lost.


Choose your battles.

Also I'm gonna have to learn self-defense soon, seriously. If I'm posing as a threat to guys now then I'm eventually gonna get the guy who swings and I don't want to deal with the full consequences that could bring.

The reason I was able to smash was because my friend (her bestie) advocated for my pipe - something Mr. Hot Douche didn't have going for him.


Talked with Mr. Hot Douche and had a good laugh about the whole situation (though I didn't tell him why he didn't get laid or bring up him not piping, that would be fucking retarded). That dude is fake though, so, meh.

Visiting Texas and talking with so many people / making friends for the week showed me that there are more people than the friends you have that you can make close bonds with. The close bonds I have with these guys will always be there, but macro-socially they're whittling down.


Yep.

Also the girls (much hotter than my old place of work) there are giving me IOI's, probably because 1). I'm awesome and 2). I have that new guy card.


3). I'm one of four straight guys who work there.
4). I've gotten at least one number every weekend I've worked from my tables.

After I got her number and teased her to have fun on her date I saw the guy. In passing I tapped the blonde and she gave me a look that said she wasn't really enjoying herself. Maybe if I persisted and moved her things would have been different.


No answer from her, but I don't really care. Lol sorry if this "meh" attitude is coming off as nihilistic, it's more of abundance mentality than anything.

Then Mini came out of nowhere, but at this point I was nearly black-out drunk. I don't remember a whole lot of what we talked about, but it took a lot of mental energy to pull myself together to even speak. I think I tried some romantic frame, and she kept asking about what I did over vacation but because I was so drunk I couldn't speak without tangenting. I think I asked her home but she gave me some excuse per usual - though I remember she was engaged and enjoying the conversation. She looked really cute that night. I texted her the next day to try to plan a meet up and she said she's going home for easter, so I sent her a pretty low effort text and got one back.


Maybe she'll be cooler with the end of the semester when I see her at a party. It's weird to think I've been "working on her" for almost 2 years now.

Got nudes from a HB8 Tinder girl this morning but she lives far away.


Can't wait for the virtual reality dating apps coming in 2045 with full-synthetic-sex-action.


Makeouts: 3
Lays: 2


All in all, I just feel like I know where I'm going, and what I'm doing. My external validation has lowered, and my self-esteem is more stable. While I'll admit, I'm still fluctuating with cockiness & low-self esteem to some degree, I'm closer to confidence. This has been an amazing year, and I'm more excited for the future than ever.

Let's get it.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Ambiance » Mon Apr 09, 2018 1:45 pm

@Above +1
Literally spent last night dreaming about grabbing girls' asses after reading that before falling asleep, LOL. Gonna start doing that way more;)

That's so hilarious how that dude was behaving! What a pussy. He was probably up all night staring at his phone begging the gods for her to text him back lmao

You're really on a roll Hue, I think these next couple months and summer are gonna be huge for you.

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If you wanna get a background in self-defense I'd highly recommend Krav or Ju Jitsu. It's not too expensive to learn and has so many benefits.

Excited to see how your new job goes! I think with all your momentum and inner game boosts you will slay.

Very interesting and inspiring month. Keep it up brother!

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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Tue Apr 10, 2018 2:21 am

Ambiance,

Learn to lucid dream. Totally worth it and once you're good it's your imaginary, consequence free, subconscious playground. Tread carefully though because it's quite literally escaping from reality.

