I did some thought today and I thought to myself.. How do I become better in my aspects of life such as sports, education, finances and so on.
I do not like the position I am in the moment. very low on social hierarchies in my different aspects. A few years back my family used to be in a ideal place to live in and then we moved. This urked me so much( mind the black slang lol). Depression came upon me and almost led me to some serious suicidal thoughts. fast forward and I decided Change myself but then months back my family had numerous deaths and family issues that got to my head. DEPRESSION. This lead to a few bad addictions. Like Internet porn, binging and just stalking people on the net who had the lives in wanted to live. I feel like I need to have the passion of a poor person who needs and wants to get out of this VISCOUS circle called poverty. Can't do this without God and you guys. If your willing to help
My approach now is to be efficient and lead out distractions. Ideas and thoughts that resonated and ones I need to implement
Thats it for now. Time to put words into action. What most people don't do. (we'll see what works and what doesn't)
GOD BLESS.
I do not like the position I am in the moment. very low on social hierarchies in my different aspects. A few years back my family used to be in a ideal place to live in and then we moved. This urked me so much( mind the black slang lol). Depression came upon me and almost led me to some serious suicidal thoughts. fast forward and I decided Change myself but then months back my family had numerous deaths and family issues that got to my head. DEPRESSION. This lead to a few bad addictions. Like Internet porn, binging and just stalking people on the net who had the lives in wanted to live. I feel like I need to have the passion of a poor person who needs and wants to get out of this VISCOUS circle called poverty. Can't do this without God and you guys. If your willing to help
My approach now is to be efficient and lead out distractions. Ideas and thoughts that resonated and ones I need to implement
- best to have my phone on at night. When I'm done with everything I set out to do.it's a huge time waster in the morning and during the day.
REFUEL MOTIVATION and Inspiration AT NIGHT.
Use social media for branding myself.(Sports eg - skateboarding ) and handling girls for meet up. FOR IMPORTANT THINGS.
Stick to what I say.
Accept things I can't change.
The First time you do anything will always be the funniest , most inspiring, most hurtful but most importantly it's the warm up for greater things. HARD START EQUALS A GREAT FINISH
Thats it for now. Time to put words into action. What most people don't do. (we'll see what works and what doesn't)
GOD BLESS.