Also I think I'm gonna do Muay Thai after researching because I've always had good coordination with my legs, but I still can't reasonably commit till summer so I bave more time to decide.

~~~~~

Didn't write about this but after a night out with Mad Hatter and getting a graduate students number we went to the SweetBros party. I got bored after dancing for a bjt and went to the bar alone.

There I approached a group of 3 and all of them were interested at first, but then the guys they were with started confronting me and I more or less ignored them because I saw the alpha girl was still interested. I can't remember if I grabbes her ass but I think I did - I know I touched her and then her boyfriend came up and tried to befriend me. He was kinda a pussy so I didn't really let up with flirting / nonchalantly presenting dominance.

Somewhat unlike me, but in my drunked momentum I didn't submit and almost actually got him to get me a drink and accept my frame, but I played nice. Right before close his friend started screaming at me out of nowhere that it was time for me to leave and his eyes were fully dilated in hate. I slipped very briefly into a meditative like state and transitioned to a calm approach, touched him lightly amd meta'd the situation - his outburst was totally uncalibrated. The girls were back to staring at me eagerly smiling after this while the boyfriend calmed his friend, but seeing the potential outcomes I stayed for another minute then took me leave.


The hottest girl in one of my classes have been playing a slight game if cat and mouse but I think my sprezzatura won out and we have a date this Friday. She also got me coffee today, and gave me free shooters for sending her a copy of notes, and tried to get me to sit with her after I already plopped down and didn't comply. We walked home together after class and flirted about half the time.


Mmmk. Back to work :'-)
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed Apr 11, 2018 12:57 am

LR: That White Boy

Just banged a HB7 black girl from Tinder named T. Shout out to Ambiance for providing the killer opener. Great way to gauge a girls interest and jump straight into the flirtation. This was a walk in the park, and probably in part because she just wanted pipe.

Me: sorry I don't think I can have you around me rn, you're way too cute and tempting
Her: Whats wrong with temptation
Me: I'm so busy T! temptation always wrangles me out of my obligations, other than that they're just dandy(;
Her: Whats life without temptation and distraction
Me: kinda like sex without pleasure, I'd imagine
Her: Right fun but could end badly lol
Me: lol I mean bad sex isn't fun - worse than no sex imo (Alek's technique)
Her: I wouldn't know I make the best of any situation (her qualifying her sexual abilities, to a T how Alek intends this to work)
Me: well isn't that a good quality (;
Her: I guess so lol
Me: well if you'd like to make the best of a good situation why don't we share a drink or two
Her: When would you wanna do that
Me: I'm free tonight, don't have a whole lotta time the rest of the week. work for you?
Her: Sure except I don't drive
Me: no biggie I can drive, we can meet somewhere near your place or I'll just pick you up, your call (ballsy on my part to ask her to decide but I've seen things drop off if you try to lead too hard in situations like this)
Her: I trust that you aren't a serial killer I can give you my addy
Me: *cheesing emoji* same to you sweety. ya sure
Her: The "ya sure" throw me off *cheesing emoji*
Me: works for me, is what I was goin for. or is that too serial killy ;P
Her: No that's good I'm just weird lol anyway my address is 6969 Fuck Palace Lane
Me: all good lol. see you in a bit
Her: How long
Me: about 7 inches (jk jk I didn't say this)
Me: 5 min
Me: I'm chillin outside my car
Her: Lol mind going down the road my mom legit just pulled up and I don't need her seeing me getting into a stranger's car
Me: lol
Me: I low key think shes connecting the dots by looking at her lmao
Her: Yea I done f'd up lol
Me: whats your # *cheesing emoji*


After this I call her and we share a laugh about the situation with her mom. I pick her up after driving around the neighborhood for a bit and we go to my house. I make us drinks and she shows me some new Cardi B (haven't heard the new album but I love me some Cardi) and I show her some of my favorite tunes.

I ask her if she's a good kisser at some point and kiss her, then we talk about some nonsense. I could tell she was still nervous so I act a little goofy to let her relax / raise attainability or however you want to look at that (watch Hector's Youtube video, Girls Are Goofy, if you don't understand why I did this).

We start hooking up again and when things start getting hot and heavy she tells me she's on her period. I let her know I've parted the Red Sea before and don't really care, so long as she's not a gusher. Its the last day of her period and she's not, so cool. We go back at it and I do my usual "routine" of sucking on her tits and feeling up her ass below her pants.

Once we're at my bed we start undressing eachother and I have her suck me off on her knees. Really solid head. We enjoy eachothers parts a little more than I get her in my bed and rubbing her pussy on my dick then insert with her on top. Normally I'm pretty dominating from below, but she seemed to know what she was doing so I mostly laid back and let her go at it. This girl can fucking RIDE dick. Pretty damn enjoyable.

I bust and we spoon and share funny sex stories in bed for a while - she tells me about a threesome she had and I tell her some tales one could find in my journal / LR's. I end things and drive her home - and once she checks her phone, her mom had texted her, "I hope that white boy outside ain't here to pick you up" lmao. Love it. Not sure what T said back to her, if anything at all, but I got a little chuckle out of this.


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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sat Apr 14, 2018 1:18 pm

Thursday

Got drinks with friends, eventually ran into my old roommate and shit got weird. Apparently my old roommate was acting differently because I was there (according to his friend) and it put me in a really weird position. Then we went to his plug's house (who I know and I'm friends with), and I was sitting on his bed talking to this girlfriend. I don't think I busted a move on her, but the plug loudly kicked me out while smiling devilishly. Very odd. I texted my old roommate what happened the next day and didn't get an answer.


Friday

Overall, a good day.. but weird. It was gorgeous out and I was ready to get drunk the second class was done. My date with the girl in class got pushed back to later so I flaked. I had been jubilant walking around campus and my fucks were nowhere to be found. We start at my house with drinks and good conversation, then left to a happy hour, then to a SweetBro's party. Pretty fun, but not a whole lotta gaming on my part. I tried to strike up conversation with this girl from a month ago but could tell she wasn't that interested anymore. They were playing volleyball and eventually someone tried tooling me so I left to chill with other dudes.

I was fucking SHITFACED. I'm yelling stupid shit to people while walking down the street, in an incredibly good mood. I roll up to the party and am being obnoxious, but in a fun enough way that everyone loved it. I impulsively leave to go get food, and in the gyro shoppe I'm literally fabricating a scenario with these strangers, tooling the one guy amongst 5 chicks and more or less harassing these people. It was funny, sure, but pretty fucking cringe.

The party moves elsewhere and I was slightly confused on the directions, so I end up walking by this group of 5 girls tanning multiple times and having impromptu conversation with them in passing. I find the party, then decide "fuck it, I'm gonna go up to these girls". I walk up and sit down with them and things go well for a good bit of time. When I'm about to leave though, I totally crash and burn. I was slightly off balance so in an attempt to stand up, I perched (yes, perched) BEHIND this girl, and the girls go "umm that's really weird how you're sitting behind her" and I TRY TO KISS HER CHEEK and they're all like "WTF dude??". Totally cringeworthy. I try to save my self a little bit by laughing and going "What?? It was on the cheek!" as I leave. They all get up to go back inside and essentially hide, and I "you're all lovely people! have a great day!". Smh... I told them where I work too which is just bad business, bad preselection, etc.

Me trying to use Grandmaster Style just went a little too far / I didn't do it properly. As Hector has described in his SuperSeducer videos, there's crass and there's fucking autistic.

Okay, now I'll get over myself. But lesson learned.. don't do that!

After this I hit a bump and get a little too wired. My high energy got narrowed to being hyper-focused. We left to another bar and I don't stay more than 5 minutes - no one was there and I was socially exhausted. I was tired of talking and doing shit with people.


I go home and make food, more or less shutting down for a bit. Kinda crazy how I went from stereotypical extraversion to stereotypical introversion in like an hour's time. My friend eventually comes over and we kick it then go back out around midnight.

Then it gets much better.

I'm not there more than 1 minute, and this HB8 gives me a sexy look. Wide hips, skinny waist, pretty face, and amazing lips. I immediately open her, and it's an immediate hook. Now I'm doing low energy. I seriously felt drawn to this girl. I wiggle my way into her getting me a beer, and seed in us going outside once we get the drinks and she agrees. We sit next to each other and the connection is just growing every second. I'm talking close to her ear and our faces are touching slightly - it was electric and dripping with arousal. She tried to kiss me, but I wouldn't let her.

I think I was slightly off in asking her to come home with me - she hesitated before agreeing. She says that we're not having sex and I just go "I never said anything about having sex (; that's all you". We make it a couple blocks and we're holding hands - and then I say something about how I flirt with my gay coworkers and she stops, now thinking that I'm gay since I wouldn't let her kiss me lol. So I have to make out with her for a bit and then get us moving again.

She stops again, saying "she never does this", and I say something along the lines of there being a first time for everything, and then qualify her because I felt she just thought I liked her physically - which isn't true. Her overall vibe was very warm, caring, with some slight sass and I really liked what I was seeing. We make out a bit more and some frat house his hooting and hollering at us, seeing what's going on.

We get to my house and show each other what music we like, then makeout some more. Then for about an hour it's a battle of her trying to leave, me getting her to stay --> makeout, repeat. The farthest I got was feeling her up in my bed, laying down. I think she grabbed my dick? I was still pretty fucking drunk. I pulled out like every trick in the book (foot in the door, yes ladders, how it's just a societal expectation to not listen to the feelings, how we might not have this connection we have right now if we see each other again, pregnant pauses, slow speech, bursts of passion) and it eventually failed out because she thought it would lead to sex and couldn't reconcile that. I get her number and walk her out, but not as smoothly as I liked.

Overall, I'd say she's the highest quality girl I've hooked up with. I think we could have a date this weekend, we'll see.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sun Apr 15, 2018 9:04 pm

Got another number from work (3 weeks in a row now). I've gotten much better at recognizing IOI's from my tables. It's just little microexpressions in how they talk to you as they order, or if they ask you a question with a certain type of way so that the conversation might pick up, or if you use incidental touch and they accept it warmly --> they're interested.

With one table, a girl was weird with how she asked about the menu, and had a certain glint in her eye I noticed immediately. She couldn't pronounce the spanish words and when she got it right after I teased her I high fived her. I had a 15 top after that so I didn't have time to flirt with them here and there, but 20 minutes after I closed their table she called the other straight server over (about 25, good looking latino dude who's fairly muscular), had him get her a drink, and left her number. Point being: that girl wanted dick from somebody, and was testing the waters with guys she found attractive. This is why girls are a numbers game - you will eventually find the girls who want it just by coincidence.

The girl that left her number and I were much more sexually vibing than this first one. She sat in my section around 11:30 pm and she seemed a little drunk. I came over and the conversation went something like me asking if she needs anything (also I've been changing my fundamentals in small talk with tables A LOT at this new job), her teasing me about wanting their money and that their friend is at the bar, me qualifying her to her friend ("this one's pretty smart - she knows what I'm after") and then recommending drinks to them after she asked. I got them drinks and my coworker served them, then when I came back she goes:

Her: So.. I have a question... do you guys... serve... food here? (:
Me: *sexy smile* ...we do... serve... food here (exactly rhythmed how she said it)

Her smile grew with each word, and her friend's eyes lit up. Then I got them menus and used incidental touch in showing her what I recommended and they said I really sold them, and ordered 2 tacos, saying to surprise her with one of them.

Then a table of 5 sit down in my section and only get waters. Two guys are there and one of them gives me a very imposing look when I seat them. Right after I see these two guys sit down with the girls - I thought maybe they knew each other. At some point I see the girl I'd just flirted with looking uncomfortable and the imposing guy with a cocky smile on his face. As if he'd just said something in an attempt to flirt that didn't land well. I would have gone over but have a system with my side work and was about to get cut so I didn't.

When I came with the tacos, she immediately "called me out" about how I didn't come save them. I paused, told them I thought they knew them, then paused again and said "ah you did look uncomfortable for a second.. *turns to friend* were those guys creeping on you?". The friend said, while looking at my girl, "no, no we could handle them. *looks at me* we were fine (: ". Then I turn to my girl, who looks slightly conflicted and tell her, "hey well I have good news and will make it up to you... you asked for a surprise, *lifts up tacos* and I'm full of surprises. the shrimp taco is fuego. *touches her hand* bon appetite (: ".

When I come back again, I do the Caesar to crowd, gladiator thumb *up for good down for bad* and shake it in the middle, looking slightly downward with a slight, sly smile. Her mouth is full and her friend says "I'll tell you right now. She looooves em". I just smile, say "fantastic" and go back to work.

Finally, she's done with her food and the next step of the server process is to bring the check. She waves me over to the table as I'm doing my rounds, and gives me a big smile. I give her a little finger wave as I come up to the table. "Huuuuue (: can we have the checckkk?" I smile, tap her hand lightly, and say "sure". And both of them have big smiles. I thought about using a line Fuck This inspired me to use at my old job, "so should I just get your number now or are you gonna leave it on the check?" but I wasn't exactly saying witty shit left and right so decided against it to be congruent. I just continue to rely on a sexy vibe and fundamentals, hand them the check with some not so incidental touch, tell them it was a pleasure and to take care.

I was very confident that the number would be on the check because of the final couple interactions, but here's my analysis:

My girl had wanted to meet someone tonight, but the guys at bars prior to mine weren't giving her what she wanted. The friend knew this and wanted someone they both thought worthy and wanted to help the bridges of her friend and the guy to meet. This was moving in that direction until those guys sat down at their table (this place is half restaurant so hard to pull off on their part) - and a good move of mine would have been to subtly tool them or just casually and cooly come over to check on them.. that ought to have been enough to put the pressure on them.

When I came back my girl was disappointed in a guy yet another time - those guys were creepy and then I didn't save her from them. Her friend was more sober and basically knew that the guys would leave and that I'd be coming back in a few minutes, but emotion tends to live in the present. My girl was going off of her emotions and those guys stank up the stew for a little bit. I came back and actually qualified myself (and in a way submissive to her frame) - not a good move actually. This can be tough with being a server because teasing is a very delicate thing with some people at restaurants, though overall negative move on my part. At least I did it in a somewhat charming way with the surprises reference.

Then after this the friend talked with the friend enough to get her emotions back on track, possibly reframing me as the guy she's been looking for tonight. When I come back she's just as happy as, if not happier than she was before the guys came. I cement the emotions by using light touch and good fundamentals - the only calibrated thing I can do as a server (my manager would be like wtf Hue if I grabbed her ass, for example lol). She leaves her number, and now we're texting.


The main skills that you need in Server Game is fundamentals (attract them), social awareness (read their attraction), and social calibration (don't overdo or underdo how much you move things forward). Things like humor, wittiness, chase frames, sexual frames, etc. can all be dynamite and they help, but things you need in order to stay afloat are fundamentals, awareness, and calibration.

I would even argue that because this is a work setting it's better to underdo moving it forward than overdoing it (though depending on the rowdiness & the vibe of the place this varies). I've been more or less unaware at my old jobs, not had tried to flirt or anything and gotten multiple numbers in one night before. I like having a job and back at my first server job my manager called me out on being too much of a player where I worked (bringing in multiple different girls, overtly flirting with customers, etc.).

Also, preselection can be extremely easy to build in this setting. You talk with entire tables of girls, then go talk to other entire tables of girls, then talk to your hot girl coworkers. Also if you work at a cool place, the social proof is inherent.

I'm really excited for this summer. I feel like I'm getting better at the advance parts of this whole social thing every day (though I still have a lot to learn) and when I'm full time I'll get even more exposure to this age group (22-27). A bright future awaits.




Though it took me basically all day to get back to this point. I've felt depressed most of today and spent a lot of today in bed. I also have a huge project due tomorrow that I haven't started yet.. I'm about to start it immediately. I can feel myself getting a little obsessive about pussy again because I'm seeing results again and want to push myself to my limits.




Reflection of Friday night also... I think that I did two crucially wrong things with Mystery Woman. 1). I persisted too much in light of mistake number 2). I didn't acknowledge enough that she verbally said she thought she was too drunk. She hasn't texted me back but I'll persist in 3-5 days.

She seemed fine to me - like I've seen drunk girls, and I see them soberly at my job PLENTY lol. My intuition said that she was convincing herself she was too drunk for sex because of her sexual history (two LTR boyfriends), but maybe I was wrong. I was also drunker than her, but I'm also much more used to being more or less functional with a ton of alcohol in my system. But that's unimportant for a girl when she's reverse rationalizing - and the element of me just pushing (with some pull, too) multiple times, along with a somewhat sloppy exit, (I had just grabbed her tits while standing in my kitchen post makeout, then I walked her out..) it was just kind of weird and might jeopardize things.

Though I need to not be afraid to lose her. It's tough in situations like late night pulls because chances are, I will not see her again - but the fact that I really tried for tonight might have eventually tipped persistence to chasing and dropped it. She was a smoke, but if I can do that in like 20 minutes (tops) then I can do plenty going forward.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sat Apr 21, 2018 4:36 pm

Monday

I flaked on a Tinder date because the girl's texts were boring and her snapchat pictures were all identical. Just meh vibe so I didn't feel like it.

Tuesday

Tried to set up a "party" with my research lab coworker who's getting married. The Reverse Psychology article clearly explained her rejection. I was getting her number and she was all ((::, but then I teased her about being confused with a droid and I said "ya you probably can't handle it" and she did EXACTLY what chase says experienced, not-interested girls do which is be bitchy like "yeaa you're right! I can't handle it", and she actually backspaced her phone number and put it down (plausible deniability on being a bitch and just not being able to figure out the phone).

I was gonna go with the "you're only gonna get one more dick for the rest of your life" kinda angle, but, eh lololol

Wednesday

I was cracked out on addy & coffee finishing several projects. Brought up The Shadow concept in my class and was tweaking. Not very sexy lol could have done it MUCH better if I were calm.

Thursday

My laptop crashed and I went into panic trying to get it fixed and turn in my final research paper. I got an extension, so I made the risky move of going out and getting drunk. And I realized... again... I'm getting too drunk for social circle. And, that I don't like hanging out with all my "friends", despite them being the "coolest frat" and all I just don't enjoy being with them all that much. Only some of them. However, I have seen first hand that some of them are are experts of social dynamics and I learn something everytime I'm with them... so the trade off is kind of worth it.

Friday

The girl in my class overslept and flaked on the date and there was this text exchange,
8:27 AM
Me: helloo. we still on for brunch missy?

11:00 AM *I call, no answer*
Me: ayy, I'm gonna start headin over there in a few. lemme know if you plan on joining!

1:00 PM
Her: *picture of her in bed*
Her: Dude I am sorry I legit just opened my eyes I literally didn't even hear anything I didn't mean to bail on you I swear to god. I even have class in 15 mins and just opened my eyes

5:45 PM
Me: ay shit happens. no biggie
Her: After exam Monday ??
Her: Don't hate me legit
Me: lol you're good
Me: there's a hockey game Monday, I'd be down with Tues
Her: Okay Tuesday is fine!


I feel despite her flaking, I have decent hands on the reigns with this one.


Then my buddy saw me walking down the street, called me, and invited me to a music festival. I impulsively bought a ticket and drove down to this other school. The frat he was friends with was meh other than a few kids (who later got a little weird as well). I texted Butterfly because she goes to the school the festival was at and we make plans to meet up later.

I was "King" of the dudes we were with by the time the festival started, and this one dude took notice and tried to fight me. He was drunk and I just verbally made him look like an idiot and he just kept shitting all over himself. Once we were at the festival I made a kind of cut-throat move and we ditched him.

As for the festival itself, it was fucking lit. Butterfly and I actually ran into eachother and I wasn't in the right headspace to talk with her. I felt an impulse to immediately kiss her - but I didn't, and then things were shitty from that moment onward, honestly. Then when I isolated us and tried to move her later I floundered on my speech, tried to kiss her, and got rejected. I don't know what it is with her! It's like I revert back to my old, pre GC days whenever I see her and I feel like this "new me" is a facade...

About an hour later I'm making out with some drunk chick and then her boyfriend comes and steals her lol.

Then, some dope shit.

I'm walking to the portapotty and notice this hot bartender HB8 brunette from my school with some dude trying (and seemingly failing) to lead her. I say hi and touch her a little bit, then go to the bathroom. When I come back up the hill, she's there, alone, waiting for me (:

I take notice of this and get touchy with her and our bodies on each other quite quickly, and chase frame the fuck out of her lol. Then, she kisses me! I guess my reputation at the bar she works has landed me some solid preselection, and/or the plausible deniability of having a concert hookup made her say fuck it. Plus I was looking pretty sexy (;

For the rest of the concert we're all over each other, dancing, touching each others parts (I grabbed her pussy and she touched my dick at one point), and honestly having a really good time. To my knowledge we were both just drunk, no molly or anything like that involved. My only fuck up was when I got her number, I put in a similar name to hers, and not her name. Not a huge deal because she was calling me by my brothers name the whole time - but initially I tried to be like "like it matters!" and make up for it (similar qualifying myself to some degree).

My texts were clever enough to make up for it, I hope. (I texted myself her name, with her phone)
Her: [not her name]
Her: Fuck you it's Bartender
Me: [Hue's brother]
Me: Fuck you it's Hue
Me: ;-*
Her: Hahahaha I [brother's name]
Her: What's up [brother's naaaaaaame]
Her: Jk


I chose not to answer because it puts me in a good position for when I see her at my city. Debating on just coming into her work and asking her out there, or texting her to set things up.

~~~~

My friend that invited me is good at seeing deep into people, and when we were hanging out he paused, looked at me, and said that he thinks that I'm longing connection and an actual significant other. Cold read. And it was accurate as fuck. All these things I'm doing (booze, girls, having a party-scene social network) are fun, but not giving me that deep feeling of belonging/purpose/satisfaction. I don't know any other way to find it, other than to keep up my passions and try to find that Ms. Right, though...

Good things will be happening this week. This is my most and least stressful finals week ever lol
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Sandman » Tue Apr 24, 2018 5:00 pm

Hue wrote: All these things I'm doing (booze, girls, having a party-scene social network) are fun, but not giving me that deep feeling of belonging/purpose/satisfaction. I don't know any other way to find it, other than to keep up my passions and try to find that Ms. Right, though...


I know what you mean bro... I really want to fall in love but it seems like the more experienced I become, there is less of a chance of this happening... It is what it is though :) C'est la vie
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Tue Apr 24, 2018 11:38 pm

Sandman,

Yea, I had a similar conversation with a few of my friends when they started to notice my increased interest in women. Both of them are traditional guys with LTR girlfriends throughout college. One tried to morally shame me that "these girls are people, too" and clearly didn't understand my motives of getting as much experience as possible (but him and I possess very different worldviews almost completely so tend to dish out discussions a lot) and the other just didn't understand why I was dating (or taking interest in) so many different girls and actually wanted to hear what I had to say.

The cynic in me says that love is just chemicals anyways, but I try to stay away from those types of thoughts because they rarely serve purpose and can cultivate true nihilism. For that reason I identify with Absurdism quite a bit. Though, the more I focus on things that serve some sort of purpose it makes it all good (hence the continuation of progress with women).

I do think my friend from the last post is right though. I just don't see it as a plausible thing to try and "start a long term relationship" just for the sake of doing so. It seems a lot more practical to keep up with the ONS's or FB relationships until I strike gold on something... if I do :P

It is what it is, bruddah.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed Apr 25, 2018 11:09 pm

Date with girl in class - another reasonable flake....

Monday we caught each other before our exam and I flirted with her while she studied. I say she because she was anxiously hammering questions to herself and I, and I'd mostly just use touch and sexual framing with all the terms she said. She was into it and I remember two girls smiling at me from across the room whispering to each other and turning their bodies around. We set up for dinner & drinks Tuesday night.

Tuesday rolls around and she gets called into work (she sent me screenshots from her boss without me asking), so after some texting that Hector helped me with I invite her to my house after work for drinks and tacos. Then totally unexpectedly she declines and starts sending me all these "are you trying to bust a move on me? I'm not that type of girl.... what are you looking for in a relationship?" blah blah blah. So much screening over text. Which I don't get because I've broken plenty of touch barrier, been trying to get her on a date for a week or two, and have said plenty of sexual shit and single-lifestyle framing.

After she says no I throw the ball in her court. She sends me 5 texts back and I don't respond. Everyone is graduating bitch, I don't have time for that shit. If I lose her that's too bad.. almost everything up to this point said she would be a fun date.

I had that butterface over again because of the good sex, and flaked date (3rd time now) and I was in such a depressed state of mind (not so much the flake, just many things I'd rather not write about) I couldn't get a full hard on for long enough. Felt kinda bad.. but oh well.


Then we did poster presentations today and I ran into a girl I cold approached last year and forgot to text her back. We both realized as it was ending because I approached her - having planned to asked to on an instadate. A bit awkward. I think she's lesbian though? Either way I shouldn't have stopped myself from trying. I also tried to instigate some of the cooler people in our class to all go get drinks, but this hot chick (who has a boyfriend) and this kinda alpha-dude (though I think he's a pussy) passive aggressively said no.

I wonder if they banged. I stopped trying after the hot chick threw a paragraph about her family & bf in my inbox. If so, hat's off to the guy.. but I low key think he's more into being liked than capitalizing on the fruits on being liked.


Today I've been more energetic and in a better mood. Weekend begins tomorrow after my exam, so there's that. Then summer around the corner (:
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sat Apr 28, 2018 4:31 pm

Thursday

Was at a coffee shop with my friend, and met a cute blonde. She was in an anti-male band, yet she was being very friendly with me and was clearly attracted. I made fun of her for being such a stark feminist and things were going peachy. I was introduced to her friend that started the band, we had light banter, and then they left to sit with some musicians. Right before I left I told them to find me at a different bar, and they said they might.

At the next place I get pretty hammered, and see some other blonde who's the alpha chick. She's not that hot, but I rationalized my drunk head to think alpha chick = good sex. I pulled her upstairs and had it in the bag - and then the feminist chick (the friend) see's me in the corner and starts trying to shame me for talking with this girl. It was insane. Like, I came face to face with one of those possessed ideology types and she was trying to guilt me just for talking (with sexual intentions, duh, but I don't owe either girl any promises). So the feminist steals her "friend" away and "saves her" proudly.


Friday

Great day. Started with some of the cooler members of the SweetBros, then leave to a massive day drink at a bar. I see my coworker and get introduced to her cute HB7 friend. We hit it off immediately and I invite them to the next bar with us. Things go pretty well, but eventually my coworker starts getting really heavy and telling me about therapy. I listened and gave feedback, but total mood killer.

Idk why I didn't get the HB7's number... something just told me it wasn't the move. I eventually tell her I think she's cute and she's cool, and then disappear into the crowd. I was drunk, yeah, but in total control of myself at the same time. I met some other girl and chase framed too hard, then asked her some fuckboy shit like "so are you gonna get my number or what?" and they ejected. Got her number before she left. Everything before that was money though.

Then on the staircase I see this HB8 blonde and she opens me, totally excited, recognizing me from the psychology building. She said that I was really smart and I laugh and say no I'm a total dumbass. I tell her I'll meet her upstairs, as I was using the bathroom, but couldn't find her!

Basically, I didn't capitalize with ANY of these chicks! Idk why - the drive just wasn't there.

My buddy is totally about to cheat / break up with his girlfriend and she's going crazy. I can't wait to fucking pull chicks with this dude lol in light of that situation.

We hang at my buddy's house then go to a shitty party. I was blacked out and don't really remember any of it. I eventually leave to a bar by myself (don't remember shit) and then I had a terrible moment. I don't understand this, but my brother saw me, and makes some joke, and I remember looking at him like "can you just leave me alone?" and then leaving the bar. And I started crying. I put my shades on to hide it as I walked home... I don't know what came over me.

Him and I have a shitty relationship and he used to control me a lot when I was younger.. it almost felt like we were 9 & 10 again in that moment. He texted me to make sure I was alright. So yeah.. that happened.


Once I got over myself I popped into a nearby party. I don't remember almost any of it, other than making out with this black chick in a bathroom.

Other than the slight breakdown, I had a really fun day though. I hope that this exemplifies what summer might look like.
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April 2018 Summary

Postby Hue » Sun Apr 29, 2018 5:43 pm

Grand master style was a fun little trial run. I plan to revisit that and really get down some of the phrases / attitudes since I definitely didn't get the holistic understanding from my first read --> trial.

Then Mini came out of nowhere, but at this point I was nearly black-out drunk. I don't remember a whole lot of what we talked about, but it took a lot of mental energy to pull myself together to even speak. I think I tried some romantic frame, and she kept asking about what I did over vacation but because I was so drunk I couldn't speak without tangenting. I think I asked her home but she gave me some excuse per usual - though I remember she was engaged and enjoying the conversation. She looked really cute that night. I texted her the next day to try to plan a meet up and she said she's going home for easter, so I sent her a pretty low effort text and got one back


I saw Mini the week after Easter Break and she looked almost afraid to see me. We done.

Got nudes from a HB8 Tinder girl this morning but she lives far away.


Lol and she texted me at like 12:00 AM last Thursday. Probably wanted more pics from my end.

I definitely advocate grabbing as much ass as possible.

1+

Last night I went out and fucked a HB6 Semi-Butterface lol. Great body, and a good fuck. We fucked for like 5 hours and then twice again this morning. I wanted to get my dick wet so I did. But now my dick hurts :P

She booty texts me at least twice a week now. Gonna have to slow down with her before feels sink in.

This keeps happening. Other men are becoming afraid of me talking to their girls. I haven't felt this kind of feeling before, but I'm cautious towards it. Since I know (as Hector talks about this in his book) that the anger they give me, the hate, is derived from fear.. it feels powerful. It is powerful. But idk, there are times that I reflect on my enjoyment of this power (the ego boost it gives me, knowing what's going on) and dislike myself for it.

Right before close his friend started screaming at me out of nowhere that it was time for me to leave and his eyes were fully dilated in hate.

I could see this being a slippery slope, especially in the next few years if I keep getting better.. but let's not get ahead of myself.

Then we went to his plug's house (who I know and I'm friends with), and I was sitting on his bed talking to this girlfriend. I don't think I busted a move on her, but the plug loudly kicked me out while smiling devilishly. Very odd. I texted my old roommate what happened the next day and didn't get an answer.

I saw my old roomy at the bar and tried to grab a word with him but he bailed. I've talked to a few people about his behaviors and they seem concerned. I can't even imagine what it would have been like had we lived together again.. probably wildly fun but also dark and overindulged.

My high energy got narrowed to being hyper-focused. We left to another bar and I don't stay more than 5 minutes - no one was there and I was socially exhausted. I was tired of talking and doing shit with people.

No more snow.

I'm not there more than 1 minute, and this HB8 gives me a sexy look. Wide hips, skinny waist, pretty face, and amazing lips. I immediately open her, and it's an immediate hook. Now I'm doing low energy. I seriously felt drawn to this girl. I wiggle my way into her getting me a beer, and seed in us going outside once we get the drinks and she agrees. We sit next to each other and the connection is just growing every second. I'm talking close to her ear and our faces are touching slightly - it was electric and dripping with arousal. She tried to kiss me, but I wouldn't let her.

Overall, I'd say she's the highest quality girl I've hooked up with. I think we could have a date this weekend, we'll see.

She never hit me back. Good experience, though.

Though it took me basically all day to get back to this point. I've felt depressed most of today and spent a lot of today in bed. I also have a huge project due tomorrow that I haven't started yet.. I'm about to start it immediately. I can feel myself getting a little obsessive about pussy again because I'm seeing results again and want to push myself to my limits.

Ya the general theme of almost every this week was a slow build up of social momentum from Monday --> Thursday and then by the weekend I'm jumping out of my skin ready to socialize like crazy. I wonder how much of that has to do with Alcohol, sleep, diet, and social momentum itself.

I take notice of this and get touchy with her and our bodies on each other quite quickly, and chase frame the fuck out of her lol. Then, she kisses me! I guess my reputation at the bar she works has landed me some solid preselection, and/or the plausible deniability of having a concert hookup made her say fuck it. Plus I was looking pretty sexy (;

I texted her some low-energy, low-commitment stuff and got the same back. She probably is wary of player-tactics so might prove to be a little harder to get. I think if I see her and she's not AR'd I should be able to work with something though.

After she says no I throw the ball in her court. She sends me 5 texts back and I don't respond. Everyone is graduating bitch, I don't have time for that shit. If I lose her that's too bad.. almost everything up to this point said she would be a fun date.

She's not gonna text me to set shit up. Too bad.

Like, I came face to face with one of those possessed ideology types and she was trying to guilt me just for talking (with sexual intentions, duh, but I don't owe either girl any promises). So the feminist steals her "friend" away and "saves her" proudly.

Yea that was insane lol. Mildly entertaining though.

Basically, I didn't capitalize with ANY of these chicks! Idk why - the drive just wasn't there.

I mean, I had a lot of fun with all these girls, and a lot of fun with some of the guys I was with but.. I wasn't focused on getting laid. Had I decided to act, I think I could have easily had a lay on Friday. Shoulda woulda coulda.

My buddy is totally about to cheat / break up with his girlfriend and she's going crazy. I can't wait to fucking pull chicks with this dude lol in light of that situation.

Soon. (EDIT: lol damn that's creepy)

We hang at my buddy's house then go to a shitty party. I was blacked out and don't really remember any of it. I eventually leave to a bar by myself (don't remember shit) and then I had a terrible moment. I don't understand this, but my brother saw me, and makes some joke, and I remember looking at him like "can you just leave me alone?" and then leaving the bar. And I started crying. I put my shades on to hide it as I walked home... I don't know what came over me.

Him and I have a shitty relationship and he used to control me a lot when I was younger.. it almost felt like we were 9 & 10 again in that moment. He texted me to make sure I was alright. So yeah.. that happened.

There is some deep seeded issues with us. It may take some more maturing before we can both actually reconnect, if we ever can.

Once I got over myself I popped into a nearby party. I don't remember almost any of it, other than making out with this black chick in a bathroom.

At least I bounced back bitch!

Lays: 2 (both pieces of cake, though)
Makeouts: 4 (2 HB7's, 2 HB8's)

LR: That White Boy
FR++: Immediate Connection - HB8 Brunette
FR: Server Game - Intermediate Observations



Okay, time for new (and expanded, specific goals). School is basically over with so I can't really include that. Diet stays. Exercise stays. Finances stays...

My drinking is an elephant in the room and I don't know what to think about it anymore. Too many times this month I'd let myself get out of control. In fact, it's becoming increasingly clear to me that I'm chasing that feeling of being fucked up enough to be buzzing & charming (or at least thinking myself charming) before blacking out and that.. is fucking dangerous. I'm getting better reactions out of people than ever, but what does that even mean?

And because I feel guilty about it (because I know that this is... my vice I guess) it gives me this complex layer of emotions surrounding drinking. I'm afraid of myself getting so drunk that I do some serious damage to my life. And I'm running from my fear. What might happen if I don't get a handle on this now? This goes back to when I posted in Off-Topic around a year ago, What is an Alcoholic?

This is what I concluded then,
All this aside, I fucking love to party.

It's not that I necessarily love getting drunk... I mean sure, the buzz is nice, but at most parties at my age / in my social circles, what do people also do when they party? They drink. I usually prefer intellectually stimulating conversation to drunked bafoonery, something that grows stronger as I've gotten older. Obviously, drinking is not a requirement to celebrate (;

What I needed and received, was some outside opinions on the topic, since most of what I hear from my peers is that what I do / we do is fine and well. While I don't plan on going 100% sober for the time being, I do plan on pushing my foot to the breaks a bit more. Not going out one night of the week that I normally would to go on a date / study / make some $$ is a solid alternative, and provides positive and negative reinforcement (get laid, kill an exam, no left hook to my bank account, no hangover).


I can actually attest that, more than ever, I'm having fun when I'm sober. AND that my life when I'm sober has me highly active and working on tons of shit. I was offered beer at a recent hockey game and didn't drink - then had more fun than my family member that did (seemingly). I was at the bar a few weeks ago and tried drinking, got two beers deep and then stopped and went home. I think it still holds true, I love to party. I enjoy drinking when I party, too.

BUT, this doesn't erase the fact that I've been getting really, really drunk lately.

Okay. I'm gonna slow down. Keep Drinking as a goal topic, definitely. The fact I've been sitting here thinking about this for an hour+ is reason enough to keep it. I had "drink a water with every drink" a while back, but all I did was chug a water or two then buy my next drink. I should actually sit and hold a water and pace myself.


Adding In...

- Reading (book a week + privately documented report & reflection)
- Serving (find social psychology research to make better tips & construct Server Game)
- Coding (learn coding before summer ends, 3-5 hours a week)
- Approaching (Day Game cold approaching at the mall & street stops)
- Music (30 minutes a day dedicated to song writing.. I miss that shit)
- GRE (3 hours a week to GRE practice, as planned)

That gives me 10 dimensions. All possible with continuing to do privately documented weekly schedules.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed May 02, 2018 11:22 pm

Got a bad feeling about my coworker.. seems to be a little controlling / egotistical, and he talks a lot of shit. Hopefully nothing.

We had our senior crawl last night and many interactions happened. I had to take my exam in the heat of it, so didn't get the full experience of it /:

My main issue was lack of patience.


First girl I was talking to seemed to be into me, but when I saw her later she was difficult to position myself to bang and I wasn't patient, so I left to talk with my friends. Then I didn't see her again, so I basically gave up too early.

Another girl saw me and asked if I had a cig (this is a way girls open you. they don't give a fuck if you have a cig), and I did the hand hold test and she didn't let go, but then her friend saw that I was only interested in her and left. My girl gave her a look that looked like she was contemplating why that happened. I would imagine it's because the friend wasn't good looking and was annoyed with the lack of attention, or maybe she wasn't looking for dick and her friend was - which can be annoying to be out with people having different "plans".

Almost right after she left to another bar, and I told them we would meet them there. Dumbass me didn't get her number, and also forgot that saying "we'll run into each other there" can be interpreted as a calibrated rejection.

The girl who I hit it off with last Friday was at the next bar and I got her number this time, but then sent a sloppy text about "lines" as in lines of people that could easily have been interpreted as lines of drugs.. and could have been a rather unattractive text.

I'm getting better at paying attention to my own emotions and responses to other people. This one kid that is extremely low value (we think he's autistic) came up to me at the bar and I had kind of a blank face before ignoring him and going back to talking with my friends. And I'm gonna be straight up.. people have made this exact expression to me before. It's like flat out rejection of the person's involvement and place in your social bubble. No respect. It's been a while since that's happened to me, but it has before..

At a bar I was explaining an idea about the narratives people are told don't match reality and a kid goes "dude I wish I was you", and I don't know what to make of that. It didn't seem sincere, so that could mean it was either an insult, an ingenuine compliment, or a test of some sort. I brushed it off and didn't give it any energy.

At another bar we were all dancing and shit, and MadHatter's girlfriend introduces me to her friend for like the hundreth time. She's a fucking smoke, but whenever I start talking to her there's no energy and the conversation goes nowhere. This again, might be a problem with my patience. I'm ditching girls in the conversation quickly if I'm not feeling it and while this is good for instinctual game, I'm gonna lose lays and experience from not persisting or trying different angles.

Eventually no body was out except for me, I don't totally remember how it ended up that way (I was changing groups like crazy, probably about 6 total), and I approached two girls on a patio. I can honestly say I didn't really try with the girls, and I know fully well why they left (I didn't lead conversation and it just fell off - very simple mistake). Right after this dude comes up to me, spouting how he's a pick up artist and starts to tell me all about how "he knows women" and how he could help me. I asked him what he reads and he said RSD, but the conversation came off very much as "I'm the wise sage, you're the inexperienced pupil".

The guys' fundamentals (not just looks, I mean vibe, posture, etc) were just bad. Nonetheless, I talked to a guy with a more cool impression and got his number so we can game some other time, then left because I didn't like the situation's atmosphere.

Then I leave to another bar and a girl immediately introduces me to her boyfriend. I don't remember how my night ended, other than some time at an after party where I had a conversation about that "alpha aryan kid" who apparently got kicked out of a party for the same reasons I distanced myself from him. Which is troublesome, we were supposed to hang this weekend.

So, not a great day.. kind of felt forced.

But hey bitch, it's summertime! Got a fresh new haircut and snagged a girl's number on the bus today. Hindsight I should have pushed for instadate, but ah well.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Fri May 04, 2018 2:08 pm

Last night I was paired up with an HB8 redhead with solid, perky tits and beautiful blue eyes, and I fumbled on the deep dive. I did have a stellar recovery though.

So I didn't start approaching until I got back to my area, having been downtown earlier. My favorite bar was packed so I just got out of the uber and dove right in. I didn't even walk inside the bar before I approached - there was a conversation going on with a topic I was familiar with, so I hovered and then popped in with as much ease as I could.

This really cute chick starts talking to me from the group, essentially inviting me into the bubble, but then I didn't hook and got side tracked by there other, less than cute friend. I talked to her in a friendly manner, then said I was gonna get a drink and left.

Shortly after I approached two girls, one of whom I knew, and her friend was a solid HB7 brunette. I kinda just played around with them, because it looked like they were having a serious conversation. And I fucked up riiight at the end, because I ejected, instead of trying to change the conversation's direction. Honestly, I couldn't think of a new topic and blanked out. But RIGHT as I left, the brunette gave me a microexpression of interest. Then dumby me didn't find them again.

After this, I saw a girl from my HS sitting at the bar clearly trying to get piped. I plopped down next to her and she immediatley put her legs into me. I should have just payed attention to what was going on right in front of me, but instead found out she was also a Psych major, then tried to play a game of "read eachother's minds", and didn't work it correctly. First I joked, "you're thinking.. Hue is suuper cool" and she backed off, then I backed off a little bit, and it all fizzled out. I tried to get her to play along after that, and just couldn't reengage so I ejected.

Then MOMENTS later, this girl I fucked last summer sits next to her, and she knows I approach a lot of girls. In all liklihood she told her that I fucked her, so, probably negative preselection.

Shortly after I see a girl from the first set running and jumping around the bar, and I position myself so she runs into me. She's bipolar, apparently. Oddly enough this made me think she'd be a good fuck almost immediately. Kinda fucked up on my part, but eh...

Her friends are cautious about her going out for this reason, so I tell her I'll meet her outside, but then never went up to her again.

Boom. I wasn't reengaging sets as much as I could have been.

After this, I see my old coworker standing near some hot chicks and his girlfriend, and start to make it pretty obvious to him I'm tryna smash through non-verbals. I get introduced to the HB8 red head, and it's ON for like 5 seconds. But then she pulls off, seemingly for no reason. I can hear her talking to her blonde friend, who is paired up with a guy, say "you should just go home with him".

I kinda stand there trying to appear neutral / calm, when I could have reengaged my friend or done something else. I more or less blanked on what to do. Then, they leave for no real reason. I find them again about 5 minutes later and talk to the blonde who asks me, "do you come hear a lot?". Which might be reputation since this is more or less my, as my friends termed it, "breeding grounds" lol. I answer truthfully and say I love this place, and then I don't really remember what happened...

Next I remember I'm outside and my buddy runs up on me, and he is fully ready to game some chicks - his GF just got back to cincinatti and he's been distancing himself from her for a while. I'm down as fuck, and pumped he's tryna game again. I look around for another set and he finds two blondes but they're pretty mehh. Just not my type, I guess. I eventually join his set and try to talk to the other blonde, but she's being all "I'm sad ): " and when I try to talk she just goes and leans on the while, "I'm sad ))): " and it was clearly an act. This kinda annoyed me, and then I turn to my right and see the redhead HB8.

I walk up to her and spontaneously this comes to me,
"Hey, I'm not gonna lie I talk to a lot of girls, but out of every one of them that I talked to tonight you're the only one that it felt right even for a moment. You wanna go outside and chat?"


This injects energy into our bubble and she happily agrees, and her blonde friend looks pleased. We stand in line to get pizza, but then as I said I fumble on the deep dive. I don't think I was being energetic enough / putting enough into my fundamentals or eye contact, or something. But, then she runs off, comes back, I try to reengage (maybe I should have tried a new topic), she runs off again.

She also would say, "don't touch me" when I touched her arm, stomach, etc. which I knew was just a shit test. Though I'd back off and reengage later when I felt like it.


So, rough night. Nothing gained, except experience. But hey! That's how you bounce back muthafuckaaa


Now, off to the mall to day game! 10 approaches, let's go.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Sun May 06, 2018 11:13 pm

Friday night
Like no one went out. I hit up a lower-value group to hang, and was introduced to a couple new guys that a mutual friend knew who were actually pretty chill. We have fun at a pregame then go to this chicks house for a small party.

I did some "jabs" with a girl to see if she was interested and didn't get a whole lot so I mainly focused on befriending the guys I didn't know.

I also talked to this dude who had that "autistic" kid with him last tuesday and asked why he hung out with him. It came down to, in his words, nothing more than him feeling bad for him and so I explained to him that while his efforts are in good faith it's more or less not worth it for either party - the kid is a lost cause and it was never his problem to start with. I explained how I knew a very similar situation, and that there are alternatives to helping the "lost cause" friend, and you don't need to allow him to be the dead weight that he is. While there was a moment or two of the conversation being slightly uncomfortable, he genuinely thanked me afterwards and we both finished on a happy note.

When we called the uber to the bar I actually left with the guys I just met instead of my friends, in hopes I could solidify the acquaintance during the more packed trip. I can't remember the conversation exactly, but we definitely left with a better vibe than we started with.

At the bar (not very packed) I play a shitty game of pool, then see a girl from my HS and try to game her. I end up leaving with her (just her) to go to another bar, but then her friends caught up with us as we left, and took her to another bar because she has a boyfriend. It was a pretty fast pull, and I essentially used my social proof from HS to make things go forward. I honestly do think she was down, but her friends couldn't allow that to happen. I laughed really hard 5-10s after we broke apart and started walking different ways.

Then I pop into my usual place and don't remember a whole lot other than opening this HB7 blonde, and things going pretty well. She was a 25 y/o teacher. Eventually her sister (who was graduating, loud, and sassy) tried to cockblock, and I handled it but just giving her a smile and continuing touching / talking to the blonde. The blonde was down, but explained that she was with her sister the WHOLE weekend and shit. I set up a date in a very matter of fact, confident kind of way and the blonde agreed, but then I stayed too long after it was set up. I stayed to cement the emotions, then I should have left on a high note - but I remember a whisk of things fizzling out.

I did text her the next day to no answer. I worked for the entirety of Cinco de Mayo, really needed the $.. then today was graduation so there was literally no logistics anyways. A possibility why she didn't agree all around.. maybe I could have gotten to know her sister better. Though even this would have been a challenge because she was drunk, loud, and sassy lol. So whatever.

Mall Game
I'm disappointed in myself, because I didn't approach at the mall as planned - though I did go to the gym. I felt to weird in stopping people, but there was this ONE GIRL that was petite, hot, and walking very slowly. Was kicking myself all day on her. I will be going regularly this summer, that I promise myself. I'm gonna get better with the AA, which I thought I conquered in Austin but apparently not.

Work
Cinco de Mayo was mad fun to work, giving margaritas to everyone. No numbers though.

Then at work today I said something fucking stupid. The manager asked me if I could take a shift on Monday. I worked my ass off this weekend and am extremely drained, so I pondered it, but then said I think I have plans in the afternoon. She asked what they were and I slowly told her that I think I'm getting coffee with somebody as I started walking upstairs to clock out. Both her and my other girl coworker (I literally work with 95% girls & gay guys) asked almost immediately, "what's her name?? is it a date?? blaah!!" which could be slight interest or just general girl banter, but I basically said nothing. Then my manager goes, "what's his name?" as a joke and I laugh and say, "Dave!" just completely at random.

I didn't like how I dealt with this, and so I buried myself deeper once the other girl came upstairs. I told her after a quick work clarification, "nah but.. I don't kiss and tell" and she makes a weird face and goes "We.. didn't want to know anyways!" and I just got "suuuuure ;P".

The problem here is, and many girls are socially aware enough to have seen this behavior before, that me doing this was essentially like

- deflect talking about date
- realize that I made a non-sexual answer (coffee with a friend, possibly)
- clarify, "no, I'm going on a date, just so you know"

The latter there is very unattractive and makes it appear that I'm try harding / flexing / bragging, especially because it was after the initial conversation. Had "I don't kiss and tell" been my original answer then that'd have been fine, but this is me going out of my way to tell her that I don't kiss and tell.

But luckily, social circle gives you many chances. There's also a new girl who's an HB7 that I'd definitely stick it in.. so maybe we can get some summer loving going ;)


EDIT
I keep thinking about the interactions of my workplace now. The other straight guy (great with all the girls there) is leaving, and I feel inferior to him. He likes me and we would fuck with eachother and have a good time. I'm a little disappointed in this because I wanted to study him more. But here's what I've got.

- either stoic focused on work, calmly explaining a new development, or smiling and happy go lucky
- enters all bubbles at their energy level, then builds up energy with smiles, jokes, and warmth
- touches everybody, first subtley, all the way to full out wrestling with girls
- makes games out of ideas (I told this chick who was freaking out about nothing "deep breaths hun bun, deep breaths" and he did the same thing, but "when I ooo (inhale) you go ooo, when I go ah (exhale) you go ah, ready?")
- owns basically every insult thrown at him and agrees
- muscular & well styled hair, good posture
- when he gives me shit it will be something like "go run your food" and is always harmless insults
- saturday he convinced the manager to do shots with me, him, and others which is way against the rules

I work with him Tuesday so I'll try to pay closer attention, it's his last day.

Then, I just realized this from Chase's last article on facial expressions / ticks, but I actually flinch to those I feel inferior towards. As a newer guy, I still don't really feel dominate (almost at all) towards the existing social circle in the social setting, and that I'm slowly moving into it (I only have this problem with work environments, but until new people come I always feel weird for a good while).

Everybody is super touchy at work, and I'm not used to that. Like straight girls just grabbing my arms, chest, and all this shit - and remember I'm skinny as fuck, and not exactly cut. When my coworker natural was around me and made a swift arm movement, I flinched away because I thought he was gonna hit me (when I was younger my brother would punch me with no warning when I wasn't paying attention and eventually I flinched whenever he was present.. on certain occasions I still find myself doing this for no reason but hand never thought about it until Chase's point in his article).

The bartender is an HB9 latina, and I'm still a bit flustered when we chat. She came up to me with smiles on saturday because I was decked out with Cinco de mayo gear, and tried to grab a pin on my chest, but I flinched. She goes, "what?? I'm not gonna bite you??" and was annoyed. Later she called me a white boy when she saw me dancing, right after I stopped, and I just kept walking and said "whaat? I can't hear you??" and smirked at her. I digress. Anyways, it made me realize that because I'm intimidated by her, I acted submissively.


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Also, sometimes not all girls are great at flirting. For guys with some experience, this might sound familiar - or maybe I'm slightly overthinking here. I had thought about how I'd responded to Lipstick in the past, and then how girls have responded to me during approaches before. A girl is flirting with you, but it feels so forced and kind of irks you. I think this is partially because she did it in an incongruent or socially uncalibrated way, and something with HER vibe was off. Similarly, when you are trying to flirt, but maybe you being incongruent and for whatever reason the chick makes a weird face as she responds, it's because of that disconnect - whatever that context may be.

I'm pretty stressed because of a bunch of obligations and other things right now, so I'm ruminating.. but I wanted to get all this down before I forget to / just hope I internalize it without second thought.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Mon May 07, 2018 5:17 pm

Holy cortisol am I glad it's break.

That was a rough over-think everything session last night, not my worst, but rough. Thank god for meditation and sleep. I feel much better now and am focusing on my less-serious productive side (exercise, music, reading) for today.

But yea, I got something out of it. I hold a grudge against my brother for the way he treated me when I was younger because I know people are delicate when they're young & growing (it's been beyond brotherly roughness / assholishness, but I'm not getting into that), and I realized that it's the grudge holding me back, not the damage that was done or whatever. It's my weakness that is the problem, and my weakness is/was pinned to the idea that it was his fault and I was a victim - which (after all the cognitive dissonance and swirling, racing thoughts) boils down to a victim mentality.


So this morning I woke up and bumped into my hot neighbor - recognized that we were gonna run our leases soon, and tried to set something up. She said he has to study for a professional exam until this Saturday, but that we should do something (may have came off as platonic - that's what my gut says). Either way I snagged her number and I'll count it as a rep.

Dealt with a Tinder chick who wants a texting buddy, and I matched with that red head HB8 on bumble, but she's playing games and being a bitch so I sent her stoic texts and now I'm not replying.

Think I might post up at a coffee shop to hang out just to see if any hot girls roll up - I'm free today but don't know where to find people on a Monday night.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Wed May 09, 2018 1:25 pm

Ran into some old friends at a coffee shop on Monday, both there girlfriends were giving me IOI's. One of them I know I could cuck but he doesn't have a whole lot going for him so I ejected pretty quick.

Went to a concert last night and felt as though I was being used by the guy I invited (one of the promoters gave me free tickets). He was also flexing some of his "connections" and shit as we walked in. I knew the guys he introduced me to, cool dudes. They bailed after the show, and him and I went to a popular bar afterwards. Once at the bar I more or less tried to ditch my friend because I found other people I knew, and a really cute black chick.

I approached them with some opener I don't remember but they really liked it - and then they went on to tell me they go and visit Miami all the time. That they get a cab, pop out, and walk around until people approach them and invite them into parties. Kinda felt like bullshit but it was qualifying nonetheless. All these dudes were trying to grab her attention and I used sprezzatura to get their attraction. I wanted to keep trying to pull this chick because she was rubbing up against me with "incidental" touch, but my friend wanted to leave to an after party. So against my better judgement I got her number and left, saying we were gonna get drinks this weekend.

Woke up to a Tinder message from that HB7 black chick from last month, she wants a round two. Also matched with this chubby but hot goth chick (all her photos are sexy outfits or lingerie), and I'm not gonna lie I'm super fucking horny right now. May or may not hit it, I feel like I'm on a dry spell. Alek recommends just getting your dick wet to bounce back and gain momentum, and I might do that.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Thu May 10, 2018 2:54 pm

Work

This bitch that definitely was attracted to me during my first few weeks is being a bitch and talking shit now. Wonder if it's some form of autorejection from me not being interested in her.

The new girl is way cute. She looks like Jennifer Aniston, honestly. I had good things going for the first few hours of our first shift together, plenty of IOI's - then she brought up to me how she cheated on her BF, how she's kinda stuck in this city, and then out of nowhere she was like, "why does [douchey coworker] hate me?" and I feel like it was a test of some sort. Most of our conversation was platonic, but I used good fundamentals and deep diving. She kinda ignored any sexual frames I through out though. By the end of the shift I felt like things grew stale, but this might just be because it was the end of a long shift.

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This happened and I know I could have handled it better.
New girl: You know the funniest thing.. kind of look like my little brother
Me: Hmm, that's pretty weird
New girl: *stares* yea, it's mostly in the face
Gay dude: He looks like your little brother? Well I wonder what your babies would look like then!
Me: Haha. Not a terrible suggestion..
Me: Well you're gonna have to show me a picture or two, new girl
New girl: Haha yea.. I can show you a picture

Gay dude set me up with a sexual window / chase frame window, and I feel like my answer could have been better.

Wednesday Night

Got invited to a party right after work. Rolled over and had fun. Introduced myself to a few people and made some friends for the night. There was one HB7, lets' call her Rose' who I just randomly decided to start talking to and I could tell she was qualifying herself to my expectations - matching the mold, so I decided to get a little more physical and ask if she had a boyfriend. We are both in the social sciences and love mindfulness (apparently). She said she was single, so I slipped a finger in the inside of her jeans and pulled her slightly into me and I knew it was on. We flirted and were touchy the entire night. After this I noticed that some girls who had been bitchy to me earlier started giving me IOI's, and all the girls at the small party were receptive to me.

There was a frat dude that seemed to know all the chicks and I befriended him as well. I felt very in control of myself and my interactions. We get to a bar and I'm shifting from person to person / girl to girl on the walk over. Once we're there I'm greeted by a bunch of people I know and it's a good time. There was a group of low value guys that were literally in line to talk to me (I know this sounds douchey but that's what happened), and my social proof was creating a snowball effect. I find Rose' again and she grabs her friend saying "hey this is [girl], I've been telling her all about you" and I have a flirty banter with them before jumping over to another group.

I come back around and pull Rose' closer into me and tell her I want to hang with her tonight, then move us over to a bench and slowly start escalating touch, feeling up her legs as we talk. I invite her home and she says that "shes not that type of girl" and I tell her I don't understand what she means - that the type of girl she is is one that I enjoy talking to. I even connect it to Taoism after some time (and from her responses I don't think she actually knows about it all too much). The connection is building and was getting really strong, then I throw on a yes ladder to put the icing on the cake. But she says "I don't go home with guys on the first date, I just don't". I persisted for about 20 minutes, changed the subject, came back to it, etc. but she wouldn't budge even after admitting she totally wanted to.

Then her drunk friend rolls to our bench and says there's a guy trying to pipe her up, but she's not going home with him. The guy comes over and says his name is Jerry, like the comedian Seinfeld, so I tool him and go, "tell us a joke!". Rose' laughs and asks him to do the same. So the dude actually does a bit of some deadpan humor which I laugh to but the girls are weirded out lol. I can't remember the conversation after but something comes up about him bluffing and the girls are like what does that mean?? and I make an assholish comment about how it means he's a pussy. The girls get excited by this and the kid just takes it, then starts to persist with the drunk chick. She tells Rose' like 20 times she's not gonna fuck him and then lets the guy walk her home.

I consider hypersexualizing at this point, but that could have gone bad given the social circle I'm a part of. I persist a bit more, explain that while I'm not giving her a now or never ultimatum, I am pretty sure that since this connection is here right now, and it would be next time we met, if we do, that there's no reason to not go home with me tonight - and she agreed. But, wouldn't budge, and then the bar closes down. As we're walking out I make one last try and grab her ass while I invite her home, and feel her getting turned on. She hesitates then says the same thing "I don't go home with guys the first time! We have all summer!". I pause and go, "okay, you seem to have made up your mind *turns away* (; take care" while our hands become more unlocked and she holds on. Last thing she says is, "don't forget about me!!"

She texts me at 3 am, "Dont forget about me" and I reply this morning, "forget about who? ;P". She just replied but to be congruent I'm not gonna text her until tomorrow / saturday.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Fri May 11, 2018 3:08 pm

Had drinks with a friend and saw a small show at a coffee shop. Went to a bar after and then my friend wanted to leave to another concert, but I stayed because of money & my buddy was coming to meet me later. The moment my friend left I returned to our seats and 6 girls were there. I make fun of one for stealing my seat and get it back, then open her. Cute petite HB7 brunette. She's also a psych major and I try the palm reading thing and bail on it quickly saying she has such tiny hands.

I deep dive her appropriately with her being a psych major and should have come up for air to relieve the tension, maybe joked around with her or chase framed her about something or other. Instead I dove deeper by asking what her fears were and she was a bit weirded out, so I pull back and then tell her to rotate her body a little bit and she complies. Then her friends steal her attention and I tell her I'll be back.

15 minutes later I start talking to her again, then her friends steal her for drinks and I feel a sense of ingenuity in how she asked it, and only a moment later her "best friend" tells me to leave because they're all friends with a few days left and I'm not a part of their group. Considering the navy seal extraction the other friend just pulled off, I listen because it wasn't worth the effort.

There was a girl showing off her legs and had these red shoes so I went up and said they were "red bottoms" like Cardi has, and she responses positively but then leaves to get a drink - she wasn't interested.

I think I only did one other approach? With social circle. A girl who my buddy fucked introduces me to a HB6 brunette who seems interested. Eventually I ask if she has a boyfriend.This might be worse than are you single? Because it potentially plants seeds about boyfriend zoning. She does, but I had been talking with her other friend about going to a date party with one of their sorority sisters and it was ambiguous as to if that girl cheated on her bf with me from the convo, and my girl was listening.

So I just go for it and ask how old her boyfriend is, then continue along the conversation, which implies that he's too old for her and I'm gonna try and fuck her anyways. Not long after my brother shows up and makes some really shitty joke about how I'm an inconsiderate family member to one of our extended family (just a really negative comment, not funny) and I stared him down and said "hey dude! that was really funny man!" and he dips out.

I went back to talking to my girl who still seems bubbly but shortly after the girl who introduced me steals her and I'm left there. My day 1 friend also showed up but he was acting weird and I didn't feel mutual respect so I get some food. There's a cute girl having a serious looking conversation on a bench and I interrupt and start talking to her. She seems interested, then a guy comes up and steals the conversation. I manage to steal it back, and then the dude sends over this weird guy to start talking with me and to not be a total dick I bear with the conversation.

When he leaves I turn to the first guy and say, "hey, buddy, what the fuck was that?" and call him out for sending the guy over to distract me. He maintains eye contact for a little bit but then looks down submissively after about 10s, and the girls look excitedly at us. Then the dude takes both the girls away, they were HS friends I guess.

I approach red bottoms girl on my way out and the guy she's with goes "oh, this was the red bottoms dude?" and I say something I don't even remember then leave.

Rough night... and in reflection I notice that I'm being a lot more aggressive with other guys. Maybe testosterone or something.
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Re: Get Pussy Or Die Tryin'

Postby Hue » Mon May 14, 2018 11:57 am

Friday
Friday had a pool party with some friends at an apt complex. A much larger group of black folk started to party there too, and a few of us engaged with them before heading back to the room for a quick pregame before bars. One of the dudes I was with (puts off a dumb fratty vibe) invited two meh chicks to come along with us, both were HB6's. We do a ton of Jager shots before we go out.

My one buddy that's with us just broke up with his girlfriend, and has been asking me for insights the whole time we've been together. I told him the quote I just read from Chase's old forum post, that "relationships are like pottery", and let him know that he's my day one, I'm here for his ass. And that my ass thinks his ass needs some new pussy tonight. He's down, but keeps hitting his wax pen and getting high as fuck. I told him that's gonna affect his game but he said he does what he wants. Fair.

Right before we leave we head back to the pool to grab our other friend (who's now blacked out) and he's talking to this HB7 black chick. I come up to them and she comes onto me "oh my god you're so cute". I pull her into me a little more and go "aww darling thank you" and we banter around for a bit with arousal spiking on both ends. I let her go and she walks around a little bit more, then when she makes her way back to me I pull her in again. I tell her how we're about to leave, but I'd love to see her again - and that we're gonna have to grab a drink another time.

She's all for it and I grab her number, but then keep holding onto her and grab her ass. She's in a swimsuit so it was great, I love me a black girl's ass. I'm getting a half chub at this point lol. Hindsight, I should have said, before we go, I need you to show me where the bathroom is and hooked up with her in the bathroom. I turn her around and put her ass on my dick, then look to my friends who are trying to get mr. blacked out to come with us and he's gonna stay at this party (ya we should have stayed), so they're ready to leave anyways. All that went down in about 4 minutes.

We get out and start walking to the bar. My one friend is stoned and completely silent. The dumber-jock kid and I are both flirting with the girls pretty heavily and kinda taking turns passing them back and forth with banter. By the time we get to the hipster bar I think he's getting the asian chick and I'm getting the red head. I'm starting to formulate how we're gonna split them up but nothings coming to mind. I also slow down on the alcohol so I have control of myself tonight.

Then some more feminist bullshit! All my friends go to the bathroom when we get to the bar immediately, I instead grab a beer and a water. When they come back, I go to the bathroom line, to see that everybody is waiting single file, even though there's two different bathrooms - the guys bathroom is hardly being used. So, I start walking infront of the girls, so that I can go to the guys bathroom. This chick stops me like, "what are you doing??", and I just say, "going to the bathroom" with a kinda of "what" tonality and facial expression. She goes, "why?? because you're a guy???". I say, "yes, I'm a guy so I'm going to the men's bathroom" and her and her friend start getting pissed. I ask them, "would you like to use the guy's room? if so, go right on ahead", and the two of them jump the line to the guys bathroom. I stand behind them confidently, and then kinda chuckle to myself about the situation. Right before the initial chick goes in, she apologizes. Then two girls walk out of the girl's room and say, "hey really sorry about that, we don't know them", and I just laugh and gesture them to carry on.

I go back outside to meet with friends - and now the girls want to go back to their dorm - one of them is an RA. Me, thinking that means we could split them up from there is down. We talk a bit more and mr. dumb jock says that he got a 4.0 last semester, which makes me think he might just be putting on the "dumb guy act" a lot of frat guys do. After we banter and finish our drinks we get there - and it starts to boil down.

From talking we find out that there's only one open room (the dorms are closed for summer) and one of the girls is sleeping on the couch, and the jock guy is not leading AT ALL anymore. I ask my girl to split with me and both of them are like "oh nooo - we're tied by the hip tonight". I tell them that we're gonna go back out (my stoned friend and I) and they're welcome to come. I even tie it down to the jock guy, like "hey, you three can stay here and we will just go back out, no biggie", because I started to think he was trying to pull a threesome. He just stalls and then finally says okay let's all go back out, now that the girls wanna come out too.

We walk to the old apt to finish off the Jager and I separate my girl more on the way there, deep dive her, and eventually grabbing her ass. But then the moment we get into the room and the guy with the chicks never come in. My buddy and I wait and do a shot, but then they never come in. We walk back out and they're nowhere to be found!

I think what might have happened is that dude knew a place he could bring them to smash in the apt complex and did - and was either just being a pussy or had some other issue with the dorm situation. Or idk, maybe some totally new prospect came up.

After this my day one and I got in a dumb drunk argument and I went home because I didn't want to be out while I was angry.

Work
That girl who was showing attraction is being more and more of a bitch. Red flag. Didn't see Ms. Jennifer Aniston. Some HS friends came in and I served their table, got one girl who I had never met very attracted but couldn't subtley set anything up with her as the bar was closing and literally the whole bar could have heard me - they were the last table and I weighed reputation as more valuable. Hopefully they'll be back because I've seen them in there before.



Got a whole lot going on this week with professional shit but plan to go swing dancing on Tuesday - should be fun. Also I have drinks with that black chick on Tuesday - but my dick texted her yesterday trying to gear up towards nudes and it's all quiet on the nudist's front as of now so we'll see.
